R.e.A.L Realize Everyone Aint Loyal

I'm starting to ask myself, why am I so replaceable? So, for a backstory, I was adopted by my bio moms older sister, due to the fact that she wasn't able to have children. That's what I was told when I accidentally found out when I was 7. Then when I got older there was more to the story of course. That I was given away so my bio mom could be with her chi-mo p.o.s of a husband. But she always said that it was the hardest and the most regretful thing she ever had to do. But this past June, she tells me by text that she's done with me and that I'm dead to her. Because she dropped the ball and missed out on her grand kid's graduation. I wish it didn't hurt but it does a great deal. I'm finding it very hard to cope with and not sure how to get past it.

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Thought this was absolutely so accurate and deep. Always remember that every decision has a consequence. Let it be a positive one or a negative one.