agony of the oblivious child

Or someone who will listen for all our rants

Sometimes, What we really need is someone who will tell us

Hoping that there's someone who can

Understand me.

Someone who knows when I am sad

When I'm about to cry.

Someone who will hold me

and tell me

I'm adjusting to people

I never get the toy that I want

Unless, someone gave it to me

telling me "I don't want this, you can take it".

and now that I grew up

found a decent job,

I am still stuck on the same situation

still craving for the moment

that I can get what I want

without adjusting to people

Still craving for the time

that I can do what I want without

me being inconsiderate for other people.

All I wanted is to enjoy and do all the things that I really love.

FERNWEH

(n.) an ache for distant places;

the craving for travel