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Kinger's Epiphany at the end of Episode 7

I originally thought that someone threw it but I don't remember or see anyone actually throw it, so I've been hurmin and hummin about it til it hit me.

Jax had her epiphany about herself & is why her whole body glows white from the flash!

White light brings Epiphany!!

And it's why she's passive when being led to the Pillow Palace, and it adds to some hope and a theory about abstractions as well.

We all have the understanding it is about Suicide, I want to add to that with a another added perspective I experienced as well:

Disorder and Disability.

Surviving suicide will still require learning to live with disorder, and disability if it causes it, but abstraction itself, taken literally as ahown in the show, doesn't kill the person, but buries them just like unaccomadated/cared for disorder and disability! Abstraction visually looks disordered, every person who abstracted did so because of disorder of their own and/or from others primarily Jax.

At the end of the day, Jax is going to have to learn to live with her new body, and what do you do irl to learn to live with disorder and disability? You make a safe space for yourself, you rest, you heal, you do all you can to love yourself and learn about yourself,

You give yourself a Pillow Palace

And that is why it's not over for Jax, and why I know she's going to be ok in the Digital Circus,

Holy shit, she is so fucking amazing, top tier trans icon because goddamn do she represent a lot of us in many different ways, and what a lesson she brings to those like her trans or not!

Learn about yourself, be kind to yourself, open up and dive in and let it all out!

Heal baby HEAL!!!

Anyway, thank you @gooseworx for such an incredibly deep and personal character and show.

Also I just saw an art piece by hornyfudge where Jax has an internal "am I ready to wake up" dialogue and wakes up in her transitioned body. It's so wholesome and I love the detail of the abstraction still on her ears because even tho she's out and awake, to me its touching because she still has to learn to live in her new body with the disorder/disability/abstraction since it never really goes away.

Inspiration by @katzebruh

I’ve got Joanna’s head in my closet

Those lips are meant for speaking, of which I can never do with you

- attempted suicide

- disorder

- and disability,

all at the same time even.

Given Jax is still able to be interacted with and can interact with the circus, and the movie goes through the process of therapy with pomni representing that process of unconditional love, breaking down defenses and facades, facing intrusive thoughts, and peeling back the layers until you hit that epiphany (which white light represents in the show),

building a Pillow Palace (making a safe space) around and in you,

Jax is still alive.

She's just healing and learning in a safe space a different way of living, because it isn't the end when you become disabled, and/or are in disorder.

Its why I love art with Jax still having abstraction because it doesn't really go away, you just learn to live alongside it.

Kinger's Epiphany at the end of Episode 7

I originally thought that someone threw it but I don't remember or see anyone actually throw it, so I've been hurmin and hummin about it til it hit me.

Jax had her epiphany about herself & is why her whole body glows white from the flash!

White light brings Epiphany!!

And it's why she's passive when being led to the Pillow Palace, and it adds to some hope and a theory about abstractions as well.

We all have the understanding it is about Suicide, I want to add to that with a another added perspective I experienced as well:

Disorder and Disability.

Surviving suicide will still require learning to live with disorder, and disability if it causes it, but abstraction itself, taken literally as ahown in the show, doesn't kill the person, but buries them just like unaccomadated/cared for disorder and disability! Abstraction visually looks disordered, every person who abstracted did so because of disorder of their own and/or from others primarily Jax.

At the end of the day, Jax is going to have to learn to live with her new body, and what do you do irl to learn to live with disorder and disability? You make a safe space for yourself, you rest, you heal, you do all you can to love yourself and learn about yourself,

You give yourself a Pillow Palace

And that is why it's not over for Jax, and why I know she's going to be ok in the Digital Circus,

Holy shit, she is so fucking amazing, top tier trans icon because goddamn do she represent a lot of us in many different ways, and what a lesson she brings to those like her trans or not!

Learn about yourself, be kind to yourself, open up and dive in and let it all out!

Heal baby HEAL!!!

Anyway, thank you @gooseworx for such an incredibly deep and personal character and show.

Also I just saw an art piece by hornyfudge where Jax has an internal "am I ready to wake up" dialogue and wakes up in her transitioned body. It's so wholesome and I love the detail of the abstraction still on her ears because even tho she's out and awake, to me its touching because she still has to learn to live in her new body with the disorder/disability/abstraction since it never really goes away.

- attempted suicide

- disorder

- and disability,

all at the same time even.

Given Jax is still able to be interacted with and can interact with the circus, and the movie goes through the process of therapy with pomni representing that process of unconditional love, breaking down defenses and facades, facing intrusive thoughts, and peeling back the layers until you hit that epiphany (which white light represents in the show),

building a Pillow Palace (making a safe space) around and in you,

Jax is still alive.

She's just healing and learning in a safe space a different way of living, because it isn't the end when you become disabled, and/or are in disorder.

Its why I love art with Jax still having abstraction because it doesn't really go away, you just learn to live alongside it.