I'm so sick of all the people who hurt me, and then they act as if there's nothing wrong with it. I hate being very forgiving. I know that nobody is perfect, and we all make mistakes, But it is not a valid reason to hurt someone. I wish they would understand how painful it is to bear everything that they do to me, even if I pretend I am still okay. I am so sick of everyone who makes me feel terrible about myself. They will hurt me and do everything to make me feel small, and then they will blame me for the way I reacted. Their insensitivity makes me feel like I don't even have the right to complain about the pain that I receive from them. These things are making me sick, and I even wish I could just disappear so I could never see them again.
I wish people would learn how to be kind to others. Sometimes, I wish I could control how they treat me. It's just sad that we can't force them to do good things for others. We can't control someone's actions and words. I want to be patient with others, but sometimes I can't take it anymore. I am so sick of tolerating the wrong behaviors of others. I am so sick of being treated poorly. And I am so sick of forgiving people and watching them do the things that could hurt me over and over again. I am so sick of people, and I am so sick of them for making me feel so unwanted and unlovable.
