janasdiary

there’s something very beautiful about being able to try again tomorrow

I have been trying tomorrow for the past 3 years

and you still have tomorrow to try again

It’s okay to take things in small steps. Finding yourself and becoming comfortable with yourself doesn’t have to happen all at once. It can start in privacy all on your own or just with people you feel comfortable being yourself around first. Take things at a level you feel safe and happy with!

what if we admitted to each other that it's not always really romance that we want. What if we admitted that what we're really craving is intimacy and society taught us romance is the only way to get it.

well well well if it isn’t august slipping away

Do you ever wanna bond with someone so bad you’re like “damn i wish we were knights on a dangerous quest”

i think im getting better! :) [another event occurs]

up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me

unfortunately i could never be nonchalant because i am not well in the head and also my soul is on fire

what? oh sweetheart no, you're not weirding me out at all. you're weirding me in. keep talking, freak

my goal for the rest of 2025 should probably be to stop being dramatic and go with the flow but that will be hard given the nature of who i am as a person

One day, when you least expect it, you are going to crash into someone who is going to be so soft and gentle with your heart, and you are going to be so glad you kept it open. You are going to be so glad that you continued to fight for it - that you chose to believe it deserved more.