to be a man more Christian, but with enough money to live, that is, it is a sin to plan it in this way (Excuse my poor English) Atte. Your new follower
A priest recently told me, "We are in no place to judge. But we are called to hold each other accountable." I understand wanting tobbe financially secure, I am worrying about the same thing as I prepare to get married and start a family. Recently my finace and I had a discussion about money vs. morality in his work place and while it required us tobmake a tough decision and we are not where we would like to be, it is better for his heart and he is able to strive for Heaven without this road block.It is not my role to tell you if this is a sin, but I will point out if you have a plan to leave and come back to the church when you are more financially secure, I will ask you is the wait more important than your sole. We are not called to be saints tomorrow, saints are made in the here and now. If your gut is telling you to come back to Christ, listen to it. Perosnally knowing Jesus in the Eucharist (which you said you were drawn to) I couldn't go a week without Him, much less the 13 years you are proposing. Praying for you and the hard decisions you have before you. If you need to talk, I am here. St. Agustine, Pray for us.
