( * // girl crush )

“it’s stupid because, like every other things i worry about, i usually forget about it after a while.” what a lie, she scolds herself. she keeps thinking about it every single time––often when she’s alone. but she couldn’t admit it. “you know me. give me a couple of hours and i’ll be as good as new. i’m just really sorry i can’t bounce back even sooner. i’m sorry i messed up the recording.” she purses her lips, recalling how bad she faltered just moments ago.

what stopped her from talking (apart from the general habit she has of burying her feelings until they go away) is because she couldn’t pinpoint exactly what it is she feels upset about. was it because she missed her family, parents included? or was it because she felt like she hadn’t achieved as much as she wanted? somewhere out there, she hopes her parents could see how hard she is working. she hopes they would stop comparing her for once. but she can only achieve that if she keeps. on. working.

she enters the passenger’s seat and puts down her backpack on the floor. she pulls on the seatbelt and clicks it into place. a part of her was thankful that she didn’t have to ride in the van with the manager and others, she feels it would be too awkward, especially with how vulnerable she is right now. she makes a mental note to text the manager that she’s going to jiyoung’s house. “what ingredients do you have at home?” she asks back, afraid of being too much of a pushover. she fidgets in her seat. “i’m the guest, so you should pick what you want to eat, unnie.”

✧･ﾟ: *  —  contrary, jiyoung doesn’t find it stupid at all. ❛ recurring worries aren’t something to take lightly though, sweetheart. ❜ and speaking of worry, it’s again written all over the leader’s face as she begins the drive to her apartment ( which isn’t very far away, just a couple of minutes without traffic. ❛ don’t worry about it, darling. it happens. but so long as you bounce back, alright? ❜

silence fills the air for a moment, filled only with the sound of jiyoung’s car and the other noises from the streets. she reaches over and takes the younger’s hand in hers and flashes a warm smile, albeit not being able to look back at haeun. ❛ haeun-ah, ❜ she calls out, so much affection coating the utterance of the younger’s name. ❛ you need not apologize, okay? you’re good at what you do. even the best have their moments of weaknesses. it doesn’t mean you’re not good though, remember that. ❜

BEE’s Jia has been confirmed her first non-musical lead role in upcoming drama ‘Four Sons’. The idol had been successful with her musical theater endeavors in the past and is now set to star in her first TV drama.

The mystery-romance drama is about a female detective who meets the quadruplet brothers of her past lover. The male lead will take on four different roles for the drama. Currently, it is believed to air 16 episodes and is set to start filming in November.

Sources from the drama have stated that they were blown away by Jia’s embodiment of the role during her auditions and that her experience with martial arts helped her secure the role.

COMMENTS

[ +632, -46 ] musical acting is different from tv acting but i know our leader can do well!!

[ +521, -82 ] i’m so excited to see how she does!! if she does well in this then it’s official jia is perfect

[ +508, -215 ] so bc is just pushing the older idols for solo activities instead of group comebacks?

[ +442, -301 ] bc is all over the place right now. what are the other companies doing???

[ +437, -87 ] i wouldn’t be surprised if she does well. her siblings have done well in their acting roles, it’s probably in their blood

[ +302, -236 ] is it bad i want her to do bad?? ㅋㅋ

It was true that Origin was having their comeback soon and everyone had been practicing and preparing for it. He was quite excited for the comeback actually as the concept they were going for is something fans would love and be able relate to in various ways. “Yeah, we’re having one pretty soon,” he smiles as he followed the female. “It’ll be nice to see you around when we’re both promoting.” The two didn’t get to see each other enough to talk about things or just to hang out and since they were promoting during the same time it’ll be a great help. “I eat with them whenever I ask if they’ve eaten or not, so you don’t have to worry about that.” 

      siyoung never knew what it was like to be rich growing up. and even though jiyoung is pretty much an angel sent directly from heaven, he knew she had the right connections to make people’s lives easier. “no,” he said firmly. “i’m not going to let you be an accomplice to my evil thoughts.” they had known each other long enough to understand each other’s thought processes. he loved jiyoung with his whole heart and he knew she loved him back just as much. there wasn’t really much they WOULDN’T do for each other and that was why he had to stop her before she did something for him that she would eventually regret. “i’ll figure something out without dragging you into it. i won’t kill the mother fuckers. i promise.”

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It seemed like he was in trouble for not eating. Oops. He was going to eat though. Well, he wasn’t sure exactly when he would had eaten, but he would had at some point. Since Jia was here, he might as well eat. Plus, the female brought him some fruits to eat as well. It was no good if he was to reject getting something to eat with her. And she was right with the whole eating to take care of his body too. Sometimes he forgot to eat when he got too occupied with work. “Sure,” he answers as he closes his notebook and puts it away in a bag he had brought with him. 

      siyoung didn’t need to look at jiyoung to figure out what was going through her head. “no, jiyoung, you’re not going to pay them off for me.” his voice was firm as he spoke, his eyes never once leaving hers. “i love you, i adore you, i cherish you. but i do not want you in touch with my parents. for your sake.” he paused, lower lip latched between his teeth in thought. “i don’t know, honestly. i want them to disappear. but the only way for them to truly be out of our lives is… death. and i’m starting to think that’s what i have to do.