greed is an unfillable hole

I may be trash, but i’m high quality trash. Premium trash. Grade A trash. The kind of trash your mom would look at and say “should this be recycling?” Yeah i’m that kind of trash.

I don’t randomly start treating people different. My energy changes when yours does. I pay attention to effort, consistency, and how people handle me over time. If I become distant, it didn’t happen overnight. It happened after I got tired of overlooking the same things. The way I treat you will always reflect the way you treat me.

May you never abandon yourself again, especially for what isn't good for you.

If my mouth won’t say it my face definitely will

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

need someone to hold my face like i’m not allowed to disappear