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@jerarj-blog
It’s been a tough day
I’ve just been feeling really down all day. In my head more than usual.
I can’t help but think you are mad at me or annoyed with me, but you are probably just busy studying. But I don’t want to bother you because I don’t want to be too clingy and drive you away. I hate being stuck in this constant cycle in my head.
I hate thinking that you are gonna get tired one day and leave.
I hate feeling like this. I am done drinking.
I love you.
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I miss you
I miss you every second of the day I’m not with you. Sometimes I feel like I miss you too much and I need to give you space. I’ve been really in my head worrying about a ton of different things that I probably shouldn’t be worried about.
But I do know that I want to make every second with you count. Every moment spent with you is priceless. I want to take advantage of the time we have and go do a million different things with this summer.
You’re my favorite person and I want to make and share all my memories with you. I love you more than you’ll ever know. Keep being you 💕
Everyday
Its crazy to think about how long its been since we first met and I still fall in love with you over and over everyday.
Everyday I find myself thinking that you are the person I want to be with. The person I want to share all my most exciting and special moments with, the person I want to be with when I’m upset or when times get tough, and the person I want to fall asleep and wake up beside everyday.
Stay flawless ✨
I can’t wait to come home to you everyday
You’re perfect. I love you so much.
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I always just hope your doing okay.
I love you so much.
I worry too much.
I love you so much
I'm content. I'm happy.
You are all I could ever wish for.
Keep being amazing✨
The love I have for you is beyond words
Everything is going well
Everything is perfect
We got this shit on lock
I miss you all the time. Sometimes I feel like I miss you too much.
I love you.
It's day 2 or 3 of not being able to sleep. 4am once again. I'm just up. Thinking about you. Wishing you were here. I love you. You are my everything. I just want you to know how much you mean to me. I feel like I don't do a good enough job of that. Or maybe it's just me...
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I read your cards every night. They make me happy. They help me sleep.
I love when you send me random nerdy computer science stuff. Especially on LinkedIn. I love you so much. I hate being without you. I hate watching you leave. I hate walking you to your car. Cause I just walk back inside without you. I hate waking up and not seeing you next to me. But it will be worth it when I don't have to watch you leave every night. When I can wake up next to you. You are my everything. Happy 1 year and 1 day my love.
I don’t get how I can love you so much and care for you so much yet be so mad at you. I don’t get how you can continue to lie to me and do whatever you want yet you say you care about me. I just don’t get it and it’s eating me up. I’m tired of seeing these Tumblr posts apologizing to me for fucking up. I don’t feel like you are trying. I want real apologies. I want you to mean it.
I can’t believe everything that we have built up until now started a year ago today. Just two drunk kids on Tinder who decided to swipe right. One small, simple, and seemingly meaningless motion has lead to me finding the love of my life. I am so happy that you agreed to go on a date with me. I know I wouldn’t have said yes to that. I love you so much. You really are the best. I never thought that you would be my best friend. I never thought that I would be so determined to marry you one day. I never thought I would love you as much as I do. And it all started with one simple message.
I don't know how you feel about us. How you are feeling about everything. I really don't even think I know how I feel. But I do know that I love you more than I have ever loved before. I want to be with you every second of the day. I want to show you how much I appreciate you being in my life. It's been tough, but I feel like this will all be worth it. At the end of the day you are the only person I think about. When I think 10 years into the future, I see myself with you. I just want to be enough for you.
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I have had some time to think about this. And the more I think about it, the angrier and angrier I get about it. The thing that makes me the angriest is that I felt like I was the one being a problem. Overthinking the situation and making connections that have no factual standing. I'm the one telling myself that I need to stop and get my shit together. I convinced myself that I was the one who needed to trust more. But it turns out that I am right. You made me feel bad for no reason. There is no excuse for lying straight to my face by means of fabrication or omission. I shouldn't have to piece together what you are actually doing. Not telling me things because you are scared of what I will do or think is selfish. It's manipulative. It's the one thing I asked you not to do. I thought that after dealing with the last situation and you lying about hanging out with him behind my back, that we would be done with this stuff. I honestly don't know if I even believe what you told me about him. Apologizing implies change and that it won't happen again. I was just getting to trust you fully and now we are starting all over again. I feel like this happens because you know there isn't really any way for me to double check what you are doing or who you are with. I think that you think you can get away with it and that's why this is an issue again. I shouldn't have to worry about what you are doing and who you are with. I don't want to worry. But if you do something, I'm not confident that you will actually tell me what happened. So instead of lying to me I need you to either tell me the truth or don't do whatever it is that you would want to hide from me. I go above and beyond trying to constantly show you that I genuinely love and care about you. I don't lie. I tell you everything I go do. I own up to my mistakes. If there is something that I know you will have a problem with, I do not do it. Relationships are about sacrifice and compromise. Relationships are about transparency and honesty. I'm not writing this to make you feel bad. But to tell you how I'm feeling and to get this deep aching feeling out of my chest. This is me being open and honest with you. I still love you just as much as I always have. That's not gonna change. But I need this to stop. And you can make the conscious decision to do so.
I love you
I realize this more and more everyday I don’t know how, but I am just as crazy about you as I was when we first met.
I have done a lot of thinking recently. Mostly about our talk the other day.
I have realized that I need to stop worrying about what is going to happen and live in the moment; all my worrying is what is going to ruin this relationship.
I need to trust more. I need to love more. I need to be more for you.
I feel like I haven’t been as appreciative as I should be lately and I feel like I have been lacking in the boyfriend department. Thank you for always being here for me and supporting me. Thank you for being my best friend and keeping my head on straight. Thank you for rubbing my tummy and calling me bubs cause that makes me really happy.
You really are the best and I will never take that for granted.