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"don't live in the past" okay well the people I loved are there

sometimes you hide your feelings from yourself too

sibling relationships are so strange... like i love you. you will never understand me in a way that matters. we are the same person in drastically different ways. we are sewn together. we don't talk. we are attached at the hip. you wish i was never born. can i call you. let's eat together. i forgive you. etc

I GAVE YOU ALL THE LOVE I GOT I GAVE YOU MORE THAN I COULD GIVE

i think the most fun thing a character can be is a hypocrite. i wanna watch them tie themselves (and their principles) into knots rationalizing their behavior, or give up and embrace their hypocrisy. or, ideally, both