the human world it’s a mess

Why is being ugly so painful ? I‘ve always wondered what life is like for beautiful girls. I just hate my face, my body, my hair… in fact I hate everything about myself.

Does anyone here know any diet pills or diets/workout routines in general that actually work? I know that there‘re no magic pills and that I have to do the work, I just need some help. I‘m stuck at the same weight for months now. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m really desperate right now. 😞

Maybe I‘m weird but a big motivation and inspiration for me to keep loosing weight is to take a shower and feel comfortable. I hate taking a shower simply because I have to see my naked body, which means I’m constantly confronted with my biggest insecurity. I mean imagine how amazing it would be to take a hot shower with a hot body and just feel good in your own skin. Maybe it’s just me but I think women in movies always look so stunning while they’re taking a shower 😅

Today I found out that I have lost 30 kg ( 66 pounds) since I’ve started loosing weight. Normally I’m really hard on myself, but to be honest today I’m just proud of myself. I’ve worked really hard to get there. So today I’m not thinking about the weight I still have to loose, instead I’m appreciating everything I’ve achieved so far. Today I appreciate myself. I hope I will experience more days like this and I really wish I could share this feeling with all of you, cause you’re all amazing and strong!💕

I hate being tall so much! I’m 5‘9/1,75m and I feel like I can never be tiny or petite because of that height no matter how much weight I‘m gonna loose. All I ever wanted was to be like one of these small girls. Does anyone else feel that way?

Am I the only person in the world who hates peanut butter???