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I blanket myself in thoughts of you And fall asleep, but even in my dreams We are hurting.

Somewhere deep inside my heart, You are always raining down, Making me cry.

When I pitifully Had to let you go— Even if I try to cut those mournful memories away,

I can't do it. Easy as it is to say, How could I? How could I? My burned, Blackened heart Is full of you. How could I?

I get drunk to fall asleep, But even here in my dreams again, I search for you.

When I could only watch As you were hurting— Even if I try to cut those pitiful memories away,

I can't do it. Easy as it is to say, How could I? How could I? My burned, Blackened heart Is full of you. How could I?

Nights fading. Tears dripping. Hearts aching. Souls breaking.

Nights fading. Dreams shaking. Hearts aching. Souls breaking.

I can't do it. Easy as it is to say, How could I? How could I? My burned, Blackened heart Is full of you. How could I?

Even if I try to change the conclusion, it's futile. After going around and around, they all end up on the same ending.

Even if I get tired of a person, I want to hold onto that person. Even amidst saying I'm going to forget it all, I find myself carving it deep in my heart again. I'm diligently collecting the scattered fragments Like this.

Even if by chance I know the answer, it's meaningless. There is nowhere to run and hide, to escape, here.

Even when I'm exhausted by sadness, it doesn't wait for me. Even amidst saying I'm going to forget it all, It starts sweeping over me like a wave again. I'm prying opening that stitched-up wound again (my burnt-out heart) Like this. (My burnt-out heart.) (My burnt-out heart.)

Looking around, looking around, Hovering to see whether There's somewhere to stick, Begging here and there.

Jabbering on excitedly— Empty vessels makes the most noise. There's no end to greed And the effort is always mediocre.

It's shallow. It's so shallow That before it touches me It disappears.

A hundred, a thousand times, I'll concede and even understand, But if you're asking me to participate, I'll decline. After playing to your heart's content, using the remaining time To half-ass it just doesn't fit my style at all. It doesn't suit my tastes, Your recipe.

Oblivion as a sleep aid, Avarice as a stimulant— In that empty can of a head, Delusions flower.

You want to hold a knife. With two empty hands, You're only satisfied After mangling everything.

It's superficial. It's so superficial That even playing along Isn't any fun.

Jealousy, Hate, envy, (Bad memories…) Colorless, tasteless life mixed with a spoon of fantasy. Your recipe, always a cup half empty. Layers and layers of brazenness covering the fear inside. Ear-shattering, discordant melody, blood spit from your lips. Want to shove your bookmark wherever, but the story's never yours. The enemy in the mirror's irritated and tormented you your whole life; Instead, you'll break screens with bloody fists. Watching the world be flooded and flail around in the morning rain You were too afraid to face alone must be fun, 'Cause you don't give a, you don't give a Fuck. Please just disappear. What a waste of air.

Before putting on the pretense of refinement, Please at least wipe off your drool. Does someone else's grass look greener? Do you not see the effort behind it?

You wouldn't know, Having had free rides your whole life, But choices come at a cost. So shut your trap.

Even if your skull is hollow, Your tongue darts like a snake. Before making a lame excuse, At least wet your lips.

For someone who's always exploited others, You probably don't know this either, But if you wanna do some chopping, At least wipe your cutting board. (You don't even have the basics.)

I’ve put the link for the translation I did for this album here. Enjoy!

Songs without translation links are either already in English or don’t have lyrics

Rats

Sweet Delusion

Only One

Losers Recipe (Feat. Tablo)

Don't Let Me Go

Blue Eyes

VAMP

상실의 관성 | Loss in Motion

Deep Inside

I Will Always Be

Lap it all up until you can see the bottom. Isn’t it as savory as freshly popped popcorn? The smoke without a fire spews out, Blanketing the whole sky.

Everyone covers their eyes anyway. Let’s drink this poisoned cup and dance. There’s nothing fun in truth. There’s no use for sincerity.

We all dance in a trance, And no one wants to wake.

Isn't it creepy, when you face its true nature? It's like a procession of the dead. Isn't it chilling, the cold of an empty soul? Let's burn it all, another mass mania.

Everyone covers their eyes anyway. Let’s drink this poisoned cup and dance. We can retch day in day out, But we're all already poisoned anyway.

We all live in a trance, And no one wants to wake. Welcome to here, Where we bow before the fake. Delusions lead the way.

(Everyone covers their eyes anyway.)

[ID: TGCF fanart of Hua Cheng and Xie Lian. First, Hua Cheng looks forward with his right eye closed; overlaid is the glowing gold outline of his saber E'ming, whose eye is positioned directly over his eyelid. Second, Xie Lian looks forward with a somber expression; overlaid is the glowing gold outline of the sword Fangxin cutting his face in half, while the outlines of a cry-smiling mask and his cursed shackle also float over his face and neck. End ID]

We part ways with a song, but no matter how far apart we are, we will meet again someday.

1x01 Banishing Evil Pt.1 - Kicked x8, chased, trips 1x02 Banishing Evil Pt.2 - Scared (21:50), restrained, identified, whipped 1x03 Pursuing Studies - Silenced (spell) 1x04 Water Ghouls - Yanked into the water, unconscious, weak, saved 1x05 Heretic Path - Held at sword-point, punished (beat), carried, chased, caught under tree collapse, weak, clawed, overwhelmed by energy, pain 1x08 The Indoctrination - Branded 1x09 Same Boat - Branded cont., pain, weak, shot with an arrow, bleeding, pain x3, eaten, unconscious 1x10 Disaster Arises - Weak, comforted, awakes from coma, pain, weak out of bed, whipped x40 (actual number), weak 1x11 Mountain Collapse - Weak, carried, restrained, finger bit, punched x3, choked, crying 1x12 Loyal Heart - Falls from roof on back, heals from being whipped 1x13 Fatal Position - Stabbed, kicked, slapped, captured, pinned, thrown from a cliff, missing, extremely weak, hallucinating, great pain 1x14 Obscured Sun - Missing cont. 1x15 Beautiful Tranquility - Memory loss

2x03 Web of Intrigue - Bit, fear of dogs x2, childhood flashbacks 2x04 Shishu - Tinnitus, reliving bad memories, crying, whipped 2x05 Untamed - Curse mark, chased by a dog 2x06 Right and Wrong - Curse mark worsening, pain, collapse, 06 something [Flashback; knocked back, pain, collapse (10:10), overwhelmed] 2x07 Night Rush - [Flashback; collapse, crying, guilt, weakened, heartbroken] Weak 2x08 The Truth - Curse mark brief pain

Highly recommend this video summarizing Nell’s 25-year history from its formation up to mid-2025. Lots of great info that’s hard to find, especially in English.

The video itself is in Korean but has full English subs that seemed accurate when I had them on! (I kinda turned them on and off, trying to hone my listening skills by not relying on them too much.)