I want to die so bad i am tierd of waking up and exiting in this shity family.
My frends irl are supportive but have there own shit to deal with and so do my online frends.
Only thing thet keeps me alive it my fucking special interests and art.
i draw to cope .
I want to be optimistic but all i want it to no longer wake up and deal with the constant stress and anxiety i have to live with.
Taking pills only numbs me but it not enough i want to go to sleep and never wake up.
















