Jerrit Contario

The shame and blame I’ve brought upon myself is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to get over and it seems that I won’t. I miss what once was and I’ve been trying harder than ever to get to where I belong but I can’t seem to enjoy anything like I used to..

I feel so empty like an object that has no purpose. When i used to have plenty but now I feel worthless. But feelings pass but the memories last.

I just want to feel loved again. Seems like I mess everything up. I never meant for any of this and wish I could go back and do things right. Just a lost soul without you I just hope you don’t feel as lost and lonely as I do. I still have hopes and dreams for you even if it’s not with me. I can’t seem to let go of this hope but a dreamer dreams. I never gave up even if you thought I did you’re the one person that knows I don’t give up even if the odds are stacked against me I have to remain strong and resilient because life is full of hardships and sorrow.