“Of course I feel too much, I’m a universe of exploding stars.”

“To pretend that everything is fine will not heal your broken heart.”

“I have been falling apart for months and everyone thinks I’m doing fine.”

“dark shit happening in my head”

“i’m not very good at putting my feelings into words, that’s why people misunderstand me”

Have you ever tried to have a good time or just tried to distract yourself but then suddenly you feel the sadness in your chest coming back and every second it gets heavier and even if you try to hold it back but you never win. So you‘re just there feeling how you slowly get empty again. This makes me want to appreciate those little moment of happiness no matter how long they last because sadness is always ready to take it away.