Jello

I have a degree in Creative Writing and Publishing. It’s kind of cool, being a writer and a shifter. It does make me totally picky about what I script, but it means that the stories I write based off my shifts are gonna be brilliant.

My first ever DR was a One Direction reality (RIP). It was as horrifying as any first script. I have many DRs now, but my mains include Criminal Minds, a Hogwarts one where I am also in a band, and a College Romance type one where I date a professor wait what? I have a bunch more based off other series I love and some based off books. I just started scripting for a reality based off my own novel which is kind of epic.

I have yet to shift to any DR. I may have minishifted once in the sense that I heard my DR but I’ve never opened my eyes anywhere but here. Yes, sounds demotivating as hell. And it was, until I came here. You, shiftblr, have somehow made it all click in my head in a way shiftok could only ever dreamed of. So, thank you.

I think that pretty much sums me up. I would love to yap about any and all my DRs— or really talk about anything. I’ve never really been active in any shifting community so consider this my tentative “hey… how y’all doing?”

Oh, fun fact: I use the same name in about 90% of my DRs. My first name remains the same in all but one DR, and my last name is consistent in all but two? I think? I do that because I think it’s cool, to have this sort of identity that I carry with me throughout my own little multiverse.

Another fun fact: my favourite movie for at least six years of my life has been Coraline. I live and breathe that film. And then suddenly I discovered shifting and it’s just this funny little thing, this silly little connection I find all too intriguing. There are a lot of times where I’ll look back on my life with the knowledge I have now and am hit with this realization that I have been doing this a while, even just in the tiniest of doses, without even knowing it.

Okay, I’ll quit yapping now. Hello and welcome to my page. I don’t know what I’m doing on here but I am enjoying myself immensely.

I swear to god I was looking in the mirror and it felt just as real as typing this does. The first thing I clocked was that I was blonde (my hair is currently pink and I’ve lowkey been regretting it and wishing I was still blonde), then I realized what was happening, how real everything felt, and that obviously I must have shifted— and so I left the bathroom and called out the name of my dr s/o who had been in the “dream” prior. My voice sounded just as steady and clear as it had when I was telling my brother about this experience five minutes ago.

And then my s/o was there, slightly further down the hall, a little shadowed because the lights were off— and that’s when everything started to fade back into that fuzzy dream feeling.

But I swear to god, for that small moment, I shifted. Part of me is trying to debunk myself even as I type this, trying to claim it was only a lucid dream or something. But I can’t ignore how impossibly real it felt, no matter how brief it was.

I’m still processing, honestly. It will probably take me all day to wrap my head around this. I’m going on six years of shifting without so much as a mini shift (with the exception of something that happened in 2021 that I still don’t know whether was a mini shift or not) or really any kind of experience other than disappointment after disappointment.

But this? This might change everything— at least for my mindset. Because I’m not just going on blind faith and determination. Now, I’ve seen it for myself, even if it was just a glimpse.