Le Journal de Vee

Salt

Heavy air

Sound

White waves

Sweeping tides against a forgiving shoreline under a sky that dances with its soft mirror below

— Victoria Erickson

나는 눈물을 참으려고 노력하고 있다 (I'm trying to hold back my tears)

숨쉬기가 힘들다 (it is hard to breathe)

나는 간신히 똑바로 설 수 없다 (I can’t barely stand up straight)

"괜찮아, 괜찮아" (it’s okay, it’s okay)

“힘내요” (cheer up)

"다 괜찮질 거야" (everything will be okay)

“…전부다” (…everything)

근데..... (but)

만약 내가 버틸 수 없다면, 어떡해 (what if I can’t hold on)

만약 내가 더 이상 생존할 수 없다면, 어떡해 (what if I can’t survive anymore)

I ain’t got nothing left to lose,

Nothing can hurt me anymore,

My life is nothing but comedy

When I hug him,

I feel his warm body,

I can hear his heartbeat,

Since then,

His life means a lot to me,

He means a lot to me

he learnt my secrets,

scars,

bruises,

flaws,

Demain, dès l’aube, à l’heure où blanchit la campagne,

Je partirai. Vois-tu, je sais que tu m’attends.

J’irai par la forêt, j’irai par la montagne.

Je ne puis demeurer loin de toi plus longtemps.

Je marcherai les yeux fixés sur mes pensées,

Sans rien voir au dehors, sans entendre aucun bruit,

Seul, inconnu, le dos courbé, les mains croisées,

Triste, et le jour pour moi sera comme la nuit.

Je ne regarderai ni l’or du soir qui tombe,

Ni les voiles au loin descendant vers Harfleur,

Et, quand j’arriverai, je mettrai sur ta tombe

Un bouquet de houx vert et de bruyère en fleur.

Tomorrow at Dawn

Tomorrow, at dawn, when the countryside brightens,

I will depart. You see, I know that you wait for me.

I will go through the wood, I will go past the mountains.

I cannot remain far from you any longer.

I will walk, eyes set upon my thoughts,

Seeing nothing around me and hearing no sound,

Alone, unknown, back bent, hands crossed,

Sorrowful, and for me, day will be as night.

I will not watch the evening gold fall,

Nor the distant sails going down to Harfleur,

And, when I arrive, I will put on your grave

A bouquet of green holly and heather in bloom.

When I look into your eyes

A soulmate who wasn't meant to be

Stranger, who knows all my secrets

Can pull me apart and break my heart

A soulmate who wasn't meant to be

Hello June

Welcome Summer 🌞🍃

“The saddest thing is when you are feeling real down, you look around and realize that there is no shoulder for you.”