Trying to find my purpose.

*walks past a group of men* wow the ground is so interesting the floor is facisnating…love dirt and also concrete…sidewalks amaze me

this is such a sad reality omg

*A woman walks past me and a group of my friends* wow i wonder why she’s looking a the ground. I bet she’s deep in thought. I wonder what She’s thinking about. She’s so pretty. I bet she’d reject me if i talked to her. I want to talk to her. I want to talk to her. I should talk to her. I’m not going to talk to her. Wow I’ve been starring at her for like a minute. She’s probably creeped the fuck out. I wish i wasn’t so fucking creepy. Why dont woman like me. Why don’t woman like me. Why don’t women like me. *Has a small panic attack* I’ll never find love. I’ll never find love. I dont deserve love. I want to use. I want to drink.

i think it’s important to realize that no matter how good you are to people, it won’t make them good to you

i dropped off my resume at this place at 1:15 and got called for an interview at 1:45 holy dang

how y'all be dating like 6 people in one year? It takes me like a year to find someone i even like