jane

I know this sounds dramatic but George Russell is, to me, the perfect reading of Cabanel’s Fallen Angel.

Cabanel’s angel isn’t burning, isn’t raging, isn’t monstrous. He remains too beautiful, too luminous. What condemns him is not ugliness but the excess of humanity in his gaze, suspended between wounded pride and contained pain, a tear that never quite falls, a perfect body that no longer belongs to heaven and yet refuses to surrender to hell.

George lives in that same liminal space. He carries an aesthetic of purity that people insist on mistaking for fragility, too pretty, too polished, too posh. “Prince.” “Princess.” As if delicacy cancels ambition. As if emotional control means the absence of fury. What’s there, instead, is repression. Not emptiness.

Cabanel painted an angel who remembers heaven. George is someone who remembers what was promised to him. The angel is reclining, but not defeated. George looks calm, but never passive. There’s a quiet tension in the body, in the eyes, in the way he occupies space without asking, a well-mannered rage, pain dressed properly, a pride that doesn’t shout because it knows that when it does, it will be irreversible. And maybe that’s what binds them most closely. They are not figures of spectacular downfall, but figures of waiting.

And maybe this is where the wanting comes in. I want George to be champion. Not as redemption, not as a narrative arc neatly resolved, but because waiting should not be a permanent state. Because dignity deserves reward. Because some falls are only pauses and some angels deserve to rise on their own terms.