JILICIOUS JOURNEY

🕊 it’s a time of liberation. of reclaiming while shedding. of stepping into power and becoming weak. true vulnerability allowing for the into me see intimacy with life. the messy arrival in the pristine feminine embodiment. a moment to leave behind everything that is less than divine while welcoming with compassion all aspects of your humanness. loving and holding and embracing whatever needs your attention so desperately, holding the wounded self to return to wholeness. it’s the time to reframe creation. becoming bold in your beingness and standing in your truth - while questioning the beliefs and narratives that have been shaping your reality. it’s time to close your eyes to what was known, trusting the unseen and transmuting the shadows that darkened your lens. awakening to a brighter view, a clearer you, a more aligned expression of your divine blueprint in the beautiful human being that your soul has chosen for this very potent time on the planet. grounding into the knowing that you came here to be part of the ground crew. that your roots are reaching deep down into the earth and far out into the cosmos. we are clearing and cleansing the trauma through our bodies, we are preparing the space for the next chapters of our collective story, no longer letting his-story define the now moment by choosing higher perspectives on our past. leaving illusionary security behind to teach the inner child that it truly is safe in every now moment. allow the bright leo sun to enter your being, roar and play and indulge like the lion. passion and pleasure being your guide through this season. it’s time to breathe into your heart, to allow the density to be purged, to return to center - the place where to whole universe dwells. the place where we truly are one. the place outside of time and space. just you, just me, just the eternal I AM. individually expressed divinity. let go of these chains, break free from those ties. you chose to forget - and now it’s time to remember. question what you believe to be true so you can anchor in the knowing. you are so needed. you are so guided. you are so loved. love itself, life itself. life loving itself. 🤍 https://www.instagram.com/p/CDPHr3Zooiv/?igshid=15g39olfdkgme

𝚊𝚗𝚣𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚎 • we are experiencing another big wave of shadow triggering energy right now. with today being the ‘day out of time’ between the end and the beginning of two galactic years it’s a day of purification, of purging, of dying, of releasing the old and making space for the new - which is in truth only a transmuting of the shadows into the light, of alchemizing lower vibrational aspects into higher alignment with our truth. the current energies are stirring deep within us. you might notice old patterns resurfacing and different physical symptoms that are accompanying this shedding phase. welcome it all with unconditional acceptance. witness through a lens formed by the deep knowing that everything is divine, everything is God in disguise. and anything that is asking for your attention is just waiting for you to embrace it with the love it didn’t receive, with the love that it fears not to be worthy of. when a shadow aspect is being revealed to us we often react with neglect. we don’t want to identify with these parts as we painfully experienced blame or abuse about it in the past. we learned that this behavior or pattern is not being met with acceptance so we try to hide it and push it down. don’t react with the same control or judgment towards yourself. this - as challenging as it can be - is your call to step up and go for a higher choice. welcoming anything coming up with love instantly creates a space for integration and transformation. you are a divine being. you are God’s creation. there is meaning in these moments of despair. there is a message in this mess. a purpose in your pain. don’t deny yourself the gift of unconditional love - consciously choose it. take the risk of owning all that you are. own what is being revealed to you. go for compassion this time. soften where it is painful, lean into the parts that are so very scared, melt into the emotions that are coming up. it is safe to feel. it is safe to be you in all your colors. it is safe to listen to the voices that were shut down. it is safe to love and be loved ♥️ #dayoutoftime #shadowwork #properintegration // sustainable look via @zalando #getthelook https://www.instagram.com/p/CDDvy9ZoxV3/?igshid=cz3purgw758u

one year ago I was stuck in bed with severe lyme disease symptoms after an insect bite. even in the beginning of that chapter i felt deep down that this would be an initiation, i chose to perceive it as a gift - still allowing for fear and despair to be present - but not allowing my mind to create a victim story. looking back it was truly one of the greatest gifts, as it allowed for a deep internal process, for proper integration after several plant medicine retreats as exhaustion, pain and brain fog forced me to rest. it offered the opportunity to review and update my beliefs around health / boundaries / self care... and i experienced another level of awakening as i detached from certain roles and touched nothingness. WHO ARE YOU WHEN YOU CAN‘T SERVE? can’t work, can’t give? what is left when all you do is rest? can you love yourself in great physical discomfort, complete non productivity and physical changes? can you allow the structures to collapse to untether and feel and release? can you honor your truth even when everyone tells you it’s the wrong path? it was another call to surrender which i resisted for a while - but the more i gave in, the more i allowed myself to dive deep into myself, the more magic was enabled... ✨ there is so much power in choosing a higher perspective on anything that comes your way. i choose to not perceive anything as „an enemy“, i choose to perceive myself as a powerful divine being incarnated into human form, i choose to perceive my vessel as a manifestation of my soul, physical dis-ease as an outer reflection of inner blockages and any symptoms as messages from this highly intelligent super computer. instead of trying to find solutions with the mind i reconnected to my intuition to guide the way. any health issues can birth the healer in you. any challenge can guide you back to your place of power. any obstacle can allow you to reconsider your path and move with greater alignment. any crisis can be the greatest catalyst ⚡️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CCvKCnKI3xo/?igshid=1pj850wufkpwj

with all the change taking place and this intense energy wave right now, allow yourself to explore where it gets challenging 🌪 let life navigate you to those areas that cause resistance to come up. dare to to move in the direction of fear and see what awaits you there. don’t fall into the trap of those demons whispering, trying to convince you that this isn’t safe. seducing you to stay in the dark, stay confined, stay dependent - to stick to what is known and familiar. welcome them lovingly, understanding that anything „evil“ or „dark“ is only scared that it can’t or won’t be loved. RESPONDING WITH NOTHING BUT LOVE is your superpower. identify the programs that have been running in your mind - observe what reality you are attracting as anything that shows up in your field is a vibrational match to something inside of you. take full responsibility to what pops up in your experience and then consciously decide to let go of the programming related to whatever is keeping you in the 3D game of separation, blame, destruction, me vs. them,... yes it can feel like a death inside as you are leaving the old you behind. allow yourself to bleed, to grieve, to release those painful emotions... allow that identity to crumble - open up to more of who you are and allow the universe to surprise you with what’s meant for you... this is not the time to hold on to plans or try to control the narrative. take that leap of faith into wonder, allowing mystery to make love to your now moment ✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CCtc6GgId_-/?igshid=17s076d8whzq

dancing with the bliss, the love, the pain, the tears, the struggle, the ecstasy, the relief... ✨ allowing darkness and light. melting into nothingness with the stillness and diving deep with every wave that comes. crashing, burning, collapsing. returning to neutral, sinking into the ever present peace within. a dance of paradoxes, forever merging, colliding, unfolding. remembering while daring to unlearn, shedding while becoming more of me. exploring the mystery of existence with childlike wonder, curiously journeying. getting oh so invested and identified with the human experience as it allows for deep healing and release to take place.. and then rising above, expanding, connecting the dots - only to understand more of what will be never understood. transmuting the density to clear the distortion. going blind to see clearer. sinking to the bottom to recollect the pieces that drowned. getting lost to rediscover. in love with the heights, not scared of the lows. unifying. allowing. unconditionally loving it all. the strongest medicine of all. eternal impermanence. source discovering itself. what a ride. what a fucking ride ♥️ grinningly closing my eyes, biting my lip, whispering THANK YOU and allowing the rush of divine love to flood my every cell 🔥 #spiritualawakening #divinelove #ascension #shadowwork #lightbeings https://www.instagram.com/p/CCqXnthouUz/?igshid=1u5aaa4qefhmj

𝚊𝚗𝚣𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚎 • you probably all know by now that „integration“ is one of my favorite topics to share about, if not the important message i want to share with my work. for me this touches many different aspects. the word came up a lot in connection to my retreats / plant medicine experience - highlighting the importance of integrating the experiences and insights you have during ceremonies / healing sessions into every day life. it’s about taking TIME to allow the physical, emotional and energetic release to take place and the mental programming to recalibrate. making space for stillness and rest after any kind of intense experience is so incredibly important (whether planned like a breathwork session or a retreat or something like a deep discussion with a friend or a challenging situation) - we are always in some kind of process and often we are not even aware of it. rushing from one thing to the next takes away the magic of true completion. integration for me really means bringing awareness to everything that was suppressed, rejected and neglected in the past and therefore became a „shadow“. something we are no longer identifying with or not aware of that still lives inside of us. shine light into the dark places, allowing for the emotional charge to be released and then welcoming the part back in with acceptance and compassion. they can be triggered in many ways - anything that upsets you in someone else can lead you to things you suppress within, but also anything that you glorify or envy in another as these shadow aspects can be all kinds of things. it’s truly about owning ALL parts of you. allowing yourself to see and accept all that you are without trying to fit into a certain image. often this can be very confronting as you have to deconstruct the identity and let go of who you thought yourself to be in order to expand your awareness. it’s about letting go of the ego narrative. unification doesn’t happen over night - it’s rather like an onion. work with what is present right now - allow this intense time that we are collectively experiencing to trigger you... part II coming ♥️ #shadowwork // sustainable look via @zalando #getthelook https://www.instagram.com/p/CCnjs4Wod2B/?igshid=1cr47ywhxx9pq

✨ we are so much more than what we can perceive in this human realm... this human you is just one manifestation of your soul - but there is so much that you can’t perceive with our limited human senses. as time is not linear, all the other incarnations and versions of you exist simultaneously... each one gathering experiences for the whole through this one specific lens, from one unique angle. all incarnations and higher dimensional parts of you are connected... and on this spiritual awakening journey it is possible to explore the other realms you are playing in in the eternal now. what you are experiencing in this lifetime is affecting all other parts of your soul. it’s all connected - all affecting your divine expression. trust your path, trust the signs you are seeing and the messages you are receiving. trust what you have put on the plan, on your cosmic to do list for this experience on earth. it’s all serving a purpose. thank you for choosing everything that you went through - for it allowed you to be broken and shattered and split open so that the light can shine through. thank you for choosing to come here for this pivotal moment of humanity. to assist the ascension process, to raise the vibration on this planet and support your cosmic brothers and sisters in awakening, remembering, shedding, healing. never underestimate the role you play for the whole, never forget your vibration is your service to the whole. this is about YOU. about your divine remembrance, about remembering your soul blueprint and bringing so much light here through YOUR enjoyment, passion, pleasure and returning to love. throughout my journey i have been opening up my perception more and more, reconnecting, remembering - and yet it’s still just a tiny glimpse into the multidimensional reality of what i am. through channelings i learned about my cosmic roots, my cosmic family. i have strong arcturian and andromedan support, spent time on sirius and had lyran beings with me to support me in the most challenging moments of this lifetime 🦁 what a pleasure to capture my pleiadian starseed energy... thank you @lindaboese for this beautiful experience 👽 I LOVE YOU! https://www.instagram.com/p/CCl6z_mIXqw/?igshid=n1pc7r32o0l3

your experience of life is not determined by what you „deserve“ - but by what you believe to be possible, by the perspective you choose, by your vibration, by your level of surrender, acceptance and presence. 🦋 if you find your mind coming online to deconstruct your joy and contentment, just observe. listen, validate, hold space for what it’s communicating. allow old pain to surface so the old restrictions, limitations and boundaries can melt. sit with the resistance that’s arising, sit with the pain and the fear, let them guide you to where you are holding on to the illusion of separation. let it bleed, let it flow. release is taking place when you give it all space. when you stop suppressing and pushing down - and no longer react out of those fears. you were taught that love is conditional and happiness comes with a price. you were conditioned to feel unworthy and undeserving - never good enough. the mind adapts to this to keep you „safe“. but now is truly the time that we return to the truth. that we remember our true origin, true nature and true birthright as divine beings in human form. the choice is yours, no one can do it for you. it’s on you to decide to experience unconditional love. it’s on you to decide to no longer identify with the voices in the mind but fully give yourself to the present moment. it’s on you to decide to experience all the goodness this beautiful human experience has to offer. it’s on you to decide to deconstruct the program you were made to run on. it’s on you to decide to follow your soul‘s callings. stillness in the mind is what awaits you. pure peace can be found underneath any human experience. an infinite supply of ecstasy in your cells. life loving you unconditionally. the universe experiencing itself through you. a fractal of divinity. love making love to love. 👁 https://www.instagram.com/p/CCigTXToX19/?igshid=1gng4quriu78

one thing that has been a golden key on this journey was to love every phase. to be fully present with every experience. to allow myself to become intimate with the suffering and struggle as much as the ecstasy and bliss. it takes courage to surrender completely - or life takes you to those places where you simply have no choice but to collapse and fully give yourself to the moment. every situation serves a purpose, life continues to take you where you need to be and it all unfolds in divine timing. the more we trust this the more we can begin to let go of the need to control and direct life from the mind. the more i arrive in every moment with devotion and presence the more i can feel and taste life in whatever way it is showing up. deconstructing the narratives in the mind offer the gift of just experiencing the different appearances, not clinging to anything but also not resisting it. that intimacy with every moment offers the potential of more and more sophisticated levels of bliss as the vibration is rising. loving what is sounds so simple, maybe too simple as the mind can’t take that answer for all its complicated questions. but your soul knows, we are all remembering, we are returning to love. // in awe with how life has been guiding me through these past few months and this love story that’s been unfolding. magical animal encounters, tons of synchronicities, visions and divine channeled guidance gently inviting me to explore beyond the edges of my safe zones... i continue to surrender, continue to embrace the shifts and transitions, continue to be as intimate as i can with the now. allowing it to challenge me, touch me, penetrate me ♥️ allowing love to make me vulnerable, exposed, raw, naked 🦋 a delicate dance with the unknown, the mystery of life. https://www.instagram.com/p/CCdZoMXovAL/?igshid=2b03zgah6avd

can’t contain my curiosity and excitement for this next chapter of my journey. closing my eyes, feeling the ecstatic flow of energy in my entire body, smiling at the part that tries to rationalize and resist, knowing it’s only fear. oh how many reasons it can find to stop me from making this jump, constructing stories to close my blossoming heart. and yet i know. i’ve seen the visions. i’ve felt the rushes of divine knowing, divine bliss, divine guidance. i listen to the calling. i trust the signs. i take the risk to be touched by love in all the vulnerable places. surrendering to the teaching. i know this is bigger than what could be perceived on surface. i know there is a deeper meaning in this story unfolding. how grateful i am for all the sweet support i have been receiving from my closest circle. what you feed becomes your reality. there was a belief conditioned by past experiences that allowing love means destroying something else. that it doesn’t come without a price, sacrifices, pain. and so i’m rewriting the narratives. teaching myself that it is safe to open up to this kind of love. in the end it’s the strongest medicine of all and you know i’m all for confronting my fears, demons & shadows. another initiation waiting for me. an opening nothing else could cause. ready for the magic of surrendering to what scares me ✨ ready to experience this story my soul is yearning to tell ♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CCa96Pdqt_C/?igshid=7zqwfmu5nr1t

the eclipse season is coming to completion today with a powerful capricorn lunar eclipse 🔥 so grateful for these intense weeks with so much service pouring out from my heart. grateful for 2 magical retreats in france, my first two 1on1 ceremonies and the wonderful VISION DAY with @alisa_reimer last week in Berlin. grateful for this opening after time of internal work and shedding in the months before, grateful to share the medicine I have been alchemizing within, for seeing how much I was able to integrate within and how certain keys I discovered in hours of solitude, divine communion and shadow work were exactly what was needed for individuals I got to journey with. grateful for roaming between so many different worlds right now, for reconnecting with friends I missed for long, for building and burning bridges, for exploring love and choosing to surrender to a calling in my heart. grateful for trust in my soul’s vision even if that means jumping into the unknown. grateful for how confronting true intimacy is and for allowing that to be the ultimate medicine. I am grateful for deepening connections and immersing myself in cocreated healing spaces. grateful for clarity emerging around boundaries and continuously shining light into shadows to transmute them. grateful for everything I have learned during this time, everything I was able to release and everything that has entered my human experience. more freedom as I’m transmuting boundaries, more enchantment as I’m daring to share from the heart. grateful for the healing I got to witness and hold space for, grateful for experiencing the magic enabled by unconditional love. I’m grateful for the first tastes of summer, the overcoming limitations and owning my space. grateful for this dance of becoming whole as Jil and continuously dissolving all she is. claiming back lost aspects and welcoming back more and more of me - while letting go the constructs and identifications I thought to be. this seeming paradox of becoming somebody and being nobody - resulting in the most peaceful and present and free and blissful and intimate experience of life I ever had 🕊 #eclipseseason https://www.instagram.com/p/CCQbx2kIcXh/?igshid=8mgw6o9tp05

so much is changing 🌪🌪🌪 when it feels like you’re falling apart remember that you are shedding and it’s just growing pains 💥 whatever is crumbling is no longer meant to be. breathe, surrender. trust that you are collapsing into a greater version of yourself. stop trying to hold onto something that’s no longer serving you. stop trying to function with an old software. stop trying to keep it together - this is perfectly aligned with what’s on the plan for you. let go... trust what you are becoming. observe how the mind tries to hold you back, tries to deconstruct the beauty that you feel is emerging... tries to get in the way of your path beyond its confinements. observe all the limiting beliefs that are coming up, all the conditioning and programming. witness the parts that are resisting these upgrades. hold space for the old terror that is surfacing as you are taking these leaps. fall, crash, burn. you are safe in all of this, you are safe to die and be reborn. embrace this unknown territory within. embrace the anxiety that comes up as you stretch further than you ever dared to. however your journey is unfolding right now with these very intense current energies - give yourself to this moment fully. even if that means accepting the fact that you feel completely disconnected from yourself. even if that means sitting with great discomfort and despair. the more time you give yourself to honor these feelings and states while not identifying with them the sooner they’ll be transmuted. you are not broken, you are breaking like dawn ♥️ // wearing @merijula ✌🏽 https://www.instagram.com/p/CB01iclKsyJ/?igshid=3srpunox73n

it‘s been a lot. it’s been challenging, shattering, confronting. remember to take moments to breathe, to reconnect, to feel into your heart and practice gratitude. be willing to embrace and surrender to what’s present but also choose to let go when the moment is there. your willingness is required to make space for and integrate these higher energies that are arriving here these days. what awaits you is pure magic ✨ try to not overly identify with what’s arising, it’s the old programming, the old ways of reacting, the conditioning of the past that we can finally detach from. your moments of stillness, your words of kindness to yourself (first and foremost) and to the ones around you and your surrender from what’s comfortable and known allow for expansion and remembrance. the deepest part of you knows. your soul is waiting for your YES to guide you. pray, meditate and breathe. drown in the waves, feel, sit with your emotions. and then rest to allow for alignment and recalibration. it’s the same protocol over and over again. your suffering serves a purpose as pain is what thins the veil of the illusion of suffering. try to not take it all so seriously. easier said than done, i know. especially when the most brutal self sabotage and limiting beliefs come up... but trust this beautiful process, trust the healing that is taking place even if you’re not aware of it. your mind is purging, let it go wild with all its insanity. don’t believe any of it but don’t suppress or try to speed up this process. it’s all unfolding in divine timing. become the witness and watch it become more and more silent the less you cling and hold on to anything. open your heart whenever you can to receive the blessings of this time. we are dissolving the separation. the ego resists and fights to „stay safe“. dissolving the boundaries and limitations makes you vulnerable and in embracing those sensitive and innocents parts of you that are being exposed lies the potential of unification. let go of the illusion of protection. we are returning home and it’s the safest place ever. i am sending you all so much love ♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CA7ZKF7qGs5/?igshid=1m5bp8vfvcn4z

Menstrual Hygiene Day 🩸 Never thought I‘d upload a picture with blood on my face and many of you are probably thinking wtf Jil. But let me explain... because this is actually something I am very passionate about. As many of you know I struggled with Amenorrhea and didn’t get my period for over 3 years. This healing journey has been such a blessing and completely shifted the way I understand and relate to my cycle 🥀 I tried many different things along the way but ultimately it was all about healing the relationship to my femininity. Due to abuse / sexual trauma and subconsciously rejecting aspects of being a woman no supplement or diet change was the true answer - but facing the pain of the past and allowing for a reconciliation with the parts that were bruised. There is no one-fits-all solution to menstrual issues - what truly allowed this healing process to unfold was making my body feel safe again, allowing it to go through changes, transmuting shame & guilt and unblock whatever was in the way of fully arriving in myself as a woman. I have been celebrating every period since the first bleed back in fall but especially my last two periods were such a beyond magical experience for me. Now I truly treasure my womb and the miracle of menstruation, enjoying the time in the “red tent” with ritual and deep communion with this sacred part of my body. It’s a time of release and shedding not only on a physical level and truly such a sacred experience when we open up to it 🥀 Therefore I’m more than happy and proud to use this day to speak up about menstruation and support the #stream4water livestream special by @vivaconagua (join me 12:30pm). It hurts my heart to think about how many women suffer with pain & shame because of their menstruation or even experience discrimination. Let’s bring light into this heavily shadowed topic ♥️ #itstimeforaction #wombmagic #mhday2020 #menstruation #redtent #femalecycle #moontime #wombhealing https://www.instagram.com/p/CAuerjbKlsO/?igshid=19uivvv0hqpq9

I‘m holding you in wholeness. I‘m honoring your fear, your pain, your anger, your despair. I‘m present with you for whatever is coming up these days. I‘m envisioning a safe container for everyone, holding space for this collective ceremony like so many beings around the globe. We‘ve got this! ♥️ Yes it might be scary that you suddenly have to face your demons and deepest fears. That our sense of security and personal freedom is being taken away. Trust. Let this guide you to your inner intelligence, to true inner freedom and security that is not depending on anything else. What is blocking this inner peace? What outer circumstances have been patching the core issues? What stories have you been telling yourself that are now falling apart? Let go. It’s time that we all let go and integrate the shadows. The darkness is being brought to the light. A tremendous amount of trauma and karmic wounding is coming up to be cleared. What is happening IS all in divine alignment. Everything is collapsing for us to birth a new reality. Systems are crashing so that new earth can emerge. The shift is here! We have been talking about ascension for so long - this is one of the divine catalysts. This truly is a healing process for us all. It might be hard to believe but you came here knowing you would be part of this. There is no coincidence that you are here right now. Thank you for showing up, thank you for your courage, thank you for doing the work 🙏🏽 Spring equinox supporting this process of rebirth and rebalancing. Stay centered, ground yourself, connect to your heart ♥️ Let’s nourish the frequency of this all working out best case scenario ✨ What are positive outcomes you already see unfolding? What are you grateful for right now in this situation? #ascension #spiritualawakening #newearth #shadowwork #corona https://www.instagram.com/p/B99TwTao4vv/?igshid=1l635i2eplv9s

We are collectively purging so much fear and terror with this virus situation and to me it seems like a big global CEREMONY. So I can’t help but be excited as accompanying and facilitating deep transformations is what I deeply love 💥🔥⚡️🌪 Let’s allow this crisis to be the epic catalyst it can be. It is already happening!! We are preparing for a massive shift on this planet and this is just one very aligned phase of it all. This week the sun is in the gate of crisis - which is also connected to COMPASSION. These turbulences are a call for humanity and empathy. And it always starts within! 👁 Look at what is truly being triggered by this fear around? Where are you blocking harmony, freedom, safety and peace in your life? If our structures and systems are collapsing we get the chance to reflect on why we are relying on those for fake security? How can we harmonize and unify our being to create unity in the world? It’s all about healing that inner fragmentation. Recollecting the suppressed aspects. Integrating the shadows we neglected for so long. Allowing for emotions to come up to be transmuted. BUT NOT GETTING TRAPPED IN THE LOWER VIBRATIONAL ENERGY. Anchor yourself in your heart, root yourself in Gaia’s core and nurture a higher perspective on the current events. THIS JUST AS ANYTHING IS HAPPENING FOR US. We are not the victims of this situation. In fact we came here to be part of it and do what is needed to clean up this human mess and redefine HUMANNESS. There is this post ceremony bliss... a deeper level of peace and equilibrium and love after doing that deep inner work - I promise it is on the way. But let’s get our hands dirty first and really use the potential of this moment. #energyupdate #globalceremony #spiritualawakening #shadowwork #coronavirus #lightworker https://www.instagram.com/p/B9r0QZhIolA/?igshid=dhpanmc1kgn8

... and just like nature is coming back to life there are flowers blossoming even in the places I thought to be forever dead 🌸 My heart opening and expanding and vibrating and overflowing, pouring love into every corner of my being... Radical acceptance nourished my healing - and as the effects of the deep inner work are becoming so apparent everywhere I turn I can’t fully grasp it and it’s deepening the gratitude I feel times 1000. Taking responsibility for it all, releasing, forgiving, crying, screaming, really being willing to own that darkness and changing the perspective on the past. No band aid but true healing. And here I am with even more aspects merging back with my being, even more pieces integrated and stories untethered. One of my darkest patterns was that I didn’t really believe true healing to be possible for me. But oh it so is, of course it is. And every little part of jils journey makes perfect sense now... This human experience is turning into a fairytale right now as I have been letting go of the subconscious belief that it will always be challenging for me. Existence itself is the biggest miracle and as we return to simply observing and experiencing it we start to nourish the bliss that grows from aligning with the divine play. Intimately in love with being human, yet remaining innocently untouched ♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B9pXJ-zIQFj/?igshid=w42d22315vvs