summary: bts' infatuation with one of their juniors runs deeper than it should
pairings: bts x fem reader
warnings: 3-8 year age gap, possessive & obsessive behavior, manipulation, violence
chapter warnings: none
a/n: the event referenced in this chapter is the all-around event at the tokyo olympics. this chapter takes place at the same time as what was i made for?
Vacation didn't come often when you were part of one of the biggest groups in the world. BigHit finally agreed to let the members film another season of In the Soop, which was the only way to get time off from work. Having cameras film their every movement wasn't ideal, but it was better than bouncing around between the recording studio, photoshoots, and interviews.
"Don't turn the TV off." Taehyung snatched the remote from Seokjin's hand. "Gymnastics is next."
"I didn't know you were into gymanstics, Taehyungie." Jimin chuckled.
Taehyung shook his head. "I'm not. I'm into her."
Sitting on the ground was a Korean gymnast, stretching with other gymnasts. She easily moved into the splits to stretch her legs, impressing the members who sat back down to watch her. Her face was familiar, one that they had seen somewhere on social media but couldn't pinpoint who she was.
"Who are we watching?" Seokjin asked.
"Y/L/N Y/N. She's one of the best gymnasts in the world right now. She's the first Korean gymnast to qualify for the all-around gymnastics event." Taehyung explained, putting the volume of the television up to try and listen to the conversation you were having with your coach amidst the loud chatter of the arena.
"My parents have talked about her." Jungkook piped up. "My mom loves her."
After the warmup ended, Y/N followed a handful of gymnasts to the vault for their one-touch warmup. She was fourth in line, right behind Simone Biles, and both athletes looked nervous. Y/N was fidgeting with her fingers, watching the first two gymnasts complete their passes with ease. She was hiding her nerves well but Taehyung could see the uncertainty in her eyes.
"She looks so nervous." He muttered.
Hoseok scrunched up his face. "How can you tell? She's just standing there."
"Look at the way she's fidgeting with her fingers. She looks like she's going to throw up." Taehyung pointed out.
True to his word, Y/N was still playing around with her fingers as she watched Simone prepare for her one-touch pass. She watched closely as Simone ran toward the vault, jumping on the springboard with full force only to rotate in the air one-and-a-half times, even with the support of the vault. She landed on her feet carefully and immediately walked toward her coach, clearly not in the right state of mind. Y/N only looked even more nervous after seeing Simone fail to complete her pass with the usual precision.
Seokjin scoffed, "How did you even notice that? You sound like a creep."
"I don't know, I guess I've watched too many videos of her." Taehyung shrugged.
Jimin threw a chip at him. "You really are a creep."
Y/N easily completed her one-touch pass before disappearing into the back with her coach to wait for her turn in the all-around event. Taehyung nodded his head in satisfaction, unsurprised that her warmup was perfect. He wasn't sure why she was so nervous but he hoped that her nerves were gone after completing her one-touch pass with no issues.
"Wow."
"Wow."
"That's so cool."
"How does she do that?"
"I want to try vault."
"You would eat shit if you did."
"Y/N is definitely winning this event." Taehyung smirked. "The other competitors are nothing compared to Y/N."
Maybe Seokjin was right about him being a creep for knowing so much about a young girl, but Y/N caught his attention when one of her highlight videos at an international competition was recommended on YouTube. Call it a coincidence, but Taehyung felt that her video was on his homepage at the right time. He was bored out of his mind being stuck in his home because of the pandemic but Y/N immediately took his boredom away. He fell down a rabbit hole and by dawn, he knew every bit of information about her.
"You're so kind, Taehyung." Jimin patted his back. "But she's a good gymnast so I understand why you're a fan."
"Good? She's not good, she's brilliant."
Yoongi rolled his eyes before flipping to another channel. "Calm down, Prince Charming. You’re doing too much."
Y/N did win the event.
And she did well just as Taehyung predicted. In fact, she did so well that she performed a skill during her floor routine that no other gymnast had performed which allowed it to be added to the Code of Points.
"That was crazy to watch." Hoseok picked up the remote to switch to YouTube. "Are there any videos of her to watch?"
"I don't get how she did everything so easily," Namjoon said. "Why does her body move like that? How can it move like that? That should not be scientifically possible."
Yoongi rolled his eyes, "Is this your first time watching a gymnast compete?"
Taehyung put the volume up to drown their grating voices, more interested in watching Y/N receive her gold medal. It effectively silenced them as they brought their focus back to the TV. Although Y/N had no idea that they were watching her, they cheered loudly when she received her medal and flowers. Bam celebrated with them, barking loudly while dashing around the living room. He knocked several furniture pieces over but the members paid him no mind.
"Are there any other videos of her competing? I want to see more." Jungkook said.
"I have a playlist of her videos." Taehyung grabbed the remote off of the floor before switching over to YouTube. He logged into his account, his homepage being filled with videos of Y/N.
The other members shared a look with one another, creeped out by how much Taehyung liked her. They watched as Taehyung clicked on his playlists, mortified by how he created multiple just for one person. They ranged from full routines, interviews, appearances on variety shows; it seemed as if almost every single video that was posted about her on YouTube was sorted into a playlist.
Taehyung had always been a unique person. They noticed from their debut days that when he became fixated on something, he became obsessed with it. It didn’t happen often but they noticed his behavior from when he was young. There was nothing alarming about the way he acted considering his fixations didn’t last long but this; this was new. It was his first time being fixated on a person, on a human being. That fact alone made his obsession terrifying. The curated playlists he had solely dedicated to Y/N only solidified their fears even further.
His obsession with Y/N ran much deeper than being her fan.
"You're very organized." Yoongi noted.
"It's easier to look up her videos this way." Taehyung hummed, clicking on the playlist of Y/N's highlights at various competitions. He scrolled down before selecting a video from the 2019 World Championships.
"It's like you're obsessed." Jimin joked.
Jungkook elbowed him harshly in the ribs, giving him a look to knock it off but Jimin simply shrugged. Surely, Taehyung would know that he was joking and meant no harm.
"You could say that." Taehyung replied. "Something about her draws me in, you know?"
"Sure." Seokjin nodded.
They fell silent as the video started, deciding to focus on Y/N's performances rather than question Taeyhyung's creepy obsession with her. They were continuously impressed with how talented she was, wondering how someone could perform such complex skills with ease. After watching her balance beam routine, they could understand why she was named the Olympic Champion. She easily stood out compared to the other gymnasts who were competing.
"Has Y/N guest starred on any variety shows?" Namjoon asked. "I'm surprised I haven't heard about her until today."
"A few," Taehyung switched to a playlist that was dedicated to the scarce variety show appearances that Y/N had. "She's too busy with training to guest star but she tries when she's available." He selected an episode of Knowing Bros, which had a whooping ten million views.
As the group watched the episode in silence together, the other members could understand why Y/N drew Taehyung in so easily. She was a captivating person because of her charming personality which made her extremely likable. She was kind to the cast members of Knowing Bros, making them laugh with her witty remarks and awe them with her talented skills. She was extremely well-spoken that it left everybody wanting to hear her speak more.
"Can we watch an interview?" Jungkook requested, moving closer to the TV. He sat on his knees like a toddler, captivated by all of the thumbnails that had Y/N's face on it. "I like hearing her talk."
"Of course."
Taehyung grinned to himself as he changed playlists once again. He knew from the start that the rest of the members would eventually take a liking to Y/N once he introduced them to her. None of them were avid fans of gymnastics so he had anticipated that the Tokyo Olympics were going to be where they got the first impression of her. He was satisfied with their blatant interest with her, hoping it would lead him once step closer to meeting her. Although he was one of the most famous celebrities in South Korea, Taehyung was aware that his interest in Y/N would spark controversy and he intended to avoid that. If the other members also became a fan of hers, he was sure they could convince their management team to set something up with her.
Truth be told, there were several instances where Taehyung wanted to stage a meet-cute with Y/N but her whereabouts made it difficult. Rarely was she ever in Korea because she was training in the U.S. and when she was visiting home, it was for a brief amount of time. Not only that, he would have to figure out the places she would go if she did stay longer than a couple of weeks which was quite frankly, too much work for him. He was desperate to meet her in-person but wanted a valid excuse to do so.
"I like her." Yoongi stated. "I can see why she's really popular."
"Charming, isn't she?" Taehyung asked. "That's what I like about her so much. She does the bare minimum but she easily draws you in."
"She's like a drug." Jungkook piped up.
Namjoon shook his head, "Terrible comparison."
"He's right." Taehyung shrugged. "She's addictive and once you get a taste of her, you can't get enough."
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Hello hope all is well. Just wondering for the atbp upload will it be a single chapter or the rest of the series as a final upload? Obviously it’s your work you set your own pace as you create and write but the anticipation is eating me up😭🤧💕
hi! i'm currently working on the next chapter and am close to finishing it up :) it's taking much longer than anticipated bc i lost motivation to write + i was extremely busy with work and school for the past year! i am chipping away at it though and am hoping to upload the next chapter real soon
Haven't heard from you in a bit how's life? Also are you going to school yet? And how's the writing going? :D
hi! i didn't realize it's been a month since i updated this blog and i'm sorry about that 🥲
life has been life LOL i've been having a rough summer since graduating from uni so . i'm in a weird place rn
i start school monday! i'm starting grad school so i will be ten times busier than i was in undergrad...but excited for a new chapter in life!
i'm almost done with the intermission chapter for unconditionally! i'm hoping to finish writing and editing within the next few days so i can have something up before i start school!
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BTS is almost completely reunited. So I was wondering if there would be a chapter soon maybe in celebration to that. Or even a dates to when the next chapter would be released if you do have a dates. Or just an update on how far along you are in completing the next chapter.
Also sorry if this comes off as rude or pushy I am learning English and don’t know how to communicate too well just yet.
you and everybody else reading this is going to hate me but i don't have a set date at all 😞 if you're talking about atbp, i've made so much progress since i ended school but i still have a couple of major moments/events/scenes to wrap up and i'm struggling a lot 😔 i literally cannot get the words to type out the way i want it to so it's been a lot of sitting and sighing on my end.
if you're talking about rfyl, that won't be updated until i update atbp since i'm alternating uploads between each fic but the next chapter is from iwby so it'll be published not too long after atbp is updated.
i've been in a weird place since i graduated so mentally i'm not present at all 😭 i wish i could give a definitive answer but this is all i have right now so i'm sorry for the lack of updates. everybody has the right to be frustrated but i hope i can be given some grace 🫂 thank you for understanding!!!
(also you did not come off as pushy or rude at all!)
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I'M VERY EXCITED! i can't believe we're so close to all of the members being back together 😭 i became a fan the week they announced their hiatus so it's been a rough time since they haven't had their usual content prior to the hiatus
hey author!!! Just conoleted my exams and now i am waiting for you...how r u?? How life is going on?? Rest well and eat well sis...also waiting for atbp intermission is killing me with anticipation...pls give us a little bit of update pls
i'm good! i'm busy wrapping up the semester so i haven't had much time to write! since it's taking me so long to finish, i'll post another small teaser under the cut! :)
"Have you thought of names yet?" Eunae asked.
You fell silent at her question as you were still hesitant about the names you had in mind for the twins. Both of your favorite names were ones you chose with Hoseok and neither of you thought of a name past your two favorites.
"What about Taewon and Taehan for boy names?" You suggested.
Hoseok scrunched up his face and shook his head. "No, Taehyungie is going to think that we wanted our kid to have matching names with him and we will never hear the end of it. Jungkook and Jimin are also going to complain that it's not fair that the baby doesn't have a name that matches theirs.
You nodded your head in agreement, realizing that was a very likely scenario. "You're right. I don't want to hear any whining or boasting from any of them."
The two of you shared a laugh, unable to believe that you had to be mindful of three of your friends when naming your future kids. As much as you loved the maknaes, you had a feeling they wouldn't be too happy if the names of your children were similar to the names of the members.
"I like Aerum for a girl and Daeyoung for a boy." Hoseok offered. "But you want matching names, right?"
"Yeah, I would prefer them to have matching names but we can add them to our list anyways. It gives us more options when we do have to choose a name."
You weren't entirely sure why you and Hoseok were choosing baby names even though there wasn't a baby anywhere in the near future but the topic came up after Hoseok learned about the name of his makeup artist's new baby. You had a long list of baby names you picked out a few years before while Hoseok never considered any names so he decided to indulge in you and create a list; it was much more entertaining than he thought it would be.
"Oh, how about Jaehee for a girl? It's so cute." You gushed.
A smile spread across his face as he said the name for himself. "Jaehee? I like it. Jung Jaehee has a nice ring to it."
You smiled as well, giddy at the mere thought of your kids having Hoseok's last name. Although it was common for women to keep their maiden name after marriage, you planned on hyphenating your last name with Hoseok's.
"I came across Jaeyoung for a boy name a few minutes ago. Don't Jaehee and Jaeyoung go well together?" Hoseok turned his phone around to show you the name.
"Jung Jaehee and Jung Jaeyoung." You hummed. "I love it."
"I can't wait until we can settle down and start a family." Hoseok sighed. He nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck, picturing what his future with you would look like once his career slowed down. He knew nothing would be set in stone until after he enlisted in the military unless you were okay with getting married before then. Nevertheless, he was sure you were going to be the woman he married.
"Me too." You kissed the top of his head. "I'm counting the days."
You blinked away the tears that formed in your eyes and cleared your throat. "I was thinking of the names Jaehee and Jaeyoung. They were the names I chose with my ex-boyfriend before we broke up."
Eunae's face fell at your remark but she quickly smiled. "Those are beautiful names and they fit the twins perfectly."
You looked down at the twins, saying their names out loud. "Y/L/N Jaehee and Y/L/N Jaeyoung; they have a nice ring to it."
Jaehee's features were eerily similar to Hoseok's. Funny enough, she looked like Jiwoo since she was the female version of her younger brother. Your heart ached and your mind was troubled at how Jaehee was Hoseok's twin but you were glad that one of them had his beautiful features.
Knowing you had to raise the twins alone and that they might never meet their father was extremely bittersweet. Being a single mother was something you never anticipated nor did you expect Hoseok to react so harshly to your pregnancy. Even though he was not in your life anymore, you were more than capable of taking care of the twins on your own.
The only thing you wished was to see his face again so you could slap him across the face.
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Can i ask any sort of updates abt atbp? I am a little impatient 🙃 sorry abt that😅🥲
it's about 80% of the way finished! i'm struggling very much with writer's block so i don't even have the slightest idea of when the intermission will be published :(
hi! Hope u r doing fine in life❤️!!! I know that u said ur school life is getting hectic with so much work and all but can u still give some updates abt atbp PLS! 🥺 it happens to me all the time when i am reading a amazing ff and i become too keen to know abt what's coming nxt😅🥲
hi i'm doing well!
i've been struggling with writer's block for the next chapter so it's pretty much been at the same place since i've uploaded chapter 5 of atbp. i have written a few paragraphs but there hasn't been major progress. i have all of the scenes in mind but it's hard trying to put my idea into words. i'd say the chapter is about 80% finished but i can't guarantee when it'll be completely finished.
also the next chapter is an intermission chapter where it covers oc and hoseok's breakup up until oc sees jungkook in the park :) so ppl have to wait longer to see what happens after chapter 5