always tired.

another year alone on this shitty ass day.

everything i do is never enough. i can never feel “okay”. work fucking sucks, my home life fucking sucks, everything just fucking sucks. constantly treated like shit by family. i dont know if i want to continue dealing with this anymore more.

making a tinder was the biggest mistake of my shitty life. it made me a worse person than i already was. always checking daily and constantly to see if i get anything. making my self confidence tank to rock bottom. maybe dating really isn’t a thing for me. i do deserve to be alone i guess.

i kinda just wanna delete all social media on my phone including this one so i don’t have to worry about to constantly check if anyone actually wants to talk to me, which to be really honest. no one does.