johnemiya01

I'm still really stressed tbh, but I'm managing. I've been trying to draw in the Trickcal artstyle lately, and this Teto drawing is the first that really satisfied me, I'm kinda happy with the results!

Today was kinda better, I had time to do everything I wanted to do and didn't feel too much stress. I also found Renewa on Trickcal and that made me happy.

I've been really struggling lately, my mental health isn't the best at all. I'm trying my best to stay strong and go on even if things are getting harder and harder and I don't even have the strength to do things I would even like.

Today I'm very stressed, a lot of commissions to do and all under the european summer heat, so tiring ( ;´ - `;)

But on a positive notes, my friends gifted me the first Atelier Ryza! i've been waiting a lot to approach this series and it's finally time!

Hope you're doing well!

How are you? I hope you're doing great!

Today I woke up early, I had to do many house chores and take care of the animals.

I finished building the new version of my Riftbound deck, I'm currently playing Lux and it's been a blast so far, wish people in my area wanted to play as much as I do, but hey, nothing is granted in this world, but I managed to teach one of my online friends to play and she's really enjoying it, she's my TCG partner right now!

Currently cooking lunch for myself, pasta on the menu, then I thought about trying some new games to find something to sink myself into for a bit.

I bought Star Guardian Akali on League of Legends, today. She's my current main and I wanted to give her something special, the skin is also very cute and her voice lines are awesome!

Sometimes I get angry cause people around me don't put as much effort as me in the things we enjoy together, which wouldn't be that big of a deal, I just wish they made up less excuses to do something else.

Unfortunately I'm not the type to try Steam "friendslop" games, mainly cause I don't think I'll ever find something of the genre that I will enjoy like I did with Lethal Company when that released, that's a bit sad...

Anyway, back to my cooking, have a good day, never give up and always believe in yourself, hug!

Hello, John here...

So, I've been away for quite a while, huh?

Where do I start?

I tried being more extroverted on other social media platforms, and it worked really well. Too well, in fact.

I've reached 1,738 followers on Instagram and 2,273 on TikTok by posting memes and short funny skits. One of my memes went so viral in Italy that it even ended up in a small newspaper, lol.

I enjoyed being able to interact with so many people, but I also realized that it's so damn tiring...

You never know who you might encounter on the internet, and while I met a lot of cool people, let's just say I also met some not-so-cool ones.

That made me realize something that should have been obvious to me from the start: I may be too sensitive for the mainstream internet.

That's why I've come back to Tumblr. I might not have a real following here, but sometimes venting into the void is more than enough to make us feel better.

I'll try to be active again and interact with the more chill people here. I think it's the best thing to do while I recover from the stress I've been dealing with over the last few months.

So yeah, I'm here.