Me And My Stupidity

You know that feeling when you hug someone and it just feels like the world clicked into place and everything feels right? Yeah I felt that last night and I dont want to feel that anymore. Gross.

Umm... so is there an a job for someone who wants to be an everything around sex-worker? Like not doing the nasty, but I'll cuddle you, and kiss you, and hold ur hand. You wanna watch a movie with ur time? Hell yeah I watch a movie with you and be cute with you. Like give me that cute relationship, and pay me for it, then life will be solid!

I ended a nude exchange with a guy, bY sending him the 👈😎👈.... we've been talking for months and have almost dated a couple of times... THIS IS WHY HE WON'T DATE ME.

Hey tumblr. So my really good friend got top surgery today. I love him with all of my heart and I want to be able to help him out. So for those who are post top surgery, what can you recommend for after care? What are somethings that doctors won't tell you to do or avoid? How can you help someone who has gotten this surgery. Even if you physically can't be with them during recovery? Please, any and all advice is appreciated 😊

Does anyone know the post where it is from Molly Weasley's perceptive. And the entire post has to do with each of her children and something about each interaction she has with them makes her upset because they all have a character trait of Fred? I read it once and can't find it and I need to show it to people!

I have this guy that I really like. I have for a while now. And the show we are in closes this week and I'm sad. I'm so sad that I will not see him anymore after this cause he lives so far that'll be harder to see each other. He is just so kind, and caring, and funny. He understands so many of my struggles cause hes been there and I appreciate that with all of my heart. He let's me hold his hand randomly, or give him hugs, and just appreciates me being the tactile person I am. But alas his is straight. He's acknowledge that he knows that I'm interested, and makes comments that if he wasnt straight we would be interested in starting something. And it's just a lot. Like the other day he invited me to the movies with him and his friends, we sat next to each other and there would be times that he'd lay on his said so we were facing each other. Times that our hands were inches from touching. Idk. It just is saddening cause I feel so much for him, and it's just not a thing that will happen. Idk. I know one day I'll meet someone amazing while feels the same way about me as I do them, but I just wish it was now and not later *le sigh*

I did an adult everyone!!! I got my first tattoo and it was a super cool experience!

As a gay teen have you ever had a friend tell you that they'd date you if you're gay? My friend told me that today and idk it just kind of made me more upset. Cause I do really like him, but him and my girl friend are close to dating. So I'm stuck between being really happy for them, but just so hopelessly sad. It just sucks that's once again because shit that's out of my hands I cant do anything. I'm just a haha yeah in another life! And it's like why does this life just not have anything in store for me? Why do I have to care so much, and feel so much? Why am I just so incapable of just feeling not shitty. I just idk. I want one win. I want to not feel like I have to do with what's available. I domt want to talk to guys cause, HEY WE'RE BOTH GAY LETS DATE. Idk it's just troublesome.

Guys... I wanna go on a date. I just went to spend sometime with a really cool person and do the whole get to know you, and just spend time with someone in an intimate way, non sexually. I can't wait for college when I doesn't feel like im the only gay for miles. That'll be really nice.