Jessica Nash

1.) Cocktails or Smoothies 2.) Sunrise or Sunset 3.) Beach or Pool 4.) Atv or Bicycle 5.) Pineapple or Coconut 6.) Vacation or Staycation 7.) Party or Relax 8.) Ice cream or Iced coffee 9.) Snorkel or Surf 10.) Flip flops or Tennis shoes 11.) Road trip or Flying 12.) Hotel or Air BnB 13.) Fancy restaurant or Local Food Spots 14.) Relaxing or Exploring 15.) Countryside or City 16.) Have a plan or Go with the flow 17.) Beach villa or Cozy cabin 18.) Slow travel or See it all now 19.) Hike a mountain or Swim in the sea 20.) Backpackers or Resort 21.) Quiet night or Party night 22.) Strawberries or Watermelon 23.) Lemonade or Pink Lemonade 24.) Sunburn or Stung by a bee 25.) Waterfall or Beach 26.) Foot massage or Body massage 27.) Budget or Luxury 28.) Solo or Group 29.) Familiar or Exotic 30.) Pool party or Beach party 31.) Swimwear or Wetsuit 32.) Pina Colada or Margarita 33.) Picnic or Barbecue 34.) Chill or Hype

1.) Christmas music or Christmas movies 2.) Store-bought gifts or Handmade gifts 3.) Eggnog or Spiced cider 4.) Gingerbread or Sugar cookies  5.) Real tree or Fake tree 6.) The Grinch or Zachary Caldwell 7.) Elves or Snowmen 8.) White lights or Colored lights 9.) Charlie Brown tree or 12 ft tree 10.) Peppermint or Cinnamon 11.) White elephant or Secret Santa 12.) Snow or Sun 13.) Black Friday or Cyber Monday 14.) Garland or Wreaths 15.) Eating treats or Baking treats 16.) Ugly sweaters or Matching PJs 17.) Christmas Eve or Christmas Day 18.) White Christmas or Tropical Christmas 19.) Elf or The Polar Express 20.) Turkey or Ham 21.) Receive Christmas cards or Send Christmas cards 22.) Wrap presents or Open presents 23.) Wrapping paper or Gift bags 24.) Angel topper or Star topper 25.) Snow angels or Snowmen building 26.) Giving presents or Receiving presents 27.) Pajamas or Dressing up 28.) Candy cane or Chocolates 29.) Sleep in or Up early 30.) Presents or Stockings 31.) See all the family or A quiet one 32.) Sledding or Ice Skating 33.) Christmas parties or Christmas movies 34.) Milk chocolate or White chocolate 35.) Garland or Mistletoe

1.) Sweaters or Scarves 2.) Snowmen or Snowflakes 3.) Fireside or Play in the snow 4.) Hot Cocoa or Hot tea 5.) Blankets or Scarves 6.) Jacket or Parka 7.) Football or Winter Olympics 8.) Ham or Roast 9.) Holidays or The Grinch 10.) Melt it all or Let it snow 11.) Build a snowman or Have a snowball fight 12.) Hot coffee or Hot apple cider 13.) Live with penguins or Live with polar bears {just because penguins stinks lol} 14.) Go sledding or Go snow tubing 15.) Ice skate or Rollerblade 16.) Snowboard or Ski 17.) Summer or Winter 18.) Meet a Yeti or Meet Bigfoot 19.) Fuzzy socks or Slippers 20.) Gloves or Mittens 21.) Blanket fort or Pillow fort 22.) Lots to do or Take it easy 23.) Baking cookies or Eating cookies 24.) Fuzzy hat or Earmuffs 25.) Chili or Soup 26.) Cabin or Hotel 27.) Matching pjs or Onesie 28.) Read a book or Movie marathon 29.) Heated blanket or Cozy fireplace 30.) Road trip or Stay home 

christmas tree

She plans on decorating her yard at one point too.

Jessica has thought about reaching out and finding her birth mom. She has heard stories but she wants to sit down face to face with the woman who had given her up as a baby and ask her why. Why she didnt want her, why she left her where she did. Did she have any other kids that she kept? Was giving up Jessica a hard choice or did she just leave her at the fire station and walk away without looking back. Would Jessica even know her birth mother if she ran into her today? Did they look the same? Did Jessie get her eyes from her mom? Or from her dad? Who was her dad? Did he even know about Jessica? She knew her birth father wasn't a good man. After all he did rape her mother. Was that what had happened or a story that she was told to make up for the fact her birth mother didnt want her. Jessica loves her parents, she is proud to be raised by the people who raised her, but she has wonders and questions and she knows she won't ever get the answers. Its a hard pill to swallow.

Harlow biggest lie that she has ever told herself is that she is okay. When the rest of the world feels like its falling to pieces around her, she tries to convince herself she is okay, but deep down she knows she as far from it as possible. She may not be okay, she may feel like she is alone in this world, but she keeps kicking her feet. She keeps trying to survive the waves that are pulling her under. She may not be okay right now, but she knows she will be. Or maybe that's just another lie she tells herself to get thru the dark days when the pull towards the pills is the strongest it's ever been.

Harlow last meal would have to be pizza fries. French fries with pizza sauce, cheese, and pepperonis. Fries and pizza have always been Harlow's go-to meal when she feels some sort of way. It's a comfort food for her. Knowing it would be her last meal, there is no way she wouldn't have it. Sitting on her back porch, watching the waves as they crashed into the shoreline, extra points if it's a dark, stormy night.

1.) Pelican ~ Paisleigh 2.) Sea Lion ~ Maverick 3.) Starfish ~ Alexis 4.) Blue King Crab ~ Alanis 5.) Dolphin ~ Harlow 6.) Great White Shark ~ Ryker 7.) Blue Ring Octopus ~ Ashley 8.) Sea Horse ~ Jude 9.) Clownfish ~ Finn 10.) Sea Turtle ~ Peyton 11.) Seagull ~ Frankie 12.) Jellyfish ~ Daisie 13.) Oyster ~ Bowie 14.) Orca ~ Grant 15.) Shrimp ~ Talia 16.) Walrus ~ Vanessa 17.) Penguin ~ Quinn 18.) Clam ~ Zachary 19.) Humpback Whale ~ Rhylan 20.) Stingray ~ Kairo 21.) Lobster ~ Brooks 22.) Hermit Crab ~ Briar Jo 23.) Beluga Whale ~ Hunter 24.) Sea Urchin ~ Nova 25.) Leafy Sea Dragon ~ Luna 26.) Lionfish ~ Blaze 27.) Blue Marlin ~ Ethan 28.) Sea Slug ~ Mira 29.) Sea Snake ~ Chase 30.) Polar Bear ~ Damien 31.) Conch ~ Wyatt 32.) King Crab ~ Kennedy 33.) Vampire Squid ~ Phoenix 34.) Saltwater Crocodile ~ Madilyn 35.) Green Eel ~ Grace 36.) Horseshoe Crab ~ Marialena 37.) Sea Otter ~ Aurora 38.) Narwhal ~ Presley 39.) Marine Iguana ~ Chelsea

The beach has always been a place where Harlow could go when she felt overwhelmed with life. From a young age it was as if the ocean called out to her. Learning to swim from an early age since they always spent time on the water. The ocean holds many of her tears, her secrets, her wishes. When she felt like everything was closing in on her, the beach was the one thing she could claim onto. It's always there when everything else lets her down. The beach is her safe haven. Her happy place.

1.) Would you rather live where it is always warm and sunny or always cold and snowy? 2.) Would you rather wear a winter coat at the beach or a swimsuit in the snow? 3.) Would you rather have a pet penguin or a pet polar bear? 4.) Would you rather have ice cream every day for breakfast or hot cocoa with marshmallows for dinner? 5.) Would you rather be an Olympian figure skater or snowboarder? 6.) Would you rather have icicles for hair or a carrot for a nose? 7.) Would you rather see a giant snowman or a tiny yeti? 8.) Would you rather build a snowman or a make a snow angel? 9.) Would you rather go back in time to the ice age or go 100 years into the future? 10.) Would you rather go snowmobiling or snowboarding? 11.) Would you rather play in the snow all day or stay inside by the fire all day? 12.) Would you rather eat dirty snow or a worm? 13.) Would you rather wear a snowsuit inside at school or try to do your schoolwork wearing mittens? 14.) Would you rather have the winters or summers off from school? 15.) Would you rather make a family of snowmen or a family of snow angels? 16.) Would you rather spend a week inside of an ice castle or skiing at a ski lodge? 17.) Would you rather spend a day mowing lawns or shoveling snow? 18.) Would you rather read by the fire or have a winter movie marathon night? 19.) Would you rather hoot like a snow owl after every sentence when you talk or growl like a polar bear? 20.) Would you rather build a giant snow fort or have a big snowball fight? 21.) Would you rather play in the snow with shorts on or swim in a pool with a snowsuit on? 22.) Would you rather sled down a giant hill once or spend all day sledding down a small hill? 23.) Would you rather spend a winter vacation in a cabin in the mountains or a summer vacation at the beach? 24.) Would you rather have a narwhal’s tusk or reindeer antlers? 25.) Would you rather have a pillow fight or a snowball fight? 26.) Would you rather go the whole winter without TV or without your favorite food? 27.) Would you rather it snows every day in the winter or rain every day in the summer? 28.) Would you rather have an ice rink in your backyard or a swimming pool? 29.) Would you rather sled down a giant hill or go down a giant waterslide? 30.) Would you rather have fur like a polar bear or feet like a penguin? 31.) Would you rather always be cold or always be hot? 32.) Would you rather hibernate like a bear or never sleep again? 33.) Would you rather build 100 snowmen or shovel 50 driveways? 34.) Would you rather play in the snow for 4 hours or play your favorite sport? 35.) Would you rather wear 3 sweaters or 5 socks on your feet? 36.) Would you rather have skis for feet or mittens for hands? 37.) Would you rather take a family vacation to the North Pole or the South Pole? 38.) Would you rather have the superpower to melt snow or stop raining? 39.) Would you rather have a super cold winter or a super hot summer? 40.) Would you rather skate on a frozen lake or see the Northern Lights? 41.) Would you rather it be so cold your nostrils freeze in the morning or so hot you sweat all day? 42.) Would you rather make paper snowflakes or catch snowflakes on your tongue? 43.) Would you rather go ice fishing or ice skating? 44.) Would you rather only be able to wear a swimsuit for the rest of your life or only be able to wear a snowsuit? 45.) Would you rather have a week of snow days in the winter or an extra week of vacation in the summer?

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1.) Christmas music or Christmas movies 2.) Store-bought gifts or Handmade gifts 3.) Eggnog or Spiced cider 4.) Gingerbread or Sugar cookies  5.) Real tree or Fake tree 6.) The Grinch or Zachary Caldwell 7.) Elves or Snowmen 8.) White lights or Colored lights 9.) Charlie Brown tree or 12 ft tree 10.) Peppermint or Cinnamon 11.) White elephant or Secret Santa 12.) Snow or Sun 13.) Black Friday or Cyber Monday 14.) Garland or Wreaths 15.) Eating treats or Baking treats 16.) Ugly sweaters or Matching PJs 17.) Christmas Eve or Christmas Day 18.) White Christmas or Tropical Christmas 19.) Elf or The Polar Express 20.) Turkey or Ham 21.) Receive Christmas cards or Send Christmas cards 22.) Wrap presents or Open presents 23.) Wrapping paper or Gift bags 24.) Angel topper or Star topper 25.) Snow angels or Snowmen building 26.) Giving presents or Receiving presents 27.) Pajamas or Dressing up 28.) Candy cane or Chocolates 29.) Sleep in or Up early 30.) Presents or Stockings 31.) See all the family or A quiet one 32.) Sledding or Ice Skating 33.) Christmas parties or Christmas movies 34.) Milk chocolate or White chocolate 35.) Garland or Mistletoe

 Werewolf vs Vampire King Kong vs Godzilla Frankenstein vs Boogeyman Witch vs Goblin Freddy Krueger vs Jason Voorhees Zombie vs Ghost Alien vs Predator Mummy vs Skeleton The Thing vs The Blob Bat vs Cat Demon vs Devil Gargoyle vs Scarecrow Spider vs Snake  Swamp Creature vs Grim Reaper  Gremlin vs Troll  Warlock vs Wizard  The Headless Horseman vs Dracula  Pennywise vs Candyman  Mike Meyers vs Ghost Face Chucky vs Beetlejuice

-Because all of the Boos.