What inspired you to start making threads? I was here for your storytime threads before the conspiracy ones and your story telling ability with those and the conspiracies were unbeatable. The people who make threads nowadays seem to put no effort into it, no humor or excitement. I genuinely miss your threads so much :(
:’) thank u for putting up w my annoying ass this long honestly. I started making the story threads first in mid 2016 mostly just for my internet friends and the small amount of followers I had, and everyone really enjoyed them! most of the stories were humorous in the way that I told them but in the moment when they actually happened I was actually in the midst of dealing with emotional trauma and ptsd from being abused and manipulated by the people around me, but telling my stories online even knowing that only a couple people would read and enjoy and interact really helped me deal with a lot of the trauma surrounding them? if that makes sense, and there’s honestly nothing on earth I miss more than having that small outlet to express my feelings about things that have happened to me and being able to turn the sadness and anger into a funny enjoyable story. when I started, it was around the time of Zola’s famous story time thread and that inspired me A LOT because I was like holy fuck... this shit she went thru was so messed up but the way she told it was so entertaining.. I always thought she was such a brave woman to share a chaotic story like that and be unapologetically herself for thousands of people to see/read, and of course 2016 was nicolemilfies prime (rest in peace 🦋) and I loved her and her pop culture threads, and I always admired the way she drew people in when making them, that’s what I wanted to emulate, I wanted to be able to tell stories, whether it be the ones about my insane personal life or the conspiracy ones, even the “educational” ones in a way that would intrigue and excite the reader. I thought that anyone could really do that, and no shade to anybody, but a lot of the new thread accounts seem robotic. it’s not something you could sit down and read the passion in the writer’s words, and passion/interest cannot be faked no matter how hard you try and you can tell that in the threads I’ve made on the notgivenchyass account. my heart wasn’t in it, and you can clearly see that. I made the threads to help out a friend, but I didn’t really want to and they are honestly so embarrassing to me. about the end of 2017 is when I started losing the spark for writing, as my home life got worse and worse. I want that spark back so badly, and I know my followers want it to but it’s not something I can fake, or anyone for that matter. I don’t know if I’m meant to make threads anymore, I just know if an idea ever comes along that I can get truly passionate about I will take another shot at it. Idk I’m just rambling at this point but my tumblr isn’t poppin so I have room to ramble. I have plans for my old threads that’s in the works, but as for new threads I just don’t know how to spark my own interest and if I’m not putting my all into a thread, I dont want to do it. I don’t wanna be just another thread account, because I wasn’t and I’m not. but in conclusion, I see what you mean angel. thread accounts and threads themselves don’t hit like they used to, it’s all repeats of eachother and there’s no heart into it. I wish I could be the heart in it like I once was, but times have changed, situations have changed, I’ve changed so much and I’m grown now. I honestly don’t know if I have it in me anymore. but I never say never, so there could be threads from me in the future, you never know. just thank you endlessly for supporting me this long. I’ve met so many beautiful, wonderful people through twitter that I could never imagine my life without now, and it’s all thanks to people like you who have supported my dumb ass from day one. anyway this is ugly and rant-y I will shut up now but I just wanted to express everything that’s going on in my head <3
