Lover Bouquet : One
Pairing: OT7 x Fem Reader
AU: Yandere!au, Idol!au
Genre: Angst, Mature, Smut (R)
Warnings: Two instances of NON CON, polyamory, established relationship, yandere behavior, pregnancy discussion, emotional abuse, violence, kidnapping, scandal, blood, degradation kink, mobbing, manipulation, profanity, group sex, oral, smut, cum play, groping
Word count: 19.58k
Disclaimer: Β This is a work of fiction and I do not condone any of the actions of the characters in this fiction. This is to be treated as pure fantasy, and should not be misconstrued to be demeaning the idols in any way. If any of the above warnings cause you discomfort, kindly refrain from reading.
This is an idol au setting, please proceed only if you are not triggered by the warnings. I repeat, please be sure to read all the warnings carefully.
Authorβs note: This fic is set in an au where the boys are part of a 7-member boy band called the Biker Boys Squad (BBS) and everything that follows is completely fictional with no intended resemblance to actual places, bands or agencies.
Cover credit: @maleficosmos-2 α΅Κ°α΅βΏα΅ ΚΈα΅α΅, Λ‘α΅α΅α΅Λ‘ΚΈα΅
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
The smooth roll of wheels outside had visibly no impact on the inside of the limousine. The shiny interior, complete with Italian leather and crystal wine glasses screamed luxury. The windows were completely tinted, reflecting the bright lights of every radiant storefront the car zoomed past.
The car smelt like heaven, a bouquet of smells fanning your nostrils and intoxicating you. Cologne, aftershave, hairspray, all the most delicious masculine smells danced around your senses, tugging at your inner coil that was slowly rearing its head up.
Namjoon was going through a little chit in his hand, mostly out of habit than necessity. He didnβt really depend on those notes, but it gave him a sense of security to know he had all the points in hand before stepping up to the mic.
βHyung, add a line in English at the end for our International fans,β Taehyung said, peering over at the chit in Namjoonβs hand. The little note had words written in neat Korean letters, which the younger man glanced at.
βYeah, will do, Tae,β the elder man responded, his hand reaching down to pat the head nestled in his crotch.
βKeep going, baby girl,β he said, gently ruffling your hair as he resumed scanning the chit. Taehyung and Jimin were sitting on either side of him, Jimin casually sipping the Cheval Blanc from his crystal glass, his pillowy pink lips made even glossier by the fine red wine.
You bobbed your head up and down Namjoonβs length, savoring his unique scent with your cheeks hollowed out around him, sucking deep and hard.
βShit, thatβs it, baby,β he hissed, too far gone to focus on his acceptance speech anymore.
Jimin smiled warmly, his hand snaking down to Namjoonβs lap. His fingers gripped your hair, and he tugged it gently, seeking control over your head. You obliged happily, letting him maneuver your head as he liked.
He slowly pushed you further and further down Namjoonβs shaft, his eyes trained on Namjoonβs face, watching his face twist in hunger. Jiminβs palm was flat against your skull, pushing you to gobble Namjoonβs cock without sparing an inch.
Yoongi was playing a game on his phone, and he looked up just in time to see you struggling against Jiminβs hand.
βLet her breathe, Jiminah,β he lazily scolded, his gummy smile out in full brilliance.
βN- no,β Namjoon panted, looking at Yoongi with pleading eyes. βSo close- Iβm so close.β
And with that, he groaned out loud, his hips bucking up subconsciously. He ground his body down to the leather seat, his legs trembling in the aftermath of his orgasm.
The hand pressing against your head stayed put, not budging until Namjoonβs legs stopped shivering. Namjoon leaned back and removed his glasses, wiping his hot forehead with a groan. The hand left your hair, moving down to caress your neck.
βFeeling good, hyung?β Jiminβs voice came to your ears like a song.
βYou wouldnβt believe how good, Jiminie,β the elder man replied, his breaths coming out in strained intervals.
βTch, babyβ¦β Jimin said, handing you a Kleenex to wipe your mouth. βYou left a drop on Hyungβs trousers.β
Namjoon snapped his head down, his eyes rolling when he saw the single blob of cum on his crotch.
βDamn, those paparazzi will roast us alive,β he murmured, reaching down to wipe it clean.
βNo, Joonie,β you whined, hastening to dip your head back down on his crotch. Namjoonβs hand remained suspended in the air with his fingers grasping a tissue, his thigh muscles tensing up when you timidly licked a stripe on his expensive trousers, gathering the blob and sucking it up.
βOh Y/N, you are so fucking naughty,β Jimin giggled, pulling you up so you could rest your knees.
βCome here, baby,β Yoongi said, his voice thick and raspy. He had waited patiently until Namjoon finished, and now he couldnβt wait a second longer.
Hoseok was sitting next to Yoongi, and the seats were somewhat cramped because four of them were sitting across from Namjoon. The limousine had been altered to their taste, but the seats were a bit smaller than needed.
βHere,β Jin extended his hand, pulling you so you could sit on his lap.
You took advantage of the brief moment to lock your lips against Jinβs neck.
βHey, no hickeys,β he said, gently swatting at your shoulder. βItβs awards night. No hickeys.β
You puckered your lips up in disappointment. You were only pretending to bite him, just to see his eyes flash. Stern Jin was so fucking sexy.
Yoongi was in the far corner of the seat, and Jin being the smart guy he was, always found a solution.
βLie down on our thighs,β he said, helping you sprawl yourself across the three sets of thighs, the tips of your toes resting on the owner of the fourth set.
Yoongiβs fingers worked quickly on his zipper, and Jiminβs clear voice teased, βHyung, youβll be wrinkling your Saint Laurent suit if you wiggle around too much.β
βY/N is worth ruining a thousand Saint Laurent suits, Jiminah,β Yoongi quipped as he fished his dick out.
Jinβs long sensitive fingers drew soft circles on your calves, admiring your splendid legs. He brushed his fingers against the curve of your ass, finally settling down to squeeze and knead the firm flesh in his big palms.
The man next to Jin sighed heavily, looking out of the window and squinting through the tinted glass. He had a hard time trying to control himself, but the little toes that kept grazing his thighs distracted him. He bent his head, fighting himself to avoid looking at the sight around him. Of all the men in the limo, Jungkook was the only one who wasnβt staring at your body with simmering lust.
Yoongi was groaning, his hand fisting in your hair as he guided you to take him even deeper. He rested his head against Hoseokβs shoulder, closing his eyes and losing himself in bliss.
Hoseok gazed at Yoongiβs scrunched-up face with warm affection. He always felt supremely happy when Yoongi was having a good time. Your torso was laid on his lap, and he patted your back, encouraging you with soft whispers of praise.
βYes, baby, thatβs it keep going. Youβre doing so good.β
Yoongiβs vein bulged alongside his cock, throbbing hard. He was straining so much, curling his toes inside his shoes.
βGosh, I wanna get inside you,β he moaned, his voice coming out needy and whiny. Taehyung raised his eyebrows, whistling at his wristwatch.
βWeβre gonna be on the red carpet in ten minutes, hyung,β he said, clucking his tongue. Yoongi opened his eyes, sending Jin his best pleading look right from his position on Hoseokβs shoulder.
Jin pursed up his pretty lips, looking down at your butt. It was not an easy feat to have full-on sex in the limo. As usual, he was the one who had to improvise a plan.
βTen minutes is enough for a quickie,β Yoongi whined, his meat still lodged in your hot mouth.
βOkay okay, quit whining. Y/N baby, go sit on Namjoonβs lap,β Jin said, patting your ass. Namjoon looked up, removing his glasses and tucking them inside his breast pocket. He wished he had thought about asking Jin earlier.
You grinned and crawled over to Namjoon, cozying up with your back against his chest, his strong muscular arms spreading your legs wide open.
βAll yours, hyung,β Namjoon said, nodding at Yoongi.
It was such a pretty sight to see your red lace undies completely soaked. Hoseok couldnβt hold on anymore, and his hand slipped down to palm himself through his pants.
Yoongi licked his lips, unbuckling his belt for better access. Your legs were already open for him, and Jimin had started caressing your clit with gentle touches. He crouched into a half-kneeling position, grazing his tip against your core.
βPlease, just fuck me already,β you cooed, unable to bear Jiminβs teasing anymore. You had to have a cock inside you, it was urgent. Jimin was such a tease, and he enjoyed working you up into a frenzy.
Yoongi smirked, winking at Jimin and slamming his hips into yours, burying himself into you completely.
The car started slowing down, and Jinβs panicked voice rang behind Yoongiβs heaving form.
βWeβre here, thereβs so many cameras! Stop it, you two!β
Sure enough, there were hundreds of cameras outside, flashes going off every few seconds, waiting for the biggest boyband in the world to step out onto the red carpet.
Yoongi pounded into you harder, sweat running down his temples. He was growling with each thrust, the sound rumbling from deep inside his chest and sending a delicious thrill up your spine.
The car rolled to a stop, directly in front of the sea of people. Hushed murmurs were going around as everyone strained to peer through the tinted windows.
βWhatβs up? Why arenβt they stepping out?β
βIs something the matter?β
βAre you sure they are inside?β
A few reckless journalists tried to inch closer and glance through the windows. But the blinding camera lights reflected off the glass, completely blocking out the interior of the limousine.
Inside, Jimin hastened to pat down Yoongiβs streaming face, his nerves strung out completely. Yoongi buckled over and collapsed on Namjoonβs shoulder, blissed out at his climax. Jin grabbed him by the waist, pushing him back into his seat.
There was no time to be lost, and you got to work immediately, sucking Yoongi clean and zipping him up. You were just done tucking his shirt back neatly when one of the agencyβs managers politely knocked on the door.
Looking up, you grinned at Yoongi, patting his knee.
βAll done. Off you go, guys.β
You stayed back, keeping yourself hidden while the boys got out of the car one by one, smiling and waving at the crowd. The camera flashes multiplied manifold, clicking incessantly as the lenses gobbled up your boyfriends.
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
βI miss you,β you whined, pouting at your phone screen. Hoseokβs gorgeous face pouted too, as he ran his hand through his hair in frustration.
βI miss you too, Y/N. Everyone does.β
A chorus of groans behind Hoseok declared their assent. Taehyungβs head popped into the screen, and he settled his chin over Hoseokβs shoulder.
βItβs so frustrating without you, Y/N.β
You sighed and shook your head sadly.
βI know, itβs the same here.β
βHold up, Yoongs wants to talk,β Hoseok said, moving his phone and pushing it into Yoongiβs hand.
βBabe...β he drawled, only half-awake from his power nap. βGet on a flight and come over.β
You twisted the cord on the hoodie you were wearing.
βHow? You guys are all so busy. Youβre touring so many places. Besides, your schedule is jam-packed.β
Namjoonβs voice piped up from the background.
βI got an idea.β
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βAre you sure this will work?β you asked, shimmying into the black uniform Namjoon had brought you.
βOf course. You can travel with us throughout the tour and no one will know.β
Taehyung whistled on seeing your outfit.
βYou know hyung, Iβm beginning to see why they call you the brain of our band.β
Namjoon chuckled, his dimples popping out.
βYeah,β Jimin said, holding you by the shoulders and turning you over to let the others see. βThis is brilliant.β
The white letters were stamped boldly on the back of your outfit.
βBBS CREWβ
Jin came closer, pinning an identity badge on the belt loop of your jeans.
βThere. Youβre officially a crew member now.β
There was a knock on the door, and you ran to hide behind the clothes rack.
βWeβre all set,β a crew member said, gesturing that it was time to go on stage. βIn five.β
She left the door half open, and you peeped out from behind the rack.
βTime to go?β you asked.
βYep,β Jin said, gripping your hand. βCome with us.β
There were so many people wearing the same outfit as yours, milling around the backstage rooms. It was very easy to blend in.
You walked with the guys to the very entrance they would go through, heart fluttering to hear the thunderous welcome they received from the audience as they stepped on stage.
It was a terrific experience to stay so close to the stage and see them perform. It was even more astounding to watch the audience get enthralled in the magic your boyfriends created. You stood at the wings, your heart swelling with pride.
After a while, it was finally time for a break, and the guys made their way off stage. They were soaked in sweat, and were panting hard.
βSprained my ankle,β Hoseok whispered, limping gingerly while Jimin supported him.
βFan, please,β Yoongi groaned, and a crew member hurried to get him a mini fan.
People were running everywhere, stylists were dabbing touch ups to the makeup and assistants were helping the guys change into the outfits for the next routine.
You hurried to Hoseokβs side, kneeling beside him and taking his hand. A medic was tending to his sprain, and you squeezed his hand tenderly.
βYou okay?β you whispered, and he managed a weak nod.
βBetter rest this foot,β the medic murmured, to which Hoseok shook his head.
βNo. Rest after the concert. Gotta dance.β He was clenching his teeth tightly.
A heavy hand gripped your shoulder, and you looked up. Namjoon was standing with a mini fan, sweat streaming down his face.
βHe wonβt listen to the medic,β you said in a low voice.
βI know,β he sighed, gently pulling you up to your feet. βDonβt worry too much. Itβs like this all the time.β
You nodded, looking around. Everyone was holding mini fans and wiping their sweat off with towels. Yoongi was sprawled out on the floor, and a crew member was fanning him with a big cloth.
βThis is hard,β you said, turning back to face Namjoon.
βYes. But theyβre all strong. Theyβll handle it.β
You nodded again. This was something they were used to. It would take you some time to get used to it, though.
βHere,β Namjoon said, clasping your hand and walking towards the wings again. The audience were still energetic, doing the fan chant over and over until the guys would get on stage again. Their light sticks were glowing bright, lighting up the whole arena and making it feel as if the stars had rained down to watch the concert.
βSee that?β Namjoon whispered, his voice taking on a tone of astonishment. βThatβs surreal. So much love, so much energy. Theyβve all camped out in the cold for two days. Forget us, imagine how much theyβd have gone through to get here.β
You hummed in agreement, still lost in the beauty of the light sticks.
βThatβs who we perform for,β Namjoon said, his voice warm and sincere.
You smiled and looked back at his shining face. His eyes were reflecting the radiance of thousands of light sticks.
βStand by in three...β someoneβs voice shouted, and all the guys shot up to their feet with exhausted groans.
They assembled in line again, ready to get on stage for the next performance. One by one, they hurried through the entrance, until everyone except Namjoon had gone back to the waiting area.
βNamjoon-ssi!β someone screamed in alarm, and you shook his arm to get him going.
βGo on, Joon,β you hissed, trying to push him into action.
He looked at you in a daze, and dipped his head urgently.
βNamjoon-ssi!β Another voice called out in emergency, when he cupped your chin and captured your lips in a frantic kiss.
You saw people running towards Namjoon out of the corner of your eyes. There were confused shouts, as the red digital timer counted down the seconds to cue the music.
In a quick flash, he broke the kiss and squeezed your hand, running over to join his mates on stage.
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βJinnie?β
The mischievous eyes twinkled at you when he replied with a coy βHm?β
You were lying on his chest, content with listening to his heartbeat thudding away. When you raised your head to look at him, you placed your chin on his ribs, making him squirm and giggle.
βY/N! It tickles!β
He was still laughing, trying to lift your pointy chin when your next words caught him off-guard.
βJungkook was so sulky today.β
His laughter died down, the glee on his face replaced with an inscrutable emotion.
βDo you know why?β you pressed, not ready to leave it undiscussed. βHe looked like-βΒ you batted your lashes, β-like he was pissed off at us.β You drew a long breath. βMostly atΒ me.β
Jin was quick to cup your cheek, tutting at the last comment.
βOf course not, Y/N. He was probably nervous about the concert.β He could clearly see that you werenβt convinced. βIβll talk to him about it.β
You nodded, lost in thought. Did Jungkook not want to be part of the relationship? He hadnβt kissed you or said a kind word to you in days. He had flinched hard when you had touched him earlier in the day. You were about to open your mouth and voice out your thoughts when the bed dipped beside you, and Taehyungβs large sinewy hands landed on your waist.
βJin hyung, I need to cuddle Y/N to sleep,β he said, his sleepy voice deeper than it normally was.
You swallowed your words, forgetting your thoughts at the deep voice booming into your back. Jin hummed his acknowledgment to Taehyung, gazing at the ceiling in peace, content with having you draped on his chest.
The boys rarely closed their doors, because it was so normal for one or the other to pop into your room at night. You were in love with all of them, yes, but you always slept with Jin. He had been your first boyfriend, and it was a given that you would go to bed with him every night.
The rest of them dropped by sometimes, as Taehyung had just done. Sometimes it even led to threesomes and steamy hot sex. But tonight, you were content with the Jin-Taehyung sandwich. Because the boys were frequently in and out of the room, you left the door open at night.
A digital watch somewhere in one of the rooms lit up its iridescent digits, sounding a slight chime when it turned 2 am.
You were having a dream, and the sound interrupted it, waking you up. You had no desire to open your eyes. You lay with your eyes closed, listening to Jinβs even breathing in tranquil happiness.
Taehyung moaned slightly in his sleep, burying his head into your neck and crushing you tighter against his chest. His thick hair brushed against your skin, and you grudgingly opened your eyes.
It was so dark, and you made out Jinβs hand stretched towards you, in case you wanted to nestle into the crook of his armpit. You smiled to yourself, loving how sweet he was. You wanted to crawl into his arms, so you decided to move slightly.
You raised your head, and your sleep-heavy eyes caught sight of a figure sidling along the open door, the sudden apparition eliciting a strangled scream from deep within your bosom. You rubbed your eyes and squinted again, but the apparition had vanished.
βWhat? What is it?β
Jin was up in an instant, his groggy voice somehow soothing your anxiety. Taehyung woke up too, and between them, they asked you what had happened, and you pointed at the door with shaking fingers.
βI- think I saw someone. Something.β
Jin squeezed your shoulder reassuringly.
βY/N, baby, what exactly did you see?β
Your nerves were shaken so bad you couldnβt raise your voice above a whisper.
βSomeone- was watchingβ¦ me. I only saw the eyes. And then- it- disappeared.β
Jin looked at Taehyung, the brief glance laden with meaning.
βOkay, Iβll go investigate. Taehyung, stay with Y/N.β
Jin got out of bed, tiptoeing out of the room in search of the mysterious apparition. Taehyung hooked his chin on your shoulder, hugging you protectively and blowing air softly on your neck. Jin was gone for a good ten minutes before he returned to the room.
βI did a thorough sweep, Y/N. Thereβs no one at the house except the guys.β
He climbed into the bed, pulling the sheets over his legs. He took your hand in his, squeezing it gently.
βDonβt worry baby, even if he or she comes back, youβve got two strong boyfriends in this room to protect you.β
God, Jin was so good at making you feel perfectly safe. You smiled and squeezed his hand back. Taehyung hummed behind you, agreeing to Jinβs words.
In a few minutes, Jin was peacefully breathing again, his hand resting on your waist. It was heavy, but the weight gave you reassurance.
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
βYoongi!β
Hoseokβs morning routine included waking up his friend and kicking him out of bed. The guy was simply impossible to rouse, and the rest of the guys steered clear of his morning temper. He reserved a string of eloquent curses to fire at the unfortunate person who woke him up, intentional or otherwise.
Hoseok and you were the only ones immune to his foul mouth. Hoseok simply cursed back at him, and you had a completely different method of waking Yoongi up. A method that involved locking your lips around his morning wood and humming around it.
Today, however, you werenβt around to save Hoseokβs ears.
βWhere the hell is Y/N?β Hoseok muttered to himself, ripping the sheets off the man curled like a kitten underneath. Yoongi had a large queen-sized bed, but he insisted on rolling into a ball when he slept. It was endearing to find him curled up like that, but the next moment he would hiss and scowl, cross at being woken up. That man certainly ran hot and cold so quickly.
Yoongi opened his mouth, ready to go off, when Hoseok pushed a pillow into his face.
βSave your breath. Iβm gonna go find Y/N. Get your ass off the bed, hyung.β
The rest of the guys were up and about, chattering noisily and clattering dishes in the kitchen.
βWHY THE HELL WOULD YOU USE THAT PAN FOR THE EGGS?β
βTaehyung I swear to God if you break that plateβ¦β
βNamjoon just flip the pancake, man youβre burning it!β
Hoseok waded through the noise, walking down the kitchen and crossing a suite of rooms. His sharp ears picked up your whimpers, and he followed the sounds, briskly trotting towards the source.
The door was half-open, and he stepped in, not bothering to knock.
βGoodness, what a racket!β
Jimin had you pinned up against the wall, your legs wrapped tight around his lithe body. One of his hands was around your neck, and the other was working on rubbing your clit. He had been ramming into you hard, and he jerked to a stop at Hoseokβs voice.
βHobi hyung!β
Hoseok licked his lips when he saw your pretty little cunt filled to the brim with Jiminβs thick cock. He felt himself stirring in his pants.
βSuch a noisy one,β he said, walking towards you. βI could hear her whining all the way in the kitchen.β
Jimin grinned, his eye-smile lighting up his face.
βIβm doing my job right then.β
Hoseok snickered, tracing his finger along the bridge of your nose, bringing it over your lips. You opened up obediently, sucking on his finger with closed eyes, still impaled on Jiminβs cock.
βYou need something to stuff your mouth with, darling,β Hoseok murmured, and you nodded in agreement. He wasnβt satisfied though, and he glanced at Jimin, and the latter slipped out of you without a word.
βNo,β you moaned around the finger, whimpering at the loss.
βUse your words like a good girl, baby,β Hoseok said, popping his finger out of your mouth. βOnly then youβll get Jiminβs dick back.β
You loved it when Hoseok was all riled up and ready to snap. He was delicious when danger oozed out of his persona, threatening you into submission.
βMy mouth needs to be stuffed, Hobi,β you said, drawing the syllables out sexily.
βWith what, baby?β
Jiminβs sly smile returned, and he bit his lip while he waited for your pretty lips to form the words.
βWith your cock.β
βThatβs right.β
Hoseok nodded at you, and Jimin set you down gently, untangling your legs from his hips. You went down on all fours, and Hoseok turned so his back was supported against the wall. He sunk his fingers into your hair, grabbing a fistful and pulling your face towards his crotch.
You had learned the art of unzipping pants with your teeth, so it was easy to unzip him. Behind you, Jimin was spitting on his palm and stroking his length.
βPlease,β you whispered, lust blinding you. βPlease fuck me.β
The men grinned at each other, and with one savage push, Jimin sheathed himself inside you again. Hoseok had been slapping his dick against your cheek, and when you opened your mouth to moan at Jiminβs entrance, Hoseok took the chance to push himself inside your warm silky mouth.
βFuck,β he groaned, his hand grabbing at your roots hard. βBeat that pussy hard, Jiminah.β
Between the two of them, they found a steady rhythm that let you get fucked on both sides without any lag. Jimin was going at it hard, slamming himself into you like it was his last day on earth. It was sinfully delicious to hear his angelic voice groaning loud with each thrust.
You moaned around Hoseokβs cock, tapping his thighs softly. He stopped abruptly, looking down at you in concern. He slipped out of your mouth gently.
βYes, baby?β
You ran your finger on your lips, smearing his pre-cum all over your mouth. You knew it always drove him crazy when you did that.
βHobi, sit on my face.β
A smirk spread on Hoseokβs face, and he chuckled lightly.
Jimin pulled your hips towards him, helping you lie down on the floor. Hoseok gently placed your head down, making sure you werenβt uncomfortable in the slightest. And then, he knelt so his thighs were on either side of your face, and dipped his pelvis down a bit, ghosting his weight on you.
You reached out and pulled his thighs closer, whining βJust sit on me please.β
He giggled, his whole body vibrating in mirth.
βWant me to teabag you, little slut?β He lowered himself down a little more. βHuh? Is that what you want?β
βMmnnhhhhβ you buried your face into his balls, and Jimin lay down flat on the floor, his face burrowed into your clit. His lovely lips clasped tight around your bud, his tongue working hard and fast to reduce you to a pool of wobbly jelly.
Above you, Hoseok grabbed his dick and pumped himself hard, dipping his balls in and out of your mouth all the while. He growled when you sucked on them and used your teeth to slightly graze them.
His hands roamed over your chest, gathering your breasts and massaging them. He saw Jimin eating you out at a feral pace, and a fresh pang of want made his dick throb. He aligned his cock between your supple mounds, starting to fuck your breasts while you suckled on his balls.
βFuck, Y/N. You are a damn fucking goddess,β he breathed, picking up his pace and working his cock faster, amazed at how your breasts bounced so beautifully around him. His thighs started quivering, and you could feel his sweat beginning to moisten his skin. He was so close.
He ran his hands over your breasts and traveled down, leaning forward a bit, doubling up so that his face was in level with your navel. His hot breath sent all your nerves into overdrive, and he started kissing a line down to your belly button.
You moaned out loud, but the sound came out strangled because you had a mouthful of balls. Jimin felt you tremble and shake under him, and he smiled into your pussy. He worked his finger into you, curling and twirling proving even his fingers could dance.
You felt Hoseokβs tongue lick a hot circle around your belly button, and that was it for you. There were stars in your vision, and you trembled so hard that Jimin gripped your calves tight, helping you ride it out. Hoseok straightened his back, seeing you shake all over. He put his arm around your neck and held on to your shoulder, wiping your sweaty forehead and kissing your hand softly, cooing to you.
Jimin shot up the next moment, wiping his mouth and laughing that sweet tinkling laugh.
βHyung, she squirted all over me!β
Hoseok had just finished shooting his cum all over your breasts, and you strained to look at Jimin.
βOh! Iβm so sorry, Jimin.β Hoseok tilted his hips and you propped yourself up to look at the mess you had created. All of Jiminβs shirt, right from the collar to his torso, was soaked.
βIβm sorry... let me clean it,β you reached your hand out, and he simply swatted it away.
βWhat are you sorry for?Β Lie back down and let me eat your pussy again, baby.β
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
Eighteen months ago
βJinnie,β you called, turning to face your boyfriend who was stuffing his face with noodles. You were fidgeting before the mirror, unsure what your boyfriendβs reaction would be.
βHuh, babe?β he asked, still busy scraping the last bits of noodles from the takeout box.
You quickly stole one last look at yourself in the mirror and then marched to the side of the bed. His suit was strewn over the white sheets, and he was in his boxers, slurping noodles like his life depended on it.
βTell me if this dress is okay,β you said, standing directly before him.
βWhy, thatβs a lovely dress, youβre so pretty!β He paused to fan his mouth, the spice finally catching up to him. βHot. Damn hot. You. And the noodles.β He fluttered his hands wildly, coughing dramatically.
You tossed a water bottle to him, giggling at his red face.
βSo,β he said, sipping the water thankfully, βwhy do you even ask that? I bought that dress for you.β He scrunched his nose up, looking at you in mischief. βAre you doubting my taste?β
He got a well-aimed pillow thrown against his face, and he laughed.
βWhy else would you ask?β he raised his voice like a bratty child.
βThis.β
You pointed to your boobs, biting your lip. He pushed the cushion under his head, ogling at your body lazily.
βI donβt see anything wrong with your rack.β He smiled proudly to himself. βYou look awesome.β
βBut,β you sighed, nervously pulling at the fabric. βThe neckline- itβs too deep.β
βSo? Itβs even more sexy.β
He didnβt seem to get it.
βSeokjin,β you said, putting your hands on your hips. βWhat about the rest of the guys? What would they think? Isnβt this more... likeβ¦ suitable for when we go on a date, alone, just the two of us?β
βAh.β He finally understood what you were going on about. The dress had a very low neckline, and you found it weird that he had suggested you wear it to the party with his friends.
He cleared his throat as if he were going to say something. He opened and closed his mouth several times, not a sound escaping his lips.
βY/N, listen. I need to tell you something. But can it wait until after the party?β
He saw the curiosity burning on your face, but you managed to nod.
βAlso, donβt forget to wear the fishnet stockings I got you.β
You tilted your head and gazed at him, pursing your lips.
βAre you trying to show off before the guys, Kim Seokjin?β you asked, accusingly.
He shook his head, the smile never leaving his lips. βJust wear it to the party and Iβll tell you all about it later.β
βββββββ
You were slipping your heels off, Seokjin was lending you his arm to balance yourself. He had looked stunning in his suit, and you had loved the way his eyes streamed while he joked and kept everyone in splits.
It was a very hush-hush party open only for the labelβs artists and their dates. Seokjin didnβt have much privacy in his life, and he tried his best to take advantage of the precious few private parties that came his way.
βCareful,β he said, catching hold of your arm just before you slipped. βI donβt know what you get by torturing your feet like that.β
You simply giggled, pouting your lips at him. βYouβre too tall, Jinnie. I need to be able to kiss you whenever I want.β
And there, you had done it. You had made the master of jokes blush so hard his ears turned red. He cleared his throat, his breadcheeks straining hard to contain his smile.
βLetβs go and have a drink.β
He tried to walk ahead, but you caught his sleeve and tugged.
βJin, tell me what the big secret is,β you mewled, loving how good his toned arms felt. βYou know, you said thereβs something you had to say.β
He patted your knuckles, nodding sweetly.
βI know. Thatβs what I need the drink for.β
You huffed, watching him saunter over to the cabinet to pull a bottle of wine. He was so damn hot when he was in suits, but he was hotter when he was pulling his bow loose and mussing his hair. You followed him to the bedroom, tagging along like a lovesick puppy.
The rest of the chaotic group were drinking and fooling around in the living room, rocking the walls with their boisterous laughs. It wasnβt unusual for Jin to bring the boys over; they were always hanging around one time or the other.
βAhem.β
You crossed your arms, and the gesture didnβt help Jin. Your boobs were squished together and the deep neckline made it impossible for him to focus. He licked his lips and took another sip of the wine to steady his nerves.
But Jin had such an easy relationship with you. He knew that he could talk to you about anything. He trusted you so much that he just knew what he was about to say wouldnβt break your relationship. He just needed to find a way to break the ice.
βCome here,β he murmured, patting his thigh. βCome sit on my lap.β
You glided towards him, settling down on his lap happily. Your cleavage was even closer now, and Jin just lost control.
He placed his glass down, not caring about staining the rug. With a deep moan, he pushed his face into your chest, burrowing into his favorite place in the world. He rubbed his face against the soft flesh, purring in delight.
You let him be, carding your fingers through his thick glossy hair. He would talk when he was ready. Meanwhile, you would enjoy your boyfriendβs attention contently. His teeth were grazing your skin now, sucking soft love bites to show his appreciation.
βJin,β you breathed, and he lost it completely.
βFuck, yeah. Say my name like that.β
He lifted his head to look into your eyes, and you saw the rich want coloring his pupils.
βLemme inspect my girl,β he whispered, pushing his hand between your legs and feeling around for the familiar wetness of your undies.
βYouβre soaking already, Y/N,β he groaned, and you saw his nostrils flaring. He gulped at the feeling, and his Adam's apple bobbed enticingly.Β It was the most beautiful sight ever.
His finger pushed the fabric aside, easily scooping up your essence. He looked straight into your eyes as he brought his digit to his lips and licked it, curling his pink tongue and making your insides clench.
Jin was blessed with long bony fingers, and they were a bit crooked too. A fact he took huge pride in. Because it allowed him to do things to your pussy that no one else could. He slid one finger inside you, drinking in how bothered you looked.
With a soft groan, you parted your legs wider to give him better access. His finger pumped in and out of you, drawing strangled moans from your shaking body. He slowly increased his pace, never taking his eyes off you.
βJ-Jin..β
He slid another finger in, and this time his crooked bony fingers found your happy place and pushed against it, reducing you to a whimpering mess on his lap. He never stopped, his chest puffing with pride when he saw how you came undone on his fingers.
βWanna cum?β he asked, and you nodded vigorously. His grin made an appearance again.
βYou gotta ride me first, baby.β
Smiling impishly, you tore the jacket off his shoulders in one swoop. His shoulders were so wide, and you loved grabbing onto them when you rode him. The white dress shirt underneath had gold-plated buttons, winking at you. Seokjin certainly deserved to be dressed from head to toe in gold.
You could hear the boys knocking things around in the living room, and the little wildcat in you reared its head. You liked the thrill of riding Jin with his friends just outside the room. Jin might never guess it, but you wouldnβt even mind if one of the guys actually walked in on you bouncing on your boyfriendβs cock.
Snaking your hand down to his crotch, you unzipped his pants and fished his dick out. He was rock-hard. Jin always had loads of glossy pre-cum, and you slowly worked his juices all over his shaft, stroking him. He grabbed your wrist, his plush lip caught between his teeth.
βSit on me.β
You gladly obliged, shifting your hips and hovering over him. He pushed your undies aside with his thumb, and you slid down his length, sheathing him completely. Once he was fully in, you rotated your hips, drawing sharp curses from his pillowy lips.
βAh shit, Y/N. Thatβs it. Faster, go faster.β
You picked up your pace, holding on to his broad muscular shoulders and bouncing as fast as you could. Jin usually wanted to see your breasts when you rode him. That day, however, he made no effort to undress you. The red fabric was bunched up unceremoniously around your waist, but your breasts were still clothed.
βOh gosh, Y/N, allow meβ¦.β
He grabbed your hips, pushing himself off the bed and thrusting up into you. You let him take over, squeezing his shoulders and letting him rail you as he pleased.
Jin loved the whimpers escaping your dirty little mouth, the sounds egging him on to ruin you completely. He pounded into you, the sound of skin slapping on skin filling your ears like a crescendo.
βLike my cock stretching you, huh?β He panted between his thrusts. His stamina was out of the world.
βYouβre my little cockpuppet, arenβt you?β
His words always had the effect of reducing you to putty. That man had such a filthy mouth, one he was only too happy to unleash on you.
βOh goddamn, Jin!β
You knew he was close; the taut flesh of his abdomen was quivering with the stirrings of a powerful orgasm. Your fingers clawed into his broad shoulders just in time.
Jin sounded nothing like his ordinary self when he cummed. He had a special sex voice that only you had the privilege of hearing. He moaned out loud, growling like an animal in pain as he shot all his seed inside your walls.
You could feel his cock pulsate inside you, twitching as your pussy milked him for all his worth. His breaths came out in hot pants, beads of sweat rolling down his temples.
βFeeling good, baby?β
He looked into your eyes, and you smiled happily at him.
βNever been better.β
The soft breadcheeks stretched into a smile. Damn, he was so beautiful when he smiled like that.
You hooked your finger under his chin.
His finger was tracing circles over the fishnet stockings, and you raised an eyebrow naughtily.
βSince when are you into fishnets?β
He chuckled slowly, chewing his lip.
βIt wasnβt exactly for me... Remember when I said I had something to tell you?β
You huffed in impatience, gripping the hair at the base of his neck and peering at him curiously.
βCome on! Tell me. Now.β
He looked down at where both your hips joined. He slid his softening dick out of you, and you silently helped him tuck himself back into his pants.
The sound of the zipper closing shattered the silence. He bit his lip and peered into your eyes.
βY/N,β there was a slight shake in his voice. βHave you everβ¦β His pink tongue darted out to lick his lips. βWhat do you think ofβ¦β
You blew out your cheeks. It was unusual for your ever-confident boyfriend to sound so doubtful.
βJust say it, Jinnie.β
He took a deep breath, and ran his fingers up your thigh, gathering his thoughts.
βY/N baby, you sometimes moan in your sleep.β
You smiled at him playfully.
βWhat do I moan?β
He knotted his eyebrows and sighed softly.
βYou moan the names of the other members.β
The smile froze on your face, your heart steadily dropping in your chest. It felt like someone had shoved a giant block of ice down your throat.
βI- I didnβt mean toβ¦ It wasnβtβ¦β
Jin saw the panic on your face and shook his head hastily.
βHear me out, Y/N.β He reached his palm to cup your cheek. βWait, listen.β
He hadnβt meant to make you feel guilty in the slightest. He shushed you and blurted the words out:
βI meant to ask what you thought about sharing.β
You wrinkled your forehead in confusion.
βSharing what?β
He wiggled his nose, carefully looking at your reaction as he said the words:
βSharing you with the other members. Like- like a poly relationship.β
Your jaw dropped, and you regarded your boyfriend with a wary look. Was he really suggesting that? Or was it a snide question? You knew the Jin you loved would never be mean to you. He was too straightforward and blunt to beat around the bush.
βAre youβ¦ really asking me?β
His finger traveled up your face and traced your cheekbone.
βOf course I am. You can tell me no if I crossed a line.β He paused for a second.β I genuinely want to know if youβd like it.β
You bunched his shirt up in your fists, scared of what would happen next. Would he hate you if you said βYesβ? Would he feel inadequate? Would he feel like heβd been cheated on?
It was a while before you found your voice.
βAm I going to lose you?β
His face became serious.
βWhy would you? Of course not! Baby, Iβm the one suggesting it.β
He was suggesting it? The thought made your head spin. It was all too raw to process.
βAre you drunk, Jinnie?β
You knew he wasnβt. Your boyfriend had an extremely good tolerance for alcohol. He shook his head without taking his eyes off your face.
βDonβt worry, I am not. And no, I am not going to back out in the morning.β
He really was serious. You chewed on your lips, gazing at his open face.
βAnd- the guys, how will you talk to them aboutβ¦ this?β
He bit the inside of his cheek, his rare dimple peeking at you.
βI may have already talked about it with them.β
You drew back in horror.
βWhat?!β
He shifted his hips into a more comfortable position. He had talked about it with his guys, and they had been open to trying it if you really wanted it. Jin knew how your mind worked, and he was sure youβd want to try at least once.
βSh, Y/N. Itβs all up to you now. No one will judge you for it. I know the guys. They all adore you. Just tell me if you want to try this.β
Your hands flew to your hot face in a poor attempt at hiding yourself. Jinβs big palms caught your wrists.
βDonβt hate me,β you whined, your voice so low it was close to breaking.
βββββββ
Jin held your hand tight as he guided you to the living room. The six other guys were boisterously arguing about something. A sudden hush blanketed the noise as soon as Jin ground to a halt in the middle of the room.
You refused to look up, staring at the rug like your whole body would ignite and go up in flames if you did.
βLetβs go to the guest bedroom,β Jin said, addressing the men in the room. He jerked his head at them and turned on his heel, pulling you with him.
The bedroom was the biggest in your apartment, and it housed two queen-sized beds. You had originally intended to rent it out to your friends before your boyfriend came along.
Jin drew the blinds and returned to your side, tapping his foot on the floor gently. One by one, the guys made their way into the room, forming a semicircle around Jin and you.
They were all still in the suits they had worn to the party. Granted, a few ties and bows were loosened and some suits were specked with pizza crust. But they looked just as fucking handsome as ever, disheveled or otherwise.
Everyone looked slightly nervous, and they waited for someone to break the ice. Namjoon, used to his role of the leader, took the lead naturally.
He cleared his throat, glancing at you.
βY/N, Iβ¦ umβ¦ understand this is all new, butβ¦β
Jin stared at Namjoon, silently urging him to use his eloquent mouth to come up with something more confident.
Namjoon took a step forward, his palms open to in an attempt to instill trust.
βWe all love you so much, and I assure you that thereβs nothing to be worried about.β
The rest of the group nodded in silence, and you looked at Namjoon through lowered lashes. This was so surreal. Was it all a dream?
Jin squeezed your hand, and you squeezed it back. Gosh, this was so real.
You saw the polished tips of Namjoonβs shoes advance towards you.
βIf you say no, weβll leave this room and forget that this ever happened. Weβd understand.β
God, no. You couldnβt say no. It would be a lie if you said you didnβt want them. But how was it all true? How did all seven of them like you back? Was it right to even think about it?
βNo,β you saw the tips of Namjoonβs shoes stop abruptly on the floor.
βNo," you repeated, "I canβt say no.β
The gleaming shoes hesitantly made their way towards you again.
He stood directly in front of you, and Jin let go of your hand. A sudden feeling of panic rose up your chest, but it disappeared when Jinβs hand reached to grip your shoulder lightly.
Namjoon reached his hand out, saying,
βIs it okay if I doβ¦β He rested his palm against your hip, ββ¦this?β
You gulped and nodded, staring into his chocolate eyes.
He gently squeezed your hip, watching you in rapt attention.
βAnd this?β
βYes,β you breathed out shakily.
βYouβre wearing fishnets,β Namjoon noted with barely contained eagerness, and you saw Jin cheekily nod his head at his band mate.
βJust how you like it, huh?β JinΒ teased, winking at Namjoon, who blushed in return.
Namjoonβs hand slipped around your waist, and he murmured in a soft voice, βIs it alright if we move closer to the bed?β
You nodded your head in a daze.
βUh-huh.β
The rest of the guys parted, breaking the semicircle and making way for you. It really was happening. The thudding in your ears grew louder and louder.
Namjoon sat down on the edge of the bed and patted his lap.
βCome sit, honey.β
You turned and looked at your boyfriend, seeking reassurance before you let yourself go completely. Jin nodded his head and winked, a little smile playing on the edges of his lips. Drawing a shaky breath, you climbed into Namjoonβs lap, feeling incredibly self-conscious.
βWe can stop anytime you want,β Namjoon said, gazing earnestly at your face. βDo you want to continue?β
You bit your lip and looked at the men clustered around you. This was it.
βYes, I want to.β
A barely audible sigh escaped Namjoonβs lips. Had he been holding his breath too? Was he nervous too? Nothing about his persona gave away his nervousness. His fingers were steady, so was his voice. He had an aura of confidence in every move.
βAre you sure, baby? You are okay with this?β
βYes... oh yes, please.β
The last word was drawn into a needy whine, and Taehyung chuckled from across the room. A few of them were sitting on the other bed, watching the events unfold. Jin was standing at the foot of the bed, his hawk eyes never leaving you. Yoongi was leaning against the wall, looking unbothered. But only he knew the way his stomach was doing backflips, the thought of having you leaving him shaking in his shoes.
Namjoon gently cupped your jaw, pulling you in and brushing his lips softly against yours.Β His other hand roamed over to your shoulder blade, a finger hooking under the spaghetti strap. Taking his sweet time, the man peeled the strap off your shoulder, his hand moving to free the other strap as well.
βReady?β
His whisper was full of lust, and you nodded in urgency. With one fluid tug, he pulled the top of your dress down towards your waist, leaving your lace push-up bra for all the men to see. There was a sharp gasp from somewhere in the room, but you were far too gone to identify who it belonged to.
Your eyes flitted over to Jinβs, and you saw him looking straight at your chest, enthralled. He didnβt look the least bit concerned. Rather, he seemed to be enjoying it, his jaw clenching and unclenching as he gulped at the sight.
There was a deafening silence in the room, it was almost unbearable. Namjoonβs hand roamed over to your thigh-high stockings, and his long index finger slipped under the elastic band, dragging sinful lines along your skin.
He sighed darkly, admiring the way your legs looked. He had only mentioned to Jin about his kink for fishnets in passing. He couldnβt believe Jin had remembered.
His other hand was on your back, his fingers hooked under the clasps of your bra.
Deftly, with just two fingers, he undid the clasps, ridding your skin of the offending fabric.
The cold air in the room coupled with the sudden nakedness gave you such a rush, so much that all the fine hair on your skin stood up in goosebumps. There were a few groans around you, and it became so hard to sit still on Namjoonβs lap.
βMake sure sheβs feeling comfortable,β Yoongi murmured from his position against the wall, his palm resting ever so slightly on his bulge.
βHere,β Yoongi said, moving towards you and stooping to look into your eyes. βAre you feeling okay, Y/N?β
You nodded, too enthralled in his brilliant black eyes to answer.
He dropped his voice lower, sliding a finger along your jawline.
βTell us what you want.β
Your nipples were so hard, painfully neglected by not one but seven men in the room.
βI-βΒ You looked at Namjoon, and gripped your hip gently, running his tongue over his plump lips. β-just, can you all take your shirts off?β Your naked torso was in stark contrast to their suits, and you were hyper aware of it.
Jungkookβs little giggle reached your ears, and you sighed in relief as one by one, all the suits and dress shirts came off, revealing sculpted chests and hard, taut abs.
God, Jin was fucking ethereal when he was naked, you always had to remember to breathe when he undressed. But now, right in front of you, seven sons of Aphrodite were offering you their shirtless bodies, letting you feast your eyes on godly perfection.
Namjoonβs bare chest heaved perfectly in harmony with yours, the warmth of his body seeping into your pores.
βPleaseβ¦β you whined, needy for attention. βPlease touch me.β
Yoongi groaned, rubbing his face against your neck, and starting to press kisses down your shoulder blades.
Namjoon nodded at the rest of them, and slowly everyone moved towards you, crowding around you like children around an ice cream truck. One strong arm pulled you, so you were sitting sideways on Namjoonβs lap, providing better access to the others.
Jimin dove straight into your chest, attaching his mouth to your breast and suckling eagerly. He gobbled up as much of the flesh as he could into his little mouth, earning shaky moans that spilled out of your lips.
Namjoonβs finger pushed your underwear away, dipping into your core and curling a bit. He popped out his dimples, smirking hard at Jin.
βGuys, hyung has already marked his territory.β
Jinβs ears went red, and he stammered out while waving his hands,
βItβs nothing like that! Itβs just impossible to resist her.β He paused, looking down and grinning at you before adding, βYouβre all gonna discover that soon enough.β
You giggled, catching sight of his red face and puckered lips. Jimin was still attached to your chest, working his devilish tongue on your breast.
βShow some love to the other tit too,β Jin said, and everyone chuckled, the tension in the air evaporating completely.
Soon enough, Jungkookβs veiny hand was kneading your other breast, and everyone closed in on you, their eager hands running all over your body, sending you tumbling into bliss.
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
Present day
βYoongs?β
He was hunched over some sheets of music, his nerdy glasses making him look wise and serene.
βHuh?β
He removed his glasses, running his hand through his shock of black hair, mussing it up. A genuine smile lit his face up when he looked at you.
βYeah, baby?β
You knew he was busy, producing music for one of his collabs. But he had asked you to hang out with him in the studio. And that was when Jungkook had entered, his face hostile and sullen, passing by to drop some of Yoongiβs lyric sheets. He had practically glowered at you, slamming the door behind him unnecessarily loud.
βUm, do you think Kook is mad at me?β
He looked surprised.
βNo, why would he be?β
You hadnβt the faintest idea why. But something was up. You knew that. You had tried multiple times to talk to Jungkook, but he had just shrugged and slipped out of your efforts to light up a conversation.
βI think he doesnβt like this.β It had been a thought that had started out as doubt, but Jungkookβs behavior made the doubt grow stronger and stronger until you were subconsciously convinced that it was the reason.
Yoongi leaned back in his chair, raising his eyebrows.
βHe doesnβt like what?β
βThis.β You flung your arms out, tracing the air, frustrated. βMaybe he doesnβt really want to be in this relationship? I tried talking to him many times, but he just wonβt speak to me.β You pursed your lips. βIt has been weeks since he even smiled at me.β
βY/N,β Yoongi drawled, reaching to pull you closer. βYou know he loves you. We all do. Heβs probably overworked and exhausted. Try talking to him after some time, you know?β
You nodded absently, thinking of how Jungkook had sprung up like a startled cat and stomped out of the room while you were watching a movie with all the guys. Just because you had placed a hand on his thigh.
There was something off about Jungkook. But he shut up like a clam, choosing to slip out of the way whenever you tried to talk to him.
βY/N?β
You snapped back to focus on Yoongi. He was partially right. They were all working their asses off for the new album. You would talk to Jungkook later.
βOkay, babe,β you said, shrugging your shoulders. Your hand reached for the phone.
11:21 pm.
Yoongi had made lunch reservations for both of you. You still had plenty of time.
βYou get going on that sexy producer thing you do,β you said, cozying down on his sofa. βWe still have some time on our hands.β
So back he went, his serious face poring over the sheets of music sprawled on his table. Yoongi probably didnβt realize, but he looked like a grumpy kitten when he was concentrating hard on something.
You smiled at his bent head, swiping on your phone to check for emails from work. There were none. Good. Maybe you could scroll through Pinterest for new design ideas. You worked for an ad agency as a graphic designer. You had to always be on the lookout for new stuff.
The endless stream of pictures was flooding your feed, and your finger was trying to catch up. Ding. The notification chime wasnβt usually enough to distract you. But this time, it held the title you just couldnβt resist. It was a YouTube notification from your favorite graphic artist.
You were halfway through the video when the suggested section caught your eye. An involuntary chuckle shook your chest when you read the title.
βBoy band BBS talk about DATING and SECRET GIRLFRIENDS?!!β
It was classic clickbait. Something everyone seemed to be doing for views. You knew it was just a clip from the Red Carpet of the MTV Music Awards. You still remembered the hickey you had given Hoseok that had forced him to wear a turtleneck under his suit. Delicious times.
You had watched that video already, but something just pulled you towards the video. You would never tire of re-watching your seven gorgeous boyfriends slaying the red carpet.
Sure, you were right. It was just a clip that everyone who had followed the awards had already seen. The familiar questions about collabs, celebrity crushes, favorite food, every question your boyfriends were already tired of but answered anyway, made up the first 4 minutes. Click bait much?
βHaha we have all the love in the world, we have our fans,β Namjoon was saying, his sweet little dimple flashing at the camera.
βBut,β the redhead insisted, her dazzling smile widening. βYou boys have any secret dating lives we arenβt privy to?β
The answer was already in the question. No one was supposed to be fucking privy to that information. You pursed your lips, waiting for Namjoonβs sassy reply to tumble out of his lips.
βWe wanna focus on our careers, we donβt have time to date,β he said, a small lilt of mockery creeping into his voice.
Damn, you had teased him mercilessly that night, bratty about him saying βnot having time.β You remembered how he had begged to lay a finger on you, and a satisfying warmth spread over your belly.
The video was ending, and you grinned at Namjoonβs closeup fondly. But just before the replay button came on, you caught onto something odd.
You had been scrolling down, and a few comments had popped up in your line of vision. People were screaming about how dazzling their bias looked, or how proud they were of the boys. But there were a few ones written by hawk-eyed fans.
βnot at how bored JK got of the question at 6:48 lmao heβs so pissedβ
βdamn, was it just me, or did JK actually ROLL his eyes sfakjfkjfk hahahaβ
What?
You hit the replay button, dragging the seeker to the last few seconds of the video.
There, glowering with mad eyes, stood Jungkook. He was well behind Namjoon, a bit out of focus around the 6:45 mark. He had put on a charming smile throughout the video. Until the host popped the dating question, at least.
For anyone else, it would seem like Jungkook was bored with the question. But you knew his quirks. He had been casually gazing at the camera, letting Namjoon answer the hostβs questions. The word βdatingβ left the hostβs lips, and Hoseok lightly touched his turtleneck at the exact time when Jungkookβs expression flattened out to a cold hard stare. He rolled his eyes ever so subtly, his face turned sideways. He had been annoyed.
Annoyed at Hoseok that he was reminded of who he was dating. Annoyed that the question had reminded him of the hickey his turtleneck was covering. More like disgusted. Disgusted at what exactly? At the host for asking that question? Or- was it at what dating meant to the eight of you?
βY/N, babes?β
Yoongiβs voice finally reached your ears, and you looked up in a daze.
βHuh?β
He scratched his head, his other arm supporting the jacket casually flung over his back.
βI said we can go. Weβll be late if we donβt hurry.β
Oh, the lunch. You had totally snapped out of focus.
βYeah, Iβm coming,β you said, jumping up and slipping into your shoes. Yoongi watched you closely, a bit concerned.
βAre you alright, Y/N? You look... odd.β
You debated if you should tell him what was bothering you. But you didnβt want to ruin the date with your speculations. Youβll talk about it to your boyfriends after you had enough time to sort your feelings.
βNo, itβs probably nothing, Yoongs. Iβll tell you later. Letβs go, Iβm famished.β
You would have to tackle Jungkook and his surly temper later.
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
βHowβs the track shaping up, hyung?β Taehyung asked, pouring more wine into Yoongiβs glass. You were cozily settled between Yoongiβs thighs, the warmth of his chest on your back.
βHm, I worked out most of the chords,β Yoongi returned, picking up his refill and taking a sip. βBut I still have some more work to do, especially with the bridge.β
You hummed contentedly, listening to your boyfriends discuss music, sprawled on the floor around the coffee table. It was lovely, watching their serious faces talk about what they loved and lived for. The door opened, and Jungkook walked in, clutching his sports bag.
He mumbled an βIβm home,β directed at his friends, before turning to kick off his shoes.
ββ¦and before I knew it, the time had flown likeβ¦ phew!β Yoongi was saying, while you eyed Jungkookβs bag. He had been going to the boxing ring too often these days. What was up with him? His hair was damp, and his face was flushed.
ββ¦and then I bundled Y/N up into the car and we rushed off,β Yoongi said, and there it was again. You had been watching Jungkookβs face, and at the mention of your name, the annoyance - no, the disgust flashed across his features. He scoffed to himself, unaware of your attention. It wrenched your heart to see that, and you looked away.
Jungkook picked his bag up again and stormed towards his room. You watched his retreating back, only half-listening to Yoongiβs praise for the lobster frittata.
βYou guys keep talking, Iβll be back,β you said, pressing a kiss to Yoongiβs cheek.
βUh-huh,β Taehyung purred, craning his neck and offering his cheek for you to kiss too.
βClown,β you giggled, dropping him a kiss, and giving him a playful shove. βIβll be gone just a sec, donβt miss me,β you said, winking and jumping up to your feet.
You had to talk to Jungkook and ask him just what his problem was. You just couldnβt bear his sourpuss charade any longer.
βββββββ
Loud music hit you in the face as soon as you opened the door to Jungkookβs room. The guys never bothered to close their doors, but Jungkook had lately started closing his. Another red flag waving right under your nose.
He was on the floor, doing pushups and grunting out at the exertion. His sinewy arms were trembling, and he had changed to shorts that revealed his muscular thighs shining with sweat.
The guy certainly was on the fast track lane to exhaustion.
βJungkook,β you called out, straining your voice to be heard over the blasting music. βHey! Can you hear me?β
He went on exercising without any acknowledgment, so you stormed to the stereo and turned it off with a click.
βWhat the fuck?β he growled, snapping his head up before he caught sight of you.
βWell, you couldnβt hear me,β you said, crossing your arms and standing your ground.
βOf course I could,β he sneered, getting up to his feet and wiping the sweat off his chin. βI chose to ignore it.β
Your eyes widened in disbelief.
βAre you serious right now? You ignored it? What is that supposed to mean?β
He picked up his towel and started dabbing at his forehead, not even sparing you a glance.
βWhat do you want, Y/N? Why are you here instead of sucking Yoongi hyungβs dick?β
Your jaw dropped.
It was completely out of character for Jungkook to be so prickly. He was always the sweetest and goofiest man out of the lot. What had gone wrong?
βJeon Jungkook, you dare not speak to me that way,β you said, bristling. βWhat is up with you? You are so sullen whenever I try to spark a convo.β
He scoffed and threw his towel down. His face was a strange mix of anger and disgust. You couldnβt understand what had ticked him off so bad.
βWhat is up with me? You tell me, because youβre so smart, Miss. Perfect.β
He crossed his arms and puffed his chest, using his height to his advantage to stare you down.
You huffed in impatience, stressed at his refusal to be drawn out. You had to simmer down and try to make him say what was bothering him.
βJungkook, tell me why youβve been so pissy lately. What did I do, to make you so upset? Just tell me.β
He glowered at you, the tips of his ears going red as he clenched his teeth.
βGood question. What didnβt you do?β His eyes swept over your clothes, taking in the wine splotch on your shorts. He averted his eyes, staring at his treadmill instead. βWhose cum are you leaking this time?β
The question was almost inaudible, but the spite in it had already reached you and poisoned the air in the room.
You stood rooted to the spot, shock numbing your senses.
βDid you just-β you struggled to keep the quiver in your voice under control. β-say thatβ¦β
You had never been in a real fight with any of your boyfriends, and this was a cold punch to your gut. You had only had the occasional bickering and loads of makeup sex after every disagreement. But this was new. This was raw, palpable and spiteful, and left a bitter taste in your mouth.
You waited for him to rush and say something, to explain and say he didnβt mean it that way. Just anything really.
But he didnβt clarify or even attempt to take his words back. He simply stood there, glaring into your eyes in contempt.
The YouTube video flashed before your eyes. The disgust in his face when he even thought of dating. When he thought of you. The thought crept steadily into your chest, twisting and crushing your heart. He resented you. He resented the relationship.
When you opened your mouth to break the heavy silence, your voice came out in a whimper.
βIf you didnβt want to be in this relationship, you could have said so. No one forced you into it.β
He didnβt reply, choosing to glare at his treadmill in stony anger. You went on.
βIf Iβm keeping you from finding someone else or dating other better people, you could just say so. Instead of insulting me like this.β
He snapped his head to face you, fury painting his face red.
βWhat the fuck are you going on about?β
βPlease, Jungkook,β you said, scoffing and masking the low sob that threatened to escape your chest. βYou resent being with me. You canβt even stand me. You donβt have to stay and feel trapped in this relationship. You think- you think-β You bit your lip, β-you think Iβm a slut. You could have just declined to be part of this. None of us forced you.β
His eyes went wide in shock.
βWhy would you say that? Thatβs not fucking true.β
βAre you screwing with me, Jungkook? You donβt even look at me anymore. You cringe when I touch you. Do you think Iβm blind to not see how much you hate being in the same room as you? You havenβt kissed me or spoke a kind word to me in weeks.β
He sighed hard, running his hand through his hair. When he spoke, his voice was soft.
βYouβve got it all wrong.β
You werenβt going to cry; you werenβt one to break down so easily. But there was a strange sadness in your tone when you asked,
βDo you love someone else? Are you feeling- trapped with meβ¦with the rest of us?β
He grimaced, the steely look coming back to his features. He shook his head in despair, straining visibly to keep his calm.
βNo. What do youβ¦ No, what the hell? Of course not. Youβve got it all fucking wrong.β
βEnlighten me then. Spit it out, Jungkook. Iβm not a mind reader.β
Taehyungβs voice drifted from the living room, in a muffled sing-song tone:
βY/N! Starting to miss you here!β
Jungkookβs lip curled, and he stomped to slam the door shut with a bang. He turned to face you, hot rage clouding his eyes.
βThis. Itβs this. I canβt bear this anymore.β
You had no idea what he was talking about. But you hated loud noises, and the loud slam had pissed you off.
βWhat exactly is this this youβre talking about?β
He scrunched up his face impatiently.
βGod, Y/N. You just- youβre so oblivious all the time.β
This was getting nowhere. He was talking in circles, and you werenβt going to humor him anymore. The slam of the door had already set a headache off, and your patience was wearing thin.
βJust say it already. Iβm not interested in guessing games.β
He buried his face in his hands, clawing at his skin. When he looked at you again, you could see the vein in his forehead stand out.
βI canβt do this anymore. This is so stupid. Itβs such a dumb idea. I donβt like this. β
There it was. Out in the open.
βSo, you want out? Are you breaking up with me? I already told you that no one is forcing you to stay. And you told-β
βShut up, Y/N. Just shut up.β
You stopped, jaw open at his interjection. He shook his head, and you could see his nostrils flaring.
βY/N, I love you. Okay? Donβt be silly.β
βWhat? Why the fuck do you keep contradicting yourself, Jeon Jungkook?β
He sighed and pulled your wrist, dragging you to the wall. He trapped you between his arms, pressing his warm body against yours, dominance lighting up his feral eyes.
βI want you to be mine. Just mine.β He sighed again, and his hot breath fell on your lips. βI canβt share you.β
βBut- β
Your words were cut off abruptly, as his lips crashed into yours, silencing any words that were bubbling up in your mouth.
His kiss was hot and desperate, as if he was scared to stop. Scared that you would say something that would break his heart if he released your lips. The corner of his lip was trembling, and he bit into your lips to hold on just a little longer.
He had strong muscly arms, and they were crushing you relentlessly.
βStopβ¦β you breathed, pushing against his chest. βJungkook, stopβ
βNo,β he moaned, whimpering with closed eyes. βY/N, pleaseβ¦β
You pushed harder and violently struggled in his grasp until he had no choice but to let you go. Shoving him away, you spat at him with wet lips.
βJungkook, this is a polyamorous relationship. You know it doesnβt work that way.β
He threw his hands up to hold the sides of his head, a painful look on his face.
βI canβtβ¦ itβs not fair. I canβt even stand the thought of the other guys touching you. Kissing you.β He grimaced. βOr fucking you.β
It was your turn to grimace.
βItβs not fair? Iβm not just yours. You knew this when you got into this relationship. Jin is the one- β
He snarled and raised his voice cutting you off.
βHeβs responsible for this fucking mess. Heβs so fucking selfish, and β¦andβ¦β
βStop right there, Jeon Jungkook,β you said, your voice raising to a shout. βDonβt you dare call him selfish. Heβs nothing but supportive of sharing. Donβt you dare.β
Jungkook kicked the treadmillβs frame, losing his temper.
βHe stole you from me. He fucking betrayed me!β
βDonβt be delusional, Jin was my boyfriend longer than any of you.β
βHE STOLE YOU FROM ME!!!β
You flinched at his loud voice, pressing a finger to your throbbing temple. Clutching the sides of your head, you walked away from him.
βIβm outta here. I canβt listen to your deluded screams anymore.β
You stomped to the door, turning the knob to get out. But Jungkook was quicker, and he reached the door to block you from opening it.
βLet me go,β you said, speaking through clenched teeth.
βNo,β he said, leaning his back against the door and glowering at you. βFucking listen to me, Y/N.β
You had no other choice, so you folded your hands and glared at him in stony silence.
βI was the one who fell for you first. I told Jin hyung that I was in love. He told me I was too young, and that it would damage the bandβs reputation, and that I would lose all our female fans if the word got out. He convinced me that it wasnβt wise to date.β
You didnβt reply, choosing to scowl instead. He angrily went on.
βAnd then imagine my surprise when he went ahead and asked you out. And you betrayed me by falling for him.β
Your scoff interrupted his flow.
βIβm sorry, I betrayed you? Have you gone crazy?β
βIt would have been me if Jin hyung hadnβt stolen you from me. I would have been your boyfriend, and I sure as hell wouldnβt let any other guy lay a finger on you.β
The disgust in his tone annoyed you to no end.
βHas it ever occurred to you that I chose Jin? Do you think you could just turn back time and replace him? Are my feelings that insignificant to you?β
He shook his head urgently.
βNo, thatβs not what I meantβ¦β
βAnd did you tell Jin that you were in love with me? Did you explicitly say my name?β
βNo, I- I told him I was in falling for someone. I didnβt say your name,β he mumbled. βBut he ought to have known, you were the only girl in my life at that time.β
You blew your cheeks in exasperation.
βDid you think he could fucking read your mind? Youβre being so damn stupid, Jungkook.β
He whined again.
βHe ought to have known. He knew I liked you very much.β
βHe was just looking out for you! He didnβt βbetrayβ you. Why the hell did you agree to be in this relationship then, if you were so against sharing?β
Pain flashed across his face once more.
βBecause there was no other way to be in your life. I gritted my teeth and bore it so long just to have a part of your heart. Butβ¦β
You tapped your foot, waiting for him to continue.
ββ¦But I canβt share anymore. It kills me to see them look at you that way. It justβ¦kills me.β
There was no response ready on your tongue for that. You had never expected such a situation to arise. You had talked and talked for days with the guys before jumping into the relationship. You had been confident about the success of the talks, but you werenβt sure anymore.
You sighed heavily. This wasnβt going to work. Jungkook and you, it was strained beyond repair.
βI love you, Jungkook. But I canβt and wonβt choose you over the others. It doesnβt work that way.β
Something inside him snapped, and he snarled at you, bunching up your nightshirt in his fist.
βWhat if you got pregnant? Whose child will it be? Who are you going to marry? All seven of us? How will you explain it to the world?β
You struggled in his grasp, clawing at his hand to shake it off.
βIt will be Jin I marry. And if I got pregnant, there will be eight people to love the child.β You closed your eyes, clenching your fists. βThereβs nothing that can change that.β
The repulsion on his face was clear as day.
βYouβre a fucking slut, Y/N.β
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
βHey,β Jin called out, smiling at you from his position on the couch. Yoongi and Taehyung were passed out on the floor, the empty wine bottles sprawled around their bodies.
βHey,β you said, flashing him a watery smile. βWhen did you come?β
βJust now,β he said, patting his thigh and signaling you to sit on it.
You shook your head, biting your lip.
βI need to-β you winced, gingerly pressing on your knuckles. β-can you get me some ice?β
His gaze fell on your swollen knuckles, and he jumped up hastily.
βY/N baby, what happened?β
He rushed to get the ice, barreling to a stop in front of the fridge. There, with his head poking into the freezer door, stood a figure in gym shorts.
Jin knocked at the curly mop of hair, complaining loudly.
βYah Jungkook-ah, get your head out. I need to get some ice.β
Jin was taken aback when Jungkook whirled around, sporting a bright crimson nose, a tiny trickle of blood running down one nostril.
βThe fuck-β Jin started to say, but Jungkook pushed him away, wiping his nose and storming back towards his room.
When Jin came back to you with a bowl of ice cubes, his quick mind had already sensed a problem.
βY/N, what happened? Did you- punch him?β
He raised his eyebrow, scrutinizing your face.
βYes.β
He hadnβt been ready for that.
βBut why? Youβve got to tell me. We shouldnβt be hitting each other like this.β
You let Jin hold your fingers and ice them, holding your silence and thinking how best to explain it to him.
βIβll tell you, but not now.β
He clucked his tongue in dissent.
βNo, now.β
βJin, just leave me be. Not here.β
Your boyfriend pursed his lips, and the disapproval was evident on the curl of his mouth. He pulled you up and guided you to your shared bedroom. It was farther down the suite of rooms, out of earshot from Jungkookβs.
βOut with it,β he said, closing the door and pulling you down to sit on the bed. βNow.β
You never kept secrets from any of your boyfriends. And this was a very big issue that you had no intention of hiding from Jin.
βJungkook... he called me a slut.β
βWhat?β
He was on his feet, anger rising in his chest. He knew it wasnβt just dirty bedroom talk, judging from your swollen knuckles.
βY/N, why did he say that? Tell me everything from the start.β
Ten minutes later, you had barely finished speaking when Jin stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind him.
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
Namjoon and Jimin had been out all evening, working on the lyrics for Jiminβs new solo. They were surprised when they got back to a living room full of people, all looking stern and pissed.
βWhatβs up?β Namjoon asked, hanging his coat on the hook. βDid someone break something?β He internally prayed that no one had discovered the burnt pan stowed under the sink.
No one responded.
βWhat is it?β Jimin whispered to Taehyung, sliding into a spot on the couch.
βItβs Y/Nβ¦β Taehyung started to whisper back, and Jimin exclaimed loudly,
βOh gosh is she pregnant?β
βShut your damn mouth,β Taehyung hissed, elbowing him in the ribs.
Namjoonβs sharp eyes scanned the scene. There were only seven people in the room. Serious meetings were supposed to have all eight in attendance.
βSo, what is this about?β he asked, settling down beside Jin. βAnd whereβs Jungkook?β
Jin remained silent, his face red in a stormy temper. Namjoon looked past Jin at you, addressing you instead.
βBabe, whatβs going on?β
You opened your mouth to respond when Jin broke the heavy silence with a piercing shout:
βJEON JUNGKOOK!β
A minute later, a door opened and Jungkook slunk down the corridor, head bent. A hoodie was keeping his head covered, and he sat down on the couch opposite yours. He looked up obstinately, throwing his hood down, earning shocked gasps.
His nose was bleeding, and the blood had dried up in a red streak. His eye socket was a dark purple, and his cheekbone was swollen, effectively sealing his right eye shut.
Everyone was stunned, and indignant voices started talking all at once.
βWho did that?β
βHow did this happen?β
βJungkook, who did this to you?β
Jin snapped at no one in particular, barking out an annoyed βEveryone just shut up.β
He had a sonorous voice, one that commanded respect, especially when he raised it to a shout. The room quietened down, but a low murmur arose again when his shock of hair bounced, revealing a bleeding gash on his forehead.
βI called all of you here to say that our beloved Jungkook wants out of this relationship.β
He raised his palm to silence the babble of voices that broke out again, continuing with:
βHe insulted our girlfriend and she broke his nose.β
Jungkook bowed head, choosing to scowl at the carpet.
βAnd the black eye?β Yoongiβs mild voice asked.
Jin dug his nails into his palms.
βI did that.β
Namjoon shook his head, tsking in disapproval.
βWe need to hear both sides of the story, Jin hyung.β
When no one said anything, Namjoon looked at his youngest friendβs bent head.
βWell, Kook? Got anything to say?β
Silence.
Jin stared daggers at the man in the hoodie, his face a hot shade of crimson. His fingers gripped yours, squeezing them protectively.
βWell then,β Taehyung said, breaking the long awkward silence. βIf youβve got nothing to sayβ¦β
You couldnβt hold bear the tension in the room anymore.
βHe doesnβt wanna share He wants out!β you exclaimed loudly. βHe wants me all to himself! Andβ¦β you bit out, glaring at Jungkook, ββ¦apparently, Iβm a whore for being in this relationship.β
βWhat?!β
Hoseok was up on his feet, his fists clenched. Yoongi reached his hand out to grasp his hand urgently.
βSit down, Hobi-yah.β
The murmur of indignant voices was rising to a fever pitch when Jungkook suddenly stood up. Head still downcast, he muttered:
βSave your breaths. Iβm moving out.β
No one stopped him, and his dazed surprise was hidden under his hoodie. He dragged himself out of the room, the stares of his brothers burning into his skin.
βThe fuck just happened?β Jimin asked, inspecting your swollen knuckles. βWhy is this happening?β
You chewed on your lip, wondering the same thing. What had happened to your close-knit boyfriends? Why was Jungkook suddenly discontented with the bond you all shared? Would your boyfriends slowly fall apart and float away like Jungkook?
You looked around the room, watching the intent faces of your boyfriends as they listened to Jinβs account of the dayβs events. Would you lose them all one by one?
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
It was really awkward to go to your boyfriendsβ studios when they practiced. Awkward because Jungkook was there too, dancing and sweating it out with the rest of them. He removed himself from the room whenever you showed up, and the shift in the mood was palpable.
The others confided in you that they werenβt on speaking terms with Jungkook either, and that the practice sessions were becoming too uncomfortable to be around each other. You knew well enough that it would take a toll on the groupβs performance as a whole. After all, communication was paramount to ensure they were perfectly in sync for their dance routines.
You wished to attempt one last time to see if you could talk sense into Jungkook. So, you found yourself standing outside Jungkookβs studio one evening, long after the others had packed up and left. You had half a mind to turn around and leave. But a small voice inside your head kept telling you to give it one last try. Your boyfriends were already suffering enough. You owed them one last-ditch effort to try and mend things.
You raised your hand to press the buzzer, still unsure. Was this going to be a mistake?
The door opened even before the buzzer stopped buzzing. Jungkook stood in the doorway, with his grey sweatpants on, his hair swept back with a headband. His eyes widened in surprise, and you saw his muscles flex when he tightened his grip on the doorknob.
You were at a loss for words. It was strange because you were never out of words.
βI-uhβ¦I thoughtβ¦β
His veiny arm found purchase on your blouse, and his lips came crashing down on your mouth. His mouth worked urgently, claiming dominance before you could oppose. He pulled you inside and gripped both your hands behind your back, slamming the door closed.
βJungβ¦β you panted out, but he pressed his mouth harder, drowning your words. He nudged you towards the wall with his body, pinning you in place. His mouth never ceased attacking you, while he worked to trap your wrists into one hand.
His other hand roamed all over your skin, clawing and grabbing your flesh in hunger. Jungkook couldnβt believe you had shown up on his doorstep after so many weeks. It felt like a fever dream, and he held on to every piece of skin he could hold, desperately anxious not to let you slip away.
βI knew youβd come back,β he moaned between breaths, ββ¦to me.β
You struggled in his grasp, trying hard to shake his hand off your wrists.
βNo,β you breathed, turning your head slightly to stop the barrage of soul-sucking kisses. βI didnβt come back to youβ¦β
He froze momentarily. Just a moment later, his grip hardened around your wrists. The soft emotion on his features evaporated into thin air.
Without a word, he pushed you tighter against the wall, pinning you under his shoulder blades.
βSo, youβre telling meβ¦β he hooked a finger into the waistband of your jeans, ββ¦that you didnβt want me? You never thought aboutβ¦β he pulled the zipper down, βthis?β His hand tugged the jeans down urgently and slithered into the crook between your thighs.
βStop it,β you said shakily, feeling your arms starting to fall asleep.
But he paid no heed. He pulled your leg and hoisted your hips up against the wall. You felt insecure with both your legs wrapped around his body, with nothing to support you except the wall behind your back.
βYouβre telling meβ¦β he repeated, lifting your hips and slowly dropping to his knees while adjusting your legs so they were on both sides of his neck, ββ¦that you didnβt miss me at all?β
By that time, you were hovering mid-air with your neck against the wall and the rest of your body awkwardly supported on his shoulders.
Your hands were free of his grasp, but they were still pretty useless because they were trapped under the shoulder joints that were straining to keep you from falling.
He grinned from between your legs, licking his lips maliciously. His finger pushed the crotch of your underwear aside. He bent lightly and blew against your bare core.
You couldnβt help it, your core clenched at the rush of hot air and it drew another smirk on his face.
βSee? You want me,β he crooned, laying the pad of his finger against your clit. You jerked slightly, and he shushed you softly.
βDonβt squirm, love. Youβll fall and break your neck,β he added with a wicked smile. βWe donβt want that, do we?β
βStop it, Jungkook,β you started, but he dove into your clit at the exact moment.
`Though his demeanor was relaxed and careless, on the inside he was anything but. He pressed his tongue flat against your bud, lapping all your juices with feral thirst. He saw your thigh muscles tremble at his ministrations, and he smiled into your pussy. Gosh, he had missed you so damn much.
His tongue dipped and swirled around inside you, and it took all your discipline to stay in place without squirming and snapping your neck. You hadnβt forgotten what a master Jungkook was with his tongue.
He started sucking and sloppily slurping up everything you had to offer, so hard that you were sure you werenβt going to last. You were definitely going to break your neck.
βStop, justβ¦β you moaned, feeling a cramp beginning in your neck. βI canβtβ¦ let me down. Just let me down, please.β
He raised his head from your crotch.
βWhy should I trust that you wonβt run?β
You could no longer feel your arms.
βDonβt you trust that I love you?β you replied, struggling to stay in position. βDo you think I am fine with losing you? Donβt you understand that I love you just as much as I love the others?β
He cocked his eyebrow at the last sentence, the slight sting of the words sinking in. With a reluctant grunt, he put his hands under your hips, slowly peeling you from the wall and setting you down.
You werenβt sure if you were paranoid, but it seemed that he knew your arms were still numb. He took his sweet time tugging your pants further down your thighs, but all of a sudden, he flipped you over and caught hold of your wrists again.
Damn, right when the little pinpricks on your arms had begun and your arms were regaining strength.
He pushed and held you down so your chin was against the floor, while his knee dug into the back of your thighs. He felt your hands struggle, and he grinned to himself.
βY/N baby, youβre so weak. Donβt fight me, love.β
You cursed and writhed under his body, but a steady hand of iron clawed at your hips and didnβt let go.
βYou donβt understand, Y/N,β he said, the slight sound of clothes scuffling behind you filling your ears. βYou want me just as much as I want you.β
More sounds of something wet.
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Jungkook gave his shaft a few furious pumps, coating his thick glossy pre-cum all over his length. Damn, he was oozing so much pre-cum. He licked his lips and worked his dick, thinking of all the times in the past week that he had fantasized about your tight little pussy stretched around his cock.
His eyes scanned the pretty little birthmark on your left ass cheek. He smiled fondly, remembering how insecure you had been of it when you first started dating him. And the others. His smile vanished as quickly as it had come.
Jungkook had a lot of girth, and he usually prepped you well before entering. But not today. Not when you were writhing beneath him, trying to escape. With one quick push, he plowed into you, burying himself to the hilt.
A surprised whimper escaped your lips. He gave you no time to adjust, slamming into you repeatedly. The force of his thrusts shook your body, earning gasps that you fought hard to bite down. He kept up the unrelenting pace, pounding harder and harder with each thrust.
βWhat,β he panted between breaths, βwonβt you moan for me?β
βGet off me, Jeon Jungkook,β you ground out through gritted teeth. He only chuckled in response.
His panting grew harder, and his thrusts became sloppier. You knew he was close. What would he do after that? He wasnβt going to let you go easily.
He pulled out and flipped you over, his hand returning to hold your hips down. Aligning his cock against your entrance, he pushed in again.
βLook at me,β he said, voice thick and needy. βLook at me when I cum in you.β
You stared back in defiance. Even though you loved Jungkook just as much as the others, none of them ever violated you like this. They hadnβt ever laid a finger on you against your will.
βYou donβt love me,β you said calmly.
He raised an eyebrow, still slamming his hips into you.
βYour mind games wonβt work on me, Y/N,β he replied, heavily panting. βYouβre not going anywhere.β He licked the sweat on the corners of his mouth. βIβll never let you leave me.β
With each thrust, your love for him withered and crumbled even more. A deep sense of regret washed over you for ever loving him. He didnβt understand love. He didnβt respect you. You had to get out of his grasp as quickly as you could. Would he take you somewhere and hold you hostage? Would he lock you up in a room and never let you see the light of day?
His thighs began shaking, and his thrusts became sloppy.
βLook here,β he grunted, teetering dangerously close to his release. βFucking take my cum.β
He closed his eyes, his dick pulsing and throbbing inside you with the force of his orgasm. His grip on your body momentarily slipped, and you seized the chance.
Gathering all your strength, you punched him square in the balls, causing him to hiss in pain and topple over you. Even before he could react, you hit him in the ribs and pushed his body off, hauling your lower body out from under him.
His hand desperately snatched at your legs, but you kicked him and slithered away. He screamed out and clutched at your ankle, not letting go.
βGet off!β You screamed, reaching for the jeans bunched around your thighs.
The anger was bubbling in his face.
βNo!β he shouted, trying to pull you by the ankle.
You swung your free leg at him, sending a hook kick that caught him under the chin with a sickening thud.
Without looking back, you scrambled up and unlocked the door, pulling your jeans up and running as fast as you could.
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
βHot chocolate?β
You took the cup from Taehyungβs hand and nestled closer to Jin. Your boyfriend had bundled you up in blankets and seated you on his lap. Hoseok was sitting next to Jin, massaging, and rubbing your feet.
Namjoon and Jimin were sitting cross-legged on the rug, their mugs of hot chocolate forgotten. Yoongi was looking at the sheets of rain outside the window.
Everyone was eerily silent. To be fair, all of you had been shattered when Jungkook left. Over the weeks, a faint sense of normalcy had returned to the household. Until Jungkook cruelly wiped everything away again.
Jin had gone all kinds of crazy when you had run into his arms, your hair disheveled and tears streaming down your face. He had been unable to get a word out of you. He had examined the bite marks and welts with murderous rage, his blood boiling at the sight.
He had maintained his silence when you stayed in the shower for hours on end, curled into a ball on the bathroom floor. He had ground his teeth, bursting at the seams trying to hold his temper. He had soaped your battered body, his heart breaking at the way you tried to stifle your broken sobs.
When you had finally acquiesced to go out of the bathroom, he had carried you outside and dressed you gently. He had then bundled you up in the softest blankets as if they could protect and comfort you.
He had bent to kiss your cheek when you uttered it. Just one word.
βJungkook.β
You had seen his jaw flexing dangerously. Bunching his shirt in your fingers, you had pulled him closer. Slowly the rest of your boyfriends had returned home. They had all seemed to sense the shift in the atmosphere. Somehow, they had realized that something was wrong.
You hadnβt said a word when Jin displayed the welts on your wrists for them to see. He had told them about the scratches and nail marks all over your thighs, and you listened numbly. It had felt like he was talking about someone else.
The sound of someoneβs phone brought you back to the present. The notification sound chimed again, and again. Suddenly, all the phones in the room started chiming incessantly, cutting through the heavy silence in the room.
βWhat the hell,β Yoongi said, reaching for his phone. βThe fuckβs happening?β
All of you stared at Yoongi, the notification sounds still going off in the background.
βWhat the fuck!β he shouted, furiously swiping at his phone. βFuck, fuck, fuck!β
Taehyung went to his side, alarmed at the panic in his voice.
βHyung?β
βFanLive,β Yoongi blurted out, holding his phone up towards all of you. βJungkook is on FanLive.β
βWhat?β Namjoon asked mildly, hopping to his feet and peering into Yoongiβs screen. βWhat about it?β
Yoongi hit the speaker button, setting the volume to Maximum.
ββ¦ I was so nervous,β Jungkookβs syrupy voice rang out from the phone, and your ears perked up. ββ¦but I am so happy that I shared this with you. I love all our fans. I really hope you will make her feel safe and welcome.β
Jin slid his buzzing phone out of his pocket, and a news notification flashed on his screen. You looked at it dumbfounded, not trusting your eyes.
βBBS BAND MEMBER REVEALS GIRLFRIEND!β
Jungkookβs voice was still pouring out of Yoongiβs phone.
βI love this person so much; she makes me really happy.β You could almost hear his bunny smile. You felt sick.
ββ¦ We talked a lot and decided itβs time to share our secret. So, yeahβ¦ my girlfriendβs name isβ¦β he paused, and all your muscles tensed, ββ¦Y/N.β
You blinked. The constant ringing of phones in the room grated on your nerves. Jinβs knuckles were white, his fingers digging into the sides of his phone. He was seething, the anger growing inside him like an inferno.
βThat. piece. of. Shit,β Jin spat out, his body trembling in rage. βIβm going toβ¦β
Jungkookβs rabbity voice piped up again, he was probably showing something to the camera.
ββ¦this is a picture of usβ¦β
You pounced on Yoongi, grabbing the phone.
βGive me that, Yoongi.β
Jungkook was grinning in a successful attempt at cuteness. A turtleneck sweater was hiding the bruises on his neck that your kick had caused. You knew he had probably used heavy concealers to mask the injuries from the struggle.
He was holding his phone up to the camera, and you saw the picture he was showing. It was a selfie Jungkook had taken with you several months ago. You were both smiling at the camera, leaning against each other cozily.
ββ¦ this is my favorite picture, Y/N looks so cuteβ¦β
Jungkook droned on about how much he adored you and how lucky he was. He even had the nerve to say how happy his band members were for him. You didnβt bat an eyelid, drinking in all the blatant lies he spewed on live camera.
ββ¦thatβs the reason for this surprise live stream. Thank you for your love, please accept Y/N tooβ¦β
He kept repeating your name as much as he could, as if he wanted to punch your name into every viewerβs brain. That you were his. And his alone.
The live stream ended, and Yoongi flung his phone down in disgust.
βSick, pathetic leechβ¦β he began, slamming the coffee table. βI am going to strangle him.β
He rose to his feet, but Jimin gripped his wrist tightly.
βNo, hyung. Not now.β
βHe violated Y/N!β Yoongi screamed out, and Jin flinched. βAnd now this? I want him dead!β
βYoongi-yah,β Jinβs firm voice stopped Yoongiβs angry tirade. βYoongi-yah, weβre all furious. I get it. But we should take a minute to think what to do.β
The younger man glanced at you, and you nodded.
βHe has branded me to the world as his girlfriend. You will tarnish yourself if you go beat him up. And thatβs not intelligent.β
Namjoon hummed in agreement.
βI want to wrap my fingers around his throat and feel his life leave his body though,β Namjoon said, an unusual murderous look glinting in his eyes.
The buzzing of your phone briefly broke your attention, and you glanced at the screen. It was Hae Jung, one of the BBS stylists. The texts were already flooding your screen. The latest ones popped up in the notification shade.
Hae Jung: Get out of the apartment quick!
Hae Jung: You canβt be seen with the rest of them!
Hae Jung: Y/N!! Answer my calls just once!
βUh, Jinnie?β You tugged at his sleeve, pulling him gently.
He was simmering in a cold rage, and his gaze was sharp like knives when he snapped out a βWhat?β
You had a temper of your own and you found it kindling. Taking a deep breath, you displayed your phone for him to see.
βHae Jung says I should leave the apartment at once. I canβt be seen with any of you. Sheβs got a point.β
Jinβs wide shoulders broadened as he placed his hands on his hips, shaking his head. Taehyungβs hand squeezed his shoulder, and he said,
βSheβs right, hyung. Y/N has to leave.β He composed himself to mask the little break in his voice. βJust for now.β
Namjoon, whose brain processed things 10x quicker, gripped your hand, alarmed.
βIβd be damned if we sent Y/N straight to Jungkookβs apartment.β He gritted his teeth, βEspecially after what he just did to her.β
His eyes involuntarily swept over the bruises on your neck.
βOf course not,β Yoongi said, folding his arms. βWeβll keep her safe at a hotel.β
Jiminβs fingers intertwined with yours, and he gave you a reassuring squeeze.
βLetβs send a few of our bodyguard hyungs to keep her company.β
Hoseok, who had been talking to one of the managers, cut the call and flipped his phone closed.
βItβs already a nightmare on Twitter. We need to secure Y/N as fast as humanly possible. All the tabloids will be raining upon us like vultures soon.β
Namjoonβs leader instincts kicked into action, and before long they were smuggling you into one of their getaway cars.
βHere,β Jimin said, slipped out of his coat and draping it on your head. βStay low, baby.β
Hoseok slid next to you, and just before he could slam the door shut, Jinβs veiny hand slithered into the crack.
He caught hold of your wrist and gripped hard, as if transferring all his strength over to you. No words were exchanged, but the weight of unspoken words was evident in his grip. You nodded silently, and he let go.
Without losing another second, Hoseok slammed the door and the car raced into the traffic, headed straight to a hotel.
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
#WEAREHAPPYFORYOU
#BBSGIRLFRIEND
#WELOVEYOUJK
#CONGRATULATIONS_OUR_JK
The bird app was full of Twitter trends talking about Jungkookβs bombshell. Hoseokβs phone kept buzzing every few seconds from all the posts and hashtags tagging his bandβs shared Twitter handle.
He had removed your SIM card and broken it, handing you a new one instead. He had also signed you out of all your social media accounts. You had been essentially cut off from any media that would give your identity away.
βBaby, Iβve ordered room service,β Hoseok said, drawing the blinds closed. He did a routine sweep of the suite, checking for hidden cameras out of habit.
βDo you want anything, Y/N?β he asked, kneeling on the floor, and peering under the bed.
βI just want you to hold me,β you said, hugging your knees and gazing at his bent form.
He looked up, those soft brown eyes emanating so much warmth. Without a word, he dragged himself up and crawled into bed, pulling you into a gentle embrace.
His nose was warm against the side of your neck, and you inhaled deep breaths of his comforting presence. Hoseok had the innate ability to bring cheer wherever he went, and it was probably why your boyfriends had sent him to keep you company.
βY/N,β he said, drawing the words out. βDonβtβ¦ please donβt resent us for this,β he said, and your heart broke.
βNo, no, Hobi-β you said, turning slightly to look into his glistening eyes. β-I never will.β Taking his hand, put it against your cheek. βIβd never resent falling in love with all of you.β
He nodded and smiled happily, his fears crumbling to dust.
βJust- donβt let Jungkook ruin what we have,β he whispered, and you hummed in agreement. You had not for one moment regretted being with them. Jin had opened the doors wide open to so much love, much more than you had ever imagined.
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It had been four days since you went into hiding. Your boyfriends took turns to sneak visits, it was a mystery how they managed to achieve that feat without getting caught by paparazzi. To be fair, the hotel you were sheltered in catered to celebrities all the time, and the staff were very discreet.
Your stomach rumbled, and you scratched your tummy. Whether it was due to your impending periods, you didnβt know, but you craved ramen. Especially the kind with tteokbokki β that was your favorite. Did you dare go down to the nearest convenience store and eat some?
Throwing Jinβs hoodie on, you let your hair loose under Taehyungβs beanie. Hoseokβs baggy pants were your favorite, they were oh so comfortable. Your sunglasses took a while to find, they were buried at the bottom of the drawer.
Looking at the mirror, you were satisfied with your camouflage and decided to step out. The walk to the convenience store took longer than you had expected. There wasnβt one in sight for a few blocks. It felt good to stretch your legs after so many days. But by the time you entered a store, you were already wondering if it was a good call.
The store was quiet. A bit too quiet for your liking. Youβd have much preferred a crowded and noisy ambiance, it would have made you far less noticeable. The heavy oily smell of sizzling fritters wafted to your nostrils, interspersed with the earthy aroma of ground coffee beans.
There were a few girls around the ramen aisle, and you tried hard to be inconspicuous while scanning the rows for your favorite robokki brand. All went well, and you managed to get the packet scanned and billed.
You were waiting in line to use the hot water dispenser, wishing youβd stayed put in the hotel room. The girl standing before you turned with her cup of hot noodles, catching you smack in the eyes. The sunglasses flew off your face, and the hot liquid from her noodles splashed across your neck.
βIβm so sorry,β she shrieked, setting the noodles down in an attempt to help you.
βNo, I- itβs okay,β you muttered, deciding to get the hell out of there. In your haste, you bumped into a few more people standing in line behind you.
βHey,β a girl shouted, picking up your sunglasses from the floor. βYou left thisβ¦β
You shook your head and tried to dart out of there, but she was quicker. She body-blocked you, extending her arm towards you. You mumbled a quick βThanksβ and tried to move, but she persisted.
βIβve seen youβ¦βΒ Suddenly, recognition dawned on her face. βYouβre Jungkook oppaβs girlfriend.β
βEr, no,β you said, kicking yourself for ever leaving the hotel.
βJi Hee! Soo Yeon!β she shrieked, beside herself in excitement. βCome here quick!β
The girls you had seen in the line circled on you, wondering what the commotion was about.
βItβs her! Itβs Jungkook oppaβs girlfriend!β
They advanced on you slowly, peering into your shocked face.
βYou?β one girl snickered in a mocking tone. βWhat makes you so special?β
By that time, you were trapped amid four girls, and no one else seemed to care about the bevy of girls in the ramen section.
Another girl took a section of your hair and flicked it in disdain, clicking her tongue.
βJust what did oppa see in you?β
The third one egged her friend on saying, βGood that you threw ramen over her, Min Ji!β
βEmpty the rest on her too!β
You started to back away, but the girl behind you pushed you, sending you tumbling forward.
βLet me g-β
The girl had thrown the rest of her noodles on you before you even finished your sentence. Instinctively, your eyes closed for a split second, and you felt your hair being pulled. A weak slap managed to jerk your face sideways before the owner yelled out loudly.
βHey, no fighting. Take it outside!β
One arm grabbed your hoodie, and another pulled you out by the hair. The one called Soo Yeon threw your sunglasses on the pavement and stepped on it, crushing the glass to bits.
Passersby began to stare, and you had no choice but to make a run for it. You were stronger than your assailants, partly because Jungkook had been your gym partner, and all those arm days came to your rescue.
It was no use to try and keep a low profile now that you were out on the road. Pushing one girl away, you landed a karate chop on the arm pulling your hair. The owner of the arm yelped in pain, and you barreled towards the third one, butting her torso with your head and sending her tumbling down.
You ran like the wind, not once looking back. You hoped fervently that no passerby had recorded the whole tussle on their phone. God, youβd ruin your boyfriends if the little spectacle ever went viral.
Dripping in ramen and terribly out of breath, you made it to the hotelβs private entrance. A car was pulling up, and a startled voice called out your name just as you pressed the elevator button.
βY/N?β
Jimin bounded out of the car, startled at seeing your disheveled appearance.
βWhat the hell happened?β
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βBut why did you call this urgent meeting, Namjoonah?β the bandβs executive PD asked, rolling the paperweight on the table. The conference room in the BBS building was where the groupβs most iconic song lyrics were birthed. It had been a room that had witnessed loud arguments about line distribution, heartbreaks over missed awards, and collective joy over record breaks.
βLet the others arrive,β Namjoon replied, his jaw set in determination.
Jin came in soon, followed by a steady trickle of the rest of the band. All except Jungkook of course.
βThe fuck is he?β Namjoon bit out, impatiently glancing at the digital clock.
βWeβll get down to business anyway, good thatβs heβs not here now,β Jin said, putting an arm over Taehyungβs lap to stop him from fidgeting.
βWell then,β the PD said, dragging a notepad towards him. βWhat is the purpose of this meeting?β
Everyone looked at Namjoon in unison, expecting him to spell it out for them.
βWe all want to terminate our contracts with the agency,β he began, causing the PD to inhale sharply and lean forward urgently.
βWhat?β
ββ¦ effective immediately,β Namjoon said, his mouth set in a straight line.
βBut why? Have we failed you in any way? You can tell me your grievances! I can try and resolveβ¦β
Yoongiβs slow drawling voice eclipsed his bossβs.
βWe are willing to reconsider ifβ¦β
The PDβs eyes widened in urgency. βIf?β
βIf you terminate Jungkookβs contract instead.β
Right on cue, the door opened and Jungkook walked in, an air of lazy arrogance stamped all over him.
He slipped into a seat, swiveling on his chair from left to right just to spite the men who were glaring at him.
βDonβt own a watch?β Jin asked scathingly, earning just a cool raise of eyebrows in response.
The PD was still speechless from the earlier discussion, so he didnβt participate in the bickering over Jungkookβs lack of punctuality. The babble of voices grew louder and louder around him.
βI donβt care for your disapproval,β Jungkook was shouting, slapping his fist on the table, when the boss shook himself into action.
βStop!β he yelled, his voice cutting through the cacophony.
He glared at the youngest member, effectively silencing him.
βNow, what the hell is this actually about?β He turned to Jin. βYou! Eldest! Speak.β
Jin looked at Namjoon, who nodded encouragingly. He cleared his throat, unsure how to start.
βWell, you know about our girlfriendβ¦β
The boss sighed. Of course, this was about you. He had been privy to the unusual relationship between you and his artists. And he would be lying if he said he hadnβt expected this rift to occur sometime or the other. He had had years of experience working with hormonal youngsters to expect otherwise.
βPersonal conflicts cannot influence your contracts,β he said, eyeing Jin sternly.
βYeah, tell him,β Jungkook drawled haughtily.
βAnd you, shut your face,β the boss spat out, furious that his multimillion-dollar band was fraying at the edges because of girl problems.
βPersonal?β Taehyung asked incredulously. βOf course itβs personal! Our girlfriend got assaulted and harassed because of him!β
βCorrection. My girlfriend,β Jungkook said, staring at Jinβs throbbing neck veins. βSheβd have been safe with me if she hadnβt been kidnapped and left uncared for.β
βThe nerve,β Hoseok shouted, getting to his feet angrily.
Jimin pulled him back to his seat, hissing sharply.
βSit down, hyung. Donβt let him get under your skin.β
Jungkook leaned forward, his black eyes glowering at Jin.
βI want to know where youβve hidden her.β
βYouβve caused her enough harm,β Yoongi snapped. βYou were the one who violated her privacy. You showed her to the world. You are the reason she got assaulted. You jeopardized her safety.β
Jungkook pursed his lips in stony mutiny. He had no witty response to Yoongiβs allegations.
βWell, PDnim, we want Jungkookβs contract terminated immediately. We refuse to work with him,β Jimin said, getting back on track.
βIf you terminate me,β Jungkook said, leaning on his chair and rocking himself gently, βIβll sue you. Every one of you. Iβll sue the agency till there isnβt a penny left.β
βββ Β·βΒ· βββ
You knew it hadnβt gone well as soon as you saw the disgruntled looks on your boyfriendsβ faces. They had all come to your hotel room with sulky faces.
βBabe?β you asked, holding the coat as Hoseok shrugged himself out of it.
βNo go, Y/N,β Jimin said, shaking his head. βPDnim canβt terminate him. And he threatened to sue the agency too.β
There had been only a slim chance of it ever working out, so it wasnβt a big blow. But it did sting your boyfriends to even think of working with Jungkook ever again.
Jin pulled you snug against his body, sighing heavily.
βWeβll figure something out,β you said, squeezing his big arms that were wound around your torso.
βHmm,β he mumbled half-heartedly. βWe got you some lamb skewers,β he said, burying his face into your neck.
βOh damn it, I sat on it!β Namjoon whined, guiltily eyeing the now squished package he dug out of his coat.
Everyone giggled, a sudden ease settling amid everyone in the house. It felt just like old times. Well, at least partially.
βFuck you, Kim Namjoon,β Yoongi said, pulling the package from his clumsy brother. βNow I need to operate on this and save it.β
Another wave of giggles. Somehow it felt like you would all survive the situation and turn out okay.
βMmm, kiss me,β Taehyung said, sandwiching you between Jin and himself. βI love it when you laugh.β
He dipped his head, cupping your cheeks fondly. Jin pressed himself against your back, his hands moving up to cup your breasts.
βYah, get a room!β Hoseok snickered, slapping Taehyungβs butt playfully.
You smirked in response, pulling Taehyungβs boxy lips towards your mouth, and leaving teasing licks on the corner of his mouth.
βAh, donβt tease,β he complained, his outrageously deep voice sending shivers up your spine. Jinβs hands squeezed your breasts through your shirt, his fingers digging into your soft flesh. Jin was a sucker for your tits, he loved playing with them. They were his drug of choice.
His bulge poked your back, and he slowly moved backward, taking care not to disturb Taehyungβs kissing. The others barely paid attention, they were lounging about, talking, or scrolling through their phones.
Jin was halfway through a doorway when Jiminβs surprised yell stilled him.
βSon of a bitch!β he shouted, furiously swiping on his phone.
Taehyung was just as startled, and you peeked around his head to see what bothered Jimin so much.
βWhat is it?β you began to ask, just as the others started to crane their heads over Jiminβs phone.
No one responded, so you pulled yourself out of the Jin-Tae sandwich and went to investigate. Pushing Hoseokβs head to the side, you stared at Jiminβs screen. And your jaw dropped to the floor.
βBREAKING NEWS: BBS Band memberβs girlfriend cheats on him with ANOTHER member!
Tap to see SHOCKING pictures!β
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