Woman

I just finished watching OBS, and I had to say that there's so many life lessons I've learned while watching this drama. It's just so beautiful to the point that, I can't move on for days. And dami kong realizations. It made me realize my mistakes from the decisions I've made in my past. "What if's" and "What could have been's" suddenly flooded my mind. Choi Woo-Shik left a huge hole in my heart. I love his character so much. Kind, genuine, and selfless. It made me wonder if there's really a Choi Ung in real life. I also love Kim Da-Mi. Aminin nating meron talaga tayong side na prideful, kasi takot tayong maliitin ng ibang tao. Kaya doon nag-swak ang personality nilang dalawa.

In reality, nangyayari naman talaga 'yung akala mo naka-move on ka na kasi ilang years na ang lumipas, but when you saw that person, the memories will flashback. And the pain also. Saka mo mari-realize yung part mo sa relationship nyo.

When you're hurting kasi, you will blame the other person for everything that hurts you. Pero hindi mo nakikita 'yung struggles nya. Yung pain na nararamdaman nya. Kasi gano'n naman talaga. We're all became selfish when we're in pain.

I can relate sa female lead. I don't know, but for me, it's easier to end things na lang kesa mahirapan kaming pareho. Like, the love is still there pero kasi kapag ang hirap na hindi ko na kayang panindigan. Ilang beses kong iniyakan ang mga scenes ni Kim Da-Mi dito grabe! Hahahahaha.

I tell myself I'm not insane.