death could hear my shame.

webcam piccie! =]

I am talking to the void Bellowing with shallow breaths A cat I am Anticipating the shrill yowl That mimics my own But nothing comes And I am alone. The glances towards my glowing eyes Are rarer now, under a heavy veil of uncertainty And murmuring still With a sense of condescension Or obligation So I cover my tracks Because to be invisible Is a better fate than being hunted down.

went to rivington pike today! i was terrified it was gonna pour it down, but luckily it was actually really nice. which is funny, because i usually love gloomy weather and hate sunny weather. got lots of opportunities to take some nice pics. =)

sighhhh. i wish i could find more positives in things. all this time to make them better and i’m still not bloody satisfied.

i don't know. it's a bit silly really, it's just like any other day. who cares if people want to gloat about the fact that they're in relationships? me, apparently. i felt bad enough last year when i was 18 in less than 2 weeks but still hadn't had a relationship, and now i'm 19 in less than 2 weeks and i have made 0 progress towards that. sigh.

blahhh. feeling a bit mopey. have a piccie from my webcam. ><