i broke my heart. Stole them not to enjoy my daily act. While i’m enjoying it, i’m not trying to make it last long.
i broke others hearts. They’re already support me with a huge things and materials, timeless and priceless.
Next step of kids question is what should i do?
other step wiser question, should i do what i love and leave what i don’t?
people who loved me, say that want me to be better, didn’t have to be tired to survived living, just do what i ‘can’ do event i didn’t like them. well, i am the most tired person of all doing things i’m not enjoy.
only bussiness, buy-design-and-sell that in my mind. But, there are more worth things to do and not waisting your time, design-sell-built. For me it’s a hard decision. I can’t believe being in this world is like i’m in a cage of designing and selling things.
i think, i need to be in the part of the right calculation like math or civil to make me more sure about what i am designing. Many doubts that i didn’t expect that i could built things such as houses or anything i design at college. Why? because it’s never happen until it built and i haven’t trust my self to do such a thing.
Should i join any consultant? well, a little more experience.
theartofmadeline