Thejons Timez

Somehow, the energy that Dave G., The passion when he performed on live stage. It contagious , it shivering on my spine. On my system.

Recently i've watched foo fighters live on youtube. It never stop., inspire me. That i.! Got a resolution., a vision., a dreams. A purpose. I've got to do this. The Company i run. From the industries i've managed. Which is., completely a shit hole a Studio. Digital ones.

But i never give up hope. Not yet.. not yet. No matter how many blood i spill, how hot the tip of soldering irons constantly injured my skin. and the psychological pain i receive as an abusive from a disapointment father to his son. Yeah it got mixed up words up there. Mixed emooooootions.

By the way wish me luck. Cause Mick., once said "loose your dream., or you will lose your mind." Something like that. Or chase your dream before they get away., or slip?"

https://soundcloud.com/thejons/the-jons-the-bends-radiohead

I think., as far as i can remembered. This is the last work that i did, on or at, i should say, "Thejons Studio Line" before it falls apart.

FARM CITY TRACTOR COLLECTION #32

This red colored die-cast model of toys, is very rare. there is only one in this place. Thejons Studio Line. it’s priceless. for collectors who in to agriculture,. they die to get one of these “artefak”. 

Since my studio needs investment., i got no choice but offer it, with a price that makes sense enough and affordable for people who don’t have much money to own it.  in other words., it’s open for sale.      

And without even give me a chance to explained.

The other guy assholed one named Dally : "taek lo., gua udah ... Bla ck... Bla ck..bla... "

Me : "... Silent.. And pheww"

T.O.G.A.D : "Sekarang lo kehilangan temen Satu ya...! "

it's about the notion that is sounds like

I guess this how i picture in mind, about desperation. Me alone sitting here, right acros the street is a sign.."do not parking here/ in front of the door". And i still wonder who put the sign over. There. Cause its just silly.

Wasting my time and money., wasting all of my concept. But hey, sun still shine tommorrow.

Sialan dua bocah ini. Gak tau terinspirasi sama gw atau gimana tapi "they wanna be me. If they cant be me, why not taking advantage of me? Like everyone else." Or at least that's what i thought.

First. There's a friend., someone. I know., lets call him siul (not really his real name). At the begining, when its begun, he offer me a hands., lend me a hand.,, with a good intention i believe. well i think., why not ? I need help., i need money., to solve problems, specially this particular one.

Since i lost my ride., my feet. i have trouble with transportation. But does it stop me from what i love the most? provide people needs. Special needs. Nope. That doesnt stop me., i feel like i'm bulletfproof or something.

In order to "get on my feet again", i ve to paid to get the ride i always used. But untill now., it yet met the requirement. In other words., i haven't closed the case yet. And there is where this siul boy came ., give me ghetto stuff for me , to sell it. Abn get money to redeem the "situation" i faced.

And , as i can predicted before, it got messed up. Geez., i've lost word. For describe it. But it sucks. And when i think everything is done. Clear. Like a a shampoo.,. A boy number 2 came. Lets call him Runki., not really his real name.

As a famous drug dealer in the world. Only beat by Medelin Cartel, lead by Escobar. I have the reputation to buy and sell stuff. Anything. He offer me a meth, a substance used to stimulate your nervous system so you became euphoric. Happy and optimist, and tends to sustain a certain mood or feeling. Yeah., for real., try it! It cost you almost the same as my monthly income., when i still got support from my parents.

To cut the story short now i've got double debt. An obligation. A "must to paid" situation.

fuck. Now i'm really fucked up.