冬天

Me playing a character's route to grind gems only to end up liking the character and spending gems on them

I know what you think. „Oh there she is again, laying in her bed. She’s so lazy. Did she cry? I guess she did. What could be the reason now? Should I ask her? No, I‘m tired of her saying „it’s nothing“ , „I‘m tired“. Depression? No, that not even real. It’s all in her head and she is totally overreacting and ungrateful. I wish she would be more active and optimistic about everything. She has everything she needs and is still sad. I don‘t know how to help her anymore. I‘m going to leave here alone now. I’m tired of trying to help when nothing really changes.“ And this is what you think while I just need someone. You don‘t even need to say anything just hug me or just hold my hand. Because I know I‘m the only one who can fix myself but showing that you‘re there and we could even sit in silence, would help me more than you think.