Just me

Does anyone else hate how thye can feel like 2nd place even when they are not? Like the moment you step away and some new thing or person comes crashing in. You can respect all you want but no matter what you say or do...nothing gets through. Sometimes its just time to cut ties and break the fuck free.

You dont know what people go through. Why cant people just sit and listen. They can learn something one day instead of brushing others off.

No matter what you say or do...what the outcome is...is all up to you. If it is a good experience or if it is bad.

When you just want to please that one person..but they have no clue

When youre unsure on what you want in life. But you know you want a distraction. Maybe sex is a good distraction but also getting lost in your own mind.

I guess more or less that the way i am for being defensive is putting me back. But if a year is coming up that a tragedy came in my life. I wouldn't know how else to react. I have to pretend i am okay for work and people, but still be strong for my son. Going through motions for a whole year can take a toll. But not thinking about anything but when the anniversary is coming near....then it can hit you.