You want S.T.A.R.S.? I'll give you S.T.A.R.S.!

When you had taken a vacation to Seoul you didn't know what to expect. It definitely wasn't getting attacked by demons or that one of the three women who saved you would turn out to be your soulmate.

Once all the demons were defeated, Rumi had gone over to you, she kneeled in front of you. Once your eyes locked onto each other, her eyes widen and her breath hitched.

For the rest of your vacation you stayed with Rumi. Mira and Zoey adore you. In the short amount of time they had known you, they had became protective of you. They treated you like their sister.

When it was getting closer to when you had to go back home, you started to become extremely anxious. You couldn't stand the thought of leaving your soulmate.

Rumi could sense how anxious you had become. You were sitting on her bed. She frowned when you saw the sad look on your face. She hated seeing you upset.

"(Y/N)?" Rumi softly called out to you. She walked over to you, she sat down next to you. She gently took your hand in hers and intertwined her fingers with yours. "What's wrong?"

You looked down. "It's just..." You took a deep breath. "The closer it gets to when I have to head back home..." You look up at Rumi, looking into her beautiful eyes. "I don't want to leave you. You're my home now." You blushed.

Rumi smiled and blushed. "Aw, (Y/N). You're my home too." She let go on your hand and placed it on your cheek, cupping your cheek.

You smiled and leaned into her touch. "I actually thought of an idea." You held her hand that was cupping your cheek, you turned and placed a kiss on her palm.

Hearing that you thought of an idea peaked her interest. Any idea was a good one, she couldn't stand the thought of you having to leave.

"What is it, babe?" Rumi asked curiously.

You blushed. "I was thinking about quitting my job and having my stuff shipped here." You rubbed the back of your neck. "But only if you're okay-"

Rumi cut you off by pulling you into a loving kiss. It caught you off guard and caused you to fall back onto the bed with Rumi onto of you.

Where the two of you pulled away from the kiss, you blushed and looked up at her. "Is that a yes?"

Rumi smiled and chuckled. "You're adorable." She leaned forward, resting her forehead against yours. "I would love you to stay here with me. Of course it's a yes."

The darkness fades as you open your eyes. Looking around at your surroundings, you frown in confusion. The last thing you remembered was fighting Thanos.

You had been trying to get to where Natasha was, but that was when you had gotten a weird feeling in your chest, then everything went black. It felt like it was seconds ago. But there's no one around.

You start to panic and begin to frantically look around. "Natasha?! Wanda?! Anyone?!" Your breathing starts to become erratic.

"(Y/N)?!" Someone calls out to you. They finally come into view. Your eyes widen when you see Wanda.

Running over to her, you tackle your best friend in a tight hug. "Wanda, you're alright!"

"What happened?" Wanda asked, pulling away from the hug.

"I don't-"

Before you could finish your sentence that was when a portal opened and Doctor Strange walked out, telling you and Wanda to follow him.

xxxxx

After the long battle, you finally defeated Thanos. Once things had calmed down that's when Clint told you what happened to Natasha, how she sacrificed herself to bring everyone back.

Hearing that was like someone punched you in the chest then ripped your heart out and stomped on it. Right before the first battle with Thanos, you were about to tell Natasha how you felt. But now... now it was too late. She was gone.

At first your were just staring at the ground, breathing heavily. Then your knees gave out, you fell to the ground, crying. Both Wanda and Clint hugged you, trying their best to comfort you. But the only person you wanted was Natasha.

xxxxx

When Steve said he was going to return the stones, you offered to take the soul stone back to Vormir. At first Steve protested, but when he realized he wasn't going to win he stopped. You could be very stubborn when you wanted to.

But returning the soul stone was something you felt like you had to do. So traveling to Vormir is what you did.

As you made your way to Red Skull you could feel a heaviness in your chest the closer you got, you clenched the stone in your hand.

"Ah, someone has returned the soul stone." Red Skull said once you stood in front of him. He took the stone from you. "Now that the stone is back in my possession, I can bring back the one who sacrificed herself."

At hearing that your eyes widen in shock. "But how? I thought once someone sacrificed themselves for the soul stone it can't be undone."

Red Skull shook his head. "Whoever sacrificed themselves for the stone may be brought back should the stone be returned to me."

You had to stop yourself from getting too hopeful, you didn't want to get your hopes up to then suddenly be let down. That would just cause you so much more heartache than you're already dealing with. In the end if it didn't work, you're not sure if you could handle it.

You watched Red Skull carefully, waiting with bated breath. But once it was done and Natasha was standing right in front of you, you couldn't help but let out a sob.

You ran right into her, wrapping your arms around her tightly. Natasha was frozen in shock for a moment, once she realized what was happening she wrapped her arms around you, holding you close.

You pulled away slightly, looking at her. Your mouth opened and shut, unable to get the words you wanted to say to her out.

"Nat... I've been meaning to-" You were cut off when Natasha suddenly kissed you. Your eyes slowly fluttered shut as you kissed her back. Natasha didn't even hesitate to kiss you.

She had been waiting to do that for so long, then the blip happened and you were gone. Those 5 years of you being gone were hell for her, she kept thinking about the things she could've done to save you, all the things she wished she told you sooner.

Now that she was back, she wasn't going to waste any more time.

xxxxx

When you came back to the others with Natasha, to say everyone was in a state of shock was an understatement. There was a lot of hugging and a lot of tears.

Clint had hugged her so fast that he almost knocked her back from the force. Other than you he was dealing with what happened to Natasha extremely hard.

"It's so good to have you back, Natasha." Bruce said.

Natasha gave him a smile and a nod, she wrapped her arm around your waist, holding you close.

"We should all do something together. To celebrate Natasha being back." Bucky said.

Wanda shook her head, she crossed her arms over her chest. "I think that could wait, don't you?" She tilt her head to the side. "Let (Y/N) and Natasha spend some alone time together?" There was no way Wanda was going to let them interrupt your time with Natasha.

Seeing that caused you and Natasha to look at each other, chuckling.

xxxxx

You snuggle into Natasha's arms, resting your head on her chest. You let out a sigh in content as you listen to Natasha's heartbeat.

Natasha smiles, she runs her fingers through your hair. "I love you, moya lyubov’."

"I love you too, Nat." You blush and smiling, looking up at her.

"I've been thinking about something." Natasha says after a couple minutes of comfortable silence.

"What's that?" You smile up at her.

"I've been thinking about retiring as an Avenger." She smiles.

You sit up. "Nat... are you serious?" You're in complete shock.

Natasha nods, leaning in to kiss you gently. "I think it's time I start doing things that make me happy, and not focusing on the red in my ledger. Plus I want to spend time with you. We lost 5 years... I don't want to waste any more time."

You start to tear up and you move forward, straddling her hips. You lean down, kissing her lovingly. Natasha smiles into the kiss, she cupped your cheek with one hand, pulling you even closer, deepening the kiss.