From Reich to Rothko

There are so many beautiful things in this world, but none of them are for me.

The hardest part is being alone with my thoughts at night. I just don’t want to be here anymore.

Is this thing on? 🎤

Had a rough day at work. Going down a spiral of bad thoughts. I’m not where I’m supposed to be right now. I’m not supposed to be here.

My relationship with music (making) is really fucked up right now

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If I could disappear forever but not hurt my friends and loved ones, that would be okay right now

Really wishing I wasn’t alive right now

I’m almost at the point where I just want to walk into oncoming traffic or maybe even a rail train

Getting home at 2 AM and seriously contemplating de*th :/

Just got off the phone with my lawyer and I definitely wanna kms

Ah yes. There you are.

When I go out with friends, I feel like I never have anything good to contribute to the conversation so I just stay quiet.

I’m legitimately starting to think that the best days of my life are all in the past.