Sorrowful Nights

It just gets worse and worse and no one can argue my view because I’m not wrong. Life forces us to move on no matter what. Employers need your work and You need thier paycheck because bills need paid and Food is needed on the table. Those things can hold for a day or two but they will always demand your return of attention. So I’m always left with the question of wether to push them all away now or later? So That way, when I do go, they won’t be hurt as much and can recover faster. It’s for their benefit. They won’t have to worry anymore and it’s better that way. They shouldn’t have to worry about me anyway. That way they can just remember fondly and share happy stories they may have.