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He used me over and over. He just wanted me for sexual favors. For pictures. For dirty messages. He wanted to get himself off. He used me. I let him, but I didn't really know. He's an absolute dick. He sent me so many dick pics that I didn't want. He used me for his ego. He wanted to make himself feel powerful and good by walking all over me. I let my walls down for him. I gave him so much. He didn't deserve any of it.
Damn twat couldn't care less about what he did to me.
I'm not letting anyone have as much control over me as he did

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I feel like I've never related to a quote more than this one.
I honestly don't give a fuck about him no more. I mean sometimes it does still hurt know how much I put into our relationship and he never actually cared. And he is just tryna get with other girls. And lying and lying over and over about being with other girls and getting a girl pregnant. He's a jerk and shouldn't be allowed to communicate with anyone cause all that comes out of his mouth is lies.
I'm a beautiful lover. My heart is so big and full and ready to give my all to someone.
I am about to post so much. I need to vent like no other. So I was in a relationship, for about six months, long distance. And this bitch just was an asshole the whole time. I absolutely want nothing to do with him anymore. He fucked with me so much. He lied about everything. I mean everything. And he deserves no love until he cleans up his act. He doesn't deserve anything. He is a lying insecure fuck.
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I can always feel it when it startsâŚitâs like this creeping far away dizziness in the back of my head. And then it starts to spread. It hits my ears where the things people say sound foreign and I sometimes donât even understand the English language, so because of that I start to panic a little. It then gets to my eyes where itâs like I canât focus on one thing. I have to keep looking around and I suddenly forget where I am. I forget where I am, who Iâm with extent and who I am. Iâm still unsure of the trigger of my dissociation/depersonalization episodes butâŚI know Iâve done it since early childhood. My first memory for example⌠Itâs at the point where Iâm permanently unsure of the reflection in the mirror. I donât remember the changes I went through. Itâs like a chunk of time is gone. And I donât recognize the eyes. She looks dead. Like I have a corpse staring back at me. Sheâs pretty. But I canât help but get the feeling that the girl I see isnât me. How can someone be sure the reflection isnât them when they themselves donât know what they look like?

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dissociation
You see, it doesnât get you when youâre young
Youâve got the time to  w a  n  d  e  r
I mean teachers might stay STOP!
hoping to engage you, they tell you not to ponder
They tell your parents at nursery that youâll never make it far
Because lets face it, sheâll never come out of her shell
So just do your best to just try and fit in
They say to you, trapped inside your living hell
Daydreamingâs great when youâre a child
They think youâre lost in a meadow of daisies
And brush it off each day when your eyes look hazy
But no one tells you what to do when youâre nearly twenty two
And I still canât bring my eyes to meet with you.
In chemistry class you learn that d I s o s I a t I o n  is the splitting of a molecule into smaller parts
As you realise youâd probably forget your entire body if it wasnât for your rapid heart
The popular kids yell what shall we call her?
And suddenly you begin to feel smaller and smaller and smaller .
You could be in central Vietnam
On a busy London tram
Or lying under an attractive man
Who compliments you on your curvature
But youâve become part of the furniture
And people at your new job all talk of ya
Saying âisnât she a strange one?â
colleges pass by and say HEY!
But they think you wonât give them the time of day, your mind is miles away
And all you want to do is run
But your minds already started to race
So you may as well stand still, kid.
And hope that your manager wont flip his lid
When you stare in a customerâs face
*jump* The phone ringsâŚ
Bring! Bring! Â Â Bring! Bring!
âH, HelloâŚ.operator?â
Beeeeeeep
Sorry, youâve been disconnected.
âDissociation does not mean that you are defective, damaged, insane, stupid, or worthless. In fact, you are among the most gifted people in the world because it takes intelligence, creativity, and imagination to learn how to dissociate. Congratulate yourself on your ability to survive overwhelming trauma.â - Dr. Bill Tollefson
i donât feel real. i donât think i ever have.
Bpd is so shit. You get those days of non-stop anxiety, pain, sadness, crying and in my case I was anxious about coming back to a house and town I hate and having to put up with anxiety and feeling anxious about someone very close to me and also being used by someone I love and being left forever in terms of intimacy by someone I also love so all that bottled up and if youâre like me, you vent to every possible friend you have (three, in my case) You tell them you gonna kill yourself, you cry a lot and itâs going on for say three or four days and then suddenly youâre okay. Nothing bothers you because youâve chronic feeling of emptiness but your friends (if they care enough) are stuck in the words you said, thinking that youâre going to kill yourself soon but youâre actually feeling quite okay with low-key suicidal thoughts..
you will drown yourself in the lies that come from their mouth and as soon as something doesnât add up, you will be convinced that you are the problem.
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Sometimes I get really insecure about what we are. What you think. I get scared that you changed your mind. But then I think of the moment we had together. The good memories we share. And a smile spreads over my face and I canât stop to have this feeling. And suddenly I wonder myself why I get so scared. Why I overthink this so much. But what if Iâm wrong thinking this and everything is actually worse than I imagine. I see both sides, but for some reason I canât seem to be able to pick one.
Why do I still fall for him, when he doesnât. It never feels like he wants me. Yet I love him so damn much. I miss him constantly. I make time for him. But he rarely makes time for me. But Iâm understanding. Iâll wait till for him. Iâll wait. I canât let him go. I love him so much. I need him. I donât want to let him go at all.