hello darkness my old friend

I like the people who can keep the conversation going, no matter how random the topic gets.

“sorry I can’t come, I saw myself in the mirror and now I’m having a breakdown”

“ur so chill” thanks i am completely disconnected from reality right now

i really spend most of my day laughing at words and images online and then spend the rest of it tormenting myself mentally

“your eyes hella red u been smokin??” no I been crying bitch leave me alone

a lot of shit just not worth my time no more

not to be dramatic but my whole soul hurts

CEO of ghosting people when my mental health is messed up

Even when I’m avoiding things I’m aware that I’m avoiding things like ignorance is not blissful it’s just a decision I make sometimes so that I don’t implode

my soul feels sick and i wish i knew what to do