Jibrail Khan

| I haven't lost yet |

I intended and I tried I failed and I cried Instead of consoling you have giggled Tales of my failure everywhere jiggled

My failure does not define my potential destination Your words are nothing but a big demotivation You only want to bring me down Your evilness is making you a clown

For me, Failure is like summer I may dislike it but it strengthens my ability For me, Success is like winter I may like it but it weakens my adaptability

Success is not measured by just winning It has more to do with vision and willing I don't give up yet and I will come back stronger I will achieve all my goals and I will rule a little longer

When everything around you seems dark and you feel lost, all you need to do is to stop seeing good around you and start feeling the truth around you. Being lost doesn't always mean things falling apart. You must stop waiting & wasting your time for the rays to come and bring brightness in your life, waiting for brightness will only give you overthinking, negativity and anxiety. Sometimes it's better to come out of the cave which you have built in your mind and analyse what have you done, figure out how to survive, feel what have you taken for granted and make yourself familiar with the circumstances. All these tragedies and failures are the opportunity to evolve yourself, to improvise yourself, to make yourself a priority, to re-establish yourself and to prepare yourself for a bigger journey and greater outcome.

| Tyrant & Injustice |

Dessent is not sedition Protest is not a violation Humanity is not an affliction Justice is not diversion

You're shedding the blood of innocent like a river Talking about justice as if you are a believer In the name of religion, you are spreading hatred Brainwashing people and acting like a sacred

Threats and abuses are the new way of patriotism Lynching & Rapes are common in this fascism Media is irresponsible and reporting bias Worshipping money and spreading lies

Tears of those mothers won't go in vain You will be punished full of pain Your ambition has made you blind Now you have become a devil of mankind

History is the witness, that no tyrant has succeeded The world has seen calmness, right after the tyrant has beheaded

| An Evening in the Graveyard |

A place surrounded by people but still silence A place surrounded by people but still empty A convergence of Past & Present Waves of sweet memories & painful ends Where emotions flow and rectify the hearts This equalizer place is Graveyard

I realised that tomorrow's roof is today's ground We should be grateful for what we have around The river is our aboveground life The ocean is our underground life So show some kindness as we came with nothing Embrace loneliness as we will go with nothing

When I looked at the withered flowers on the grave It made me cry because as time goes by nobody crave I felt the most alive and prayed with sincerity The world is the delusion and death is reality

| You Were Not Unfaithful |

My love is not regretful Your compulsion was disgraceful Yes, a broken heart is always painful But you were not unfaithful

It's been years that we are apart The roots are still connected from past The memories are so deep that I am lost Don't know why I often fall on your thought

My life got changed since you met But my story remains incomplete I have no complaints from my life All I pray is that you stand beside

I miss you every single day and night I have a sorrow that puts me in a fright I miss your voice and smile I crave to see you everytime I miss your fragrance and presence I couldn't forget your last sentence...

You stopped talking to me You changed the path You broke the promises But you were not Unfaithful I know you have hidden something I will live with my broken heart And I will bear each and every slander

| Why Do You Want fall In Love? |

Love is not what it looks like, Love is not what it feels like Love is not as beautiful as Moonbeam, Love is not as peaceful as Morning Melody

Love is walking in thorns, Love is burning in Flame, Love is merciless, Love is restless Love is not easy.. Love is not easy..

Today love is nothing more than a feeling of exchange When they find someone better than you they will change The custom of this world is untruthful and strange

Love has broken many hearts and ruined many dreams It will give you loneliness, sadness and take your self-esteem This world will never understand your uneasiness And your pain will be unbearable and night sleepless

You will be holding back your tears You will have many unknown fears There won't be any destinations and your life will be a curse Eventually, everything will be finished and you will get worse

You will get a treasure of gloominess And attend the funeral of happiness You won't even have a glimpse of serendipity And it will steal your tranquillity and serenity

| The last of the stars - SHAH RUKH KHAN |

The Myth, The King, The Legend Shah Rukh Khan

With each film, I have been falling more and more With each role, you have been mesmerizing me more and more

Your charm and witty, Your charismatic personality and versatility, Your sense of humour and energy, They are all just unmatchable and rare existence qualities…

The most popular movie star in the world The active philanthropist tag he has earned The greatest influencer personality arise And the humblest women saviour alive

Your philosophy, your teaching Only positive rays towards us reaching You greatly inspired the young mind You are a rare gift to the whole of mankind

Over the years, you have made India proud, But a few narrow-minded people have, Patriotism doubt… Across the globe, you have made Indian cinema well-known, Given colours to many people live and make them your own…

| Your Eyes |

I got to know about God’s ability when I saw your eyes I got to know about the blessing of self-destruction when I saw your eyes I got to know what inspires a poet to write when I saw your eyes

Your eyes are more beautiful than the Queen of Butterfly Your eyes are rarer than the snowflake in the wintertime Your eyes stole more heart than flying autumn leaves Your eyes are more jaw-dropping than the view of the sun going down Your eyes are more thriller than a mystery novel that builds suspense Your eyes are more peaceful than the long moonlit night

The shadow of the eyelashes on your face is like the sight of a rainbow on Rainy day The black collyrium at the boundary is like a lamp burns regardless in the darkness The innocent upper curve eyelid is like a crescent beach in the glittering night

I know it is not less than sweet suicide But I wish to sit in front and look into your eyes Staring unblinkingly and never get tired Forget about this world and drown deeply in your eyes

| Suicide |

Of late I have come to know about a suicide case. After knowing the person who has committed suicide I was very shocked, depressed and shattered because I had known that person very well. He was the one who had taught me many life lessons. He was the one who was completely against Suicidal thoughts. He was the one who had taught many people about life and how to live a life peacefully. He was the one who had made changes in many lives. He was the one who had never kept anything negative about anyone in his heart. He was a soft-hearted person who had cared for every needy person. He was the one who had sacrificed many things for others.

It's been 2-3 weeks but it is still stuck in my mind. It is something I can't even imagine and when I heard about it I was like it's just false news spreading around because I was pretty sure that person can't do anything like suicide. I thought there might be another person with the same name but when I saw many people are talking about him then I thought it might be a murdered case because I was sure that person can't even think about suicide. After sometime CCTV footage has made it clear that its a suicide. Yes, the man with new clothes, hanging himself in the parking area and it took only 2 mins.

I just want to say TWO things:

1) If you see someone deeply unhappy and depress. Try to communicate with them and try to understand what they are going through. If you can then help them. Donate something, Spend time with them, be a superhero in their life and solve their problem. You may never know your minor concern can save someone's life or can save kids being an orphanage. You may save a family with your small efforts.

2) If you ever feel like to suicide or have suicidal thought I would suggest you give yourself a chance and communicate. Communication is the best thing you can ever do. Whether it be with a teacher, sibling, friend, parent or even a counsellor. Being able to communicate is the first step in your life getting better. It doesn't have to be even talking; it can be a letter or email or text. Let people know what's going on in your life, your thoughts and emotions. People can and will help you, you just need to search them out. Everything is in your mind and if your mind can force you to commit suicide, don't you think the same mind can stop you from doing it? Do justice with yourself and with your loved ones because suicide is never an option or a choice. Before taking any decision please think about the people who love you, think about to them who are living because of you, think about your kids, think about the people who follow you, think about the message you will give to the youngster that "if you can't win the battle just kill yourself". Oh, and one last thing, never EVER let someone bring you down. You're you, and you are always good enough. Never stray from who you are because you never know who will come along and want and love "you".

| One Of Your Kind |

In a glittering night full of stars & constellation, I will still stare at you In a travelling surrounded by mountains & waterfalls, I will still stare at you In a garden full of flowers, I will still stare at you

Your eyes are more beautiful than the Queen of Butterfly, Your smiles shine brighter than the star in the night, Your lips are more attractive than the meandering river, Your fragrance is more mesmerising than the deer musk, Your tresses are more impressive than dense trees in autumn, Your breath is more refreshing than wind in spring, Your covering face is more glorious than the lunar eclipse...

You are not just exquisite beauty You set the epitome of being strong as a duty The politeness of your character and thought, Representing your virtuous soul a lot...

I want to flow with you like a river which never ends I want to roam with you like a breeze which never stops

Since I knew you I have been going a little crazy, And the sense of self just got a little lazy

| Know Your Worth |

Don't beg people to stay with you There is always a difference between what you desire and what you deserve If they don't value you, they don't deserve you It's your life and you must learn the art of controlling yourself From people that threaten your peace of mind and self-respect Don't mark yourself down It's you who tell people what you are worth You must know your worth and move on!!! And make sure when you move on, you will never turn back and have gone forever...

| Dream l

I dreamed about you daily And I got to tell you that... In my dream, you still love me. In the dream, you still care for me. In my dream, you share everything with me that you hide from the world...

| I Feel Like To Die Today I|

'O Lord' Are you listening to me? Why don't you call me at your place? Please someday call me To your home, your courtyard I feel like to die today

Please make my life tough Give me all the demons & problems Shattered me into pieces Make me cry bitterly Burn me, Depress me My will to breathe is now lost Give me all the pains that are remaining

What should I do living like this? What is the use of living without her? Why have you written separation in my fate? Why have I received such a punishment?

| Inconstancy |

They say “love is the light of your life” But today I have lost in the darkness… Her voice resonates in my ears Her face is in front of my eyes This darkness seems to be the shadow of her dense hairs Every moment my mind plead me, To think about her only…

She feels that she hurt me by separating from her, She is such an ignorance that she does not know she is always within me…

This love stole my peace and happiness, And gave me an eternal pain and sadness…

| Your Memories |

When the moon comes up during the night Your memories hurt me straight from inside... Every breath of loneliness makes me cry, My life turns into a curse, I don't know why?

Oh lord of mine, Don't let love Trouble anyone like this, Let the sorrow stay within me Let it not come on my face...

I made a mistake I didn't say a word to you Because I thought a word could not explain the wounds I had, If you would have felt the pain of mine, Then you would not have gone away from my life, I wish you could see into my eyes, And understand the incompleteness of my life...

I still find me near you, when I close my eyes And the volcano of your desire still flows in my heart... All the world left me alone, But your memories do not leave me alone...

| Me, Beneath The Night Tree |

Beneath the night tree I was looking at stars They are shining arrogantly As if they are saying me That they are countless...

For me, They are just ignorant stars; Because they have not seen me Falling apart into small fragments... Countless stars can be count by assumptions, But the crumbled of mine are beyond calculation...

Beneath the night tree, I was looking at lunar eclipse skies, They are dark melancholy, As if they are saying me, That they are helpless...

| The Incomplete Love Makes You Complete Poet |

It's not easy to be a poet It's not just confined to entertain

Longing, Restlessness & Darkness Night, Despondency & Loneliness Are the companion of the Poet

Poetry is not just a game of Paper & Pen, It consists of Tear, Sadness & Pain... Poetry is not just a creation of thoughts and ideas, It consists of Broken Promises & Betrayed...

Incomplete love makes you complete Poet Incomplete word makes the complete Poetry

The poet is the one Who does not break after falling The poet is the one Who does not stop in troubles...

Being a Poet is not easy Being incomplete is not easy Being shattered is not easy Being disappear is not easy...