In the name of a-flower

Today I decided to pick up the pencil, scribble a little and then the brush to scatter some paint on a plain paper meant for writing; slowly, awakening my creative soul after a long period of mental breakdown dealing with heavy confusions, having been neglected and badly sympathizing myself for not having proper counselling over my mental illness and my friends not understanding what's happening to me either and why I felt this way, to sum it all up, I have been numb and literally stopped trying for myself, I stopped living, did absolutely nothing but the same routine that's essential to keep me breathing. But today is different, I decided to fight a little more even though my feet couldn't keep me from standing yet- sitting isn't such a bad thing as long as I'm not slouching. Today I made art and wore it as an armor. (unfinished)

-j.t

j.t

Some photographs of me and my friends last friday on our student’s night. Posting them here cause no other social media site can handle & deserve this much glam ((except for instagram)) lol.