hello beautiful.

I’m never comfortable talking about myself and my thoughts and feelings i’m always afraid the other person doesn’t wanna listen to that nor keep talking about it because they’re my problems and not theirs every time someone tries and makes me open up to them I desperately wanna vent deep from my heart but at the same exact time i wanna end the conversation because it makes me extremely uncomfortable and nervous and it makes me hate myself even more because why am i like this why do i have all those mental issues and complicated thoughts and feelings and worries i wanna be normal and i wanna live and breathe and go out and make friends i wanna feel good about myself i wanna feel motivated and interested in doing new things and meeting new people but instead i lay down in my room in the freaking darkness thinking about everything that i am and everything that i wish to be

If you want to know how much you love God, ask yourself this question : “How much do I love His Word?”

All I ever wanted was to know what to do.