Jay!

[desperately trying to renew my pervert license] uhhh sometimes when there’s other people around i wade waist deep into the river and just stand there with my left hand in the river feeling the currents and the eddies as I think about what the days have been and where they’ve gone and how all the mistakes we’ve ever made will flow around us like the water in the river but with them flows all our joys, memories, and the parts of us we swore we’d never lose and no matter how much you grab at it the water will keep flowing downstream and though you may wish to stay with them, that will only lead to you being swept away but it feels pretty good be to swept away until you look upstream and see all your friends playing and laughing and diving into the water without and you look downstream and realize that all that all that awaits you are rocks and white water and before you are dashed upon them you realize that it would have been better to just enjoy the river and whatever it brings until it runs dry, because it will run dry much faster than you expect. And with my right hand I’m jerking off

ooooh boy its thinking about astrid becke hours again. she bleaches her hair, shes trents successor usurper, she killed her parents, she didnt kill him when she had the chance, shes an ex-volstruker, shes on the cerberus assembly, shes handsome, she has a giant burn scar on her neck from when her boyfriend lost his mind, she was a better dancer than him, she has another giant unexplaned scar the entire length of her face. she loves her country, she dosent have a favourite book, she was the only girl in that batch of volstruker, shes a wizard, shes angry, she helped the mighty nein at her own risk, shes trying so hard. shes everything to me.

Why do drugs when you could have the pure undiluted dopamine hit of someone reblogging your art on tumblr dot com