jibu.

So I'm really poorly, and getting worse every day, in fact av had the fucking flu for 3 and a half weeks now and have made it to the point where I cough so much I puke 🤢 I haven't slept properly in ages so am sat cheering myself up and looking back at what was without a doubt a pivotal turning point in my life and the best day of 2018, if not my 26 years of existence so far. 😍😍😍 I never would have thought the stage was for me or that performing was something I could even do, but BITCH!!! I was fucking born for it! https://www.instagram.com/p/Brv1cK2FeCV1Em4CpYyBknsOxLH3lt0jVHELGg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lmzs8mtupuwr

There's more of gravy than of grave about you!!!!! https://www.instagram.com/p/BrqrITLF6CBlotUwl62kI9VTAbfuo5-EXWe37w0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=asz8t4ac8lbk

Fortunes told....ten euro (at Christmas at the Spiegeltent) https://www.instagram.com/p/BroGbpjFAoFMAJOOPkC9DnRCFqJDjMVfjGt7tU0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1owbfgdzlumh4

So I still feel like I'm dying, but I had such an amazing night with this beautiful in every single way human. 😍😍😍💛 @ryanbaylis gotta say the highlight of the whole evening was you coming back to bed at 7am still in a ball gown #shesclassy (at Christmas at the Spiegeltent) https://www.instagram.com/p/BroF7rKlZRvaxip2dLj7c_Iv7erEJ3pjLO-5vw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11nq8astecofl

He's my big bad handsome man. 😍😍😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/BrdoO1-FEII0Pb2BpTgchOOneewFdgxxe73Fwc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qp99z45psjlo

I've missed my little boy while I've been away, I bought him a fancy bow tie to wear from NY, he's already spilt his dinner down it. https://www.instagram.com/p/BrLHLThlSaH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=s6e9gqozuhp6

My tribe, my life changers and savers, my misfits, my idols, my loves. https://www.instagram.com/p/BrK9b2dl0tH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17vxq0ulz4ed1

It's showtime. 😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/BrK9SkaFj7Y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qc6fqze0ox9t

Got off a plane this morning. Power nap. Got on stage this evening. #myanacondadont #rockandroll #ellieetoilesburlesque #burlesque https://www.instagram.com/p/BrJG-tPlBEZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2fj707cb4yl2

Sad to be leaving New York and heading home but I am overjoyed with the highlight of my time here, meeting the most amazing person who has been in my life for ten years. I will be smiling for a long time now 😊😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/BrGa09HFmQG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wd47hfcr31l

After all these years ❤️ I have had the most amazing time finally meeting my beautiful American girl @rachelley.hill and her beautiful girl Tiana, and I cannot thank you enough for your hospitality, I can't put into words how amazing it is to have finally met you. ❤️😍😘 #travis (at Stamford, Connecticut) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrEvFixlsjU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ifsmw0gjej5s

I am beyond excited to catch this train 😍😍😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/BrEIOjGl2DM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=an1ai8wg020a

Stunner of a skyline, really enjoyed my own company today. (at One World Trade Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrD71k2FAbq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gig2rt1t0med

Making new friends everywhere I go. 🐾 (at Pamper Ur Pets) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrD0WtRFHXZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=twz4vx1ssarq

Big love for this piece. https://www.instagram.com/p/BrAtS2Xlz-J/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=pmk2ditrpbjz

One hundred live and die. - Bruce Nauman at the MoMA. 😍 (at MoMA The Museum of Modern Art) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrAtI3IlF8B/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xt8kbqu6s4b8