James and Sirius: Soulmates

Hey, 

thanks! i’m glad you like it tho i’m really sorry that i haven’t really updated it in forever (mostly bc i got pulled into other fandoms and also life in general)

and yeah, i do like jily too but yeah james/sirius is a pretty good ship and definitely a lot of room for adorableness and angst 

and yeah, like i don’t want to erase like james and lily’s relationship or like them being friends bc like they do care and love each other and like yeah i can definitely see them having become friends when james had matured more (which is like what in canon leads to them getting together at least that’s what i think anyway) 

Headcannon that James was asking Lily out to make Sirius jeleous and Sirius made out with girls to make James jeleous. When Lily found this out she did everything in her power to get them together

I don’t remember but I think that’s right.

I’m pretty sure he did paid attention in the first war considering he fought in it and was part of the order of the phoenix. 

♢:Forehead or cheek kisses

James pushed the door to family library opened, scanning the room. Grinning triumphantly at finally finding his quarry, James strided over to Sirius, only stopping short upon seeing the look on Sirius’ face. It was stormy, eyes concealing pain and grief under anger.

“Padfoot,” James said slowly, deeply concerned for his friend. What did his family do this time? Weren’t they done with them, after all Sirius was never going back right.

Sirius remained silent, continuing to glare at the window. James sighed. It was going to be hard than he thought to get Sirius talking.

“Padfoot,” James began again, “Sirius, are you alright? And don’t you dare say you’re not because I know you’re aren’t” James added quickly before Sirius could say deny anything. 

“Then why are you asking if you know the truth,” Sirius snapped at James.

James grinned. “To get you to talk, of course.” Sirius glared at James as James slide into the spot opposite him so they were face to face on the small ledge under the window. “I don’t want to talk about it,” Sirius said, refusing to look directly at James.

“Just tell me what’s going on, please.” James pleaded with Sirius. “I want to help.” James gently touched Sirius face, causing Sirius to subconsciously lean into it. “You can trust me.”

Sirius hesitated slightly before launched into a rant, “It’s just, I can’t believe I actually left. Like I’m glad I left but it hurts.” Sirius started pacing. “They really hate me. I always knew they did but it still hurts. And how can anyone love me if my own parents hate me. How can anyone love me. Nobody can.” Sirius crumpled to the floor, trying hard not to cry.

James jumped up and hurried to him. “That’s not true. Screw your parents. They don’t know shit. If they don’t love you, then they don’t know anything.” James pulled Sirius up, turning Sirius  towards him. “And you know who loves you. I do. And I will always love you.” James gently kissed Sirius forehead. Sirius leaned into, feeling James love through it, healing some of the wounds caused by his family. James pulled back slightly, “And I’m not going anywhere.”

“Promise.” Sirius whispered.

♙: Sharing a bed

James woke to soft whimpers. With practiced ease, James crossed the few feet between his bed and Sirius’. This wasn’t the first time James woke up to Sirius having a nightmare. He knew exactly what he had to do. 

James crawled into Sirius’ bed, carefully to not wake Sirius. Slowly, James wrapped his arms around Sirius pulling him closer. Sirius jerked, nearly crying out. 

“Shh, shh” James ran his hands though Sirius’ hair trying to calm him. “It’s ok, Siri, it’s me, James. It be ok.” Thankfully, both Remus and Peter were heavy sleepers and hadn’t woken up. Sirius would be mortified if they knew about his nightmares. James knew he was lucky that Sirius trusted him enough to be vulnerable, whether Sirius was awake or asleep. Eventually, James calmed Sirius, the whimpers coming to a stop. James moved to get more comfortable to go back to sleep knowing he would spend the rest of the night here; Sirius gripped him tighter, snugging more closer to James. 

♔ : Finding the other wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by the other

♗: One falling asleep with their head in the other's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: One character playing with the other's hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: One character adjusting the other's jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Reacting to the other one crying about something