𝙞𝙩'𝙯 𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙞

dorii 〰 aussie 〰 she/her 〰 entj

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stray kids blackpink enhypen kickflip cortis bts ateez &team

requests: open

warnings: smut, fingering, virgin!jake, loser!jake, clit rubbing, afab reader

a/n: first time writing for jake!

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"jake??"

your voice snapped jake out of his haze, his eyes shifting away from your exposed cunt back up to your face.

"you okay?" you hoisted yourself up on your elbows to look down at him.

he nodded slowly, lips parting as he stared back down between your legs in astonishment. "it's so pretty."

"pretty?" you huffed out a laugh, throwing your head back onto his pillow.

"yeah..it looks so soft.." he mumbled, but unfortunately for you, his hands were still down in his lap and you were growing wetter by the second.

"then touch it." you said, your voice slightly whiny out of desperation.

"can i?" his eyes widened.

"nah, you're here to just look at it." you deadpanned, rolling your eyes. his large poster collection of old sci fi movies were visible from the corner of your eye. if you were being honest, it was quite a turn off to have your pussy bare in front of such a hot man while some mad scientist stared in the background.

but you tried to focus more on the task at hand: teaching your innocent boyfriend how to pleasure you.

jake slightly raised one hand near your thigh, then lowered it back down. "where do i start?" he asked softly.

"baby, just touch it." you groaned.

he sensed the impatience in your tone and nodded once, finally bringing his hand up to run through your folds, drawing a whimper out of you. he smiled at the sound.

"d-does it really feel good?" he said breathily.

"mm, don't stop" you whined, grinding your hips back onto his hand.

he moved his face closer to your core, his eyes dilating. he moved his thumb slowly from the bottom of your cunt all the way up to your pubic bone, hovering just above your clit.

"this is your clitoris?" he asked more to himself, his finger resting gently on it. your body jerked at the touch and you let out a small moan. "yes, yes," you urged, "rub it, please"

he complied and rubbed slow circles around the nub. your back arched a bit off the bed and your eyes squeezed shut.

your reaction seemed to give jake a little bit of confidence. he pushed up his glasses with a shrug of his shoulder, a smirk finding it's way to his lips. "you like that, hm?"

"yea- ngh, feels so good, jakey" you tossed your head to the side, your brain too full of pleasure to care about the posters that had bothered you before.

he rubbed your clit faster while his middle finger ran lower down your cunt, finding the source of your sticky arousal. he chucked lightly when he finally found your dripping entrance.

"can i put my finger in, love?" he asked sweetly. you nodded frantically.

at your consent, his fingertip prodded gently into your hole, making you moan louder. "fuck.." he murmured at the way you clenched around him. his finger went deeper inside of you while his thumb continued it's relentless torment on your clit.

after settling his hand deep inside of you, he looked up at you while slowly pulling it out before plunging it back in repeatedly.

before you knew it, your thighs began to shake. he could feel you contracting around him.

"oh, babe, i'm gonna come-" you squealed, vision turning white.

his eyebrows furrowed. "come where..? oh. oh. you mean you're gonna orgasm?" he smiled. "you're gonna orgasm for me? do it then. c'mon, baby." he cooed, rubbing faster.

when you did indeed come, he lightly stroked your clit one last time just to see you jerk before pulling his fingers out and moving to lean above you. he planted a little kiss on your cheek.

"can i try eating you out now?"

ty for reading <3

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omg im so sorry that i didn't reply to your last message!! i was actually planning on it i promise, but there was suspicious behaviour on my account and some stuff including dms got deleted (i clicked on a link i shouldnt have clicked on 🙁) but its ok i solved the problem

im doing okay, wbu???

warnings: smut, soft sex, foreplay, afab reader, hickeys, masturbation (kinda), tit play, mentions of daddy kink

a/n: i have rlly bad writers block and this is all i could come up with, sorry if it's ahh

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⤷ SOFT!DOM HYUNJIN WHO....

sets the mood before hand. he's not here to have sex, he's here to make love. he lights a few candles, dims the light, sprays perfume

never skips foreplay. he has to spend at least 10 minutes kissing all over your body, gently groping you, and carefully undressing you

always gives you at least 1 orgasm before penetrating you. whether it's by eating you out or fingering you, he makes sure you're completely wet and comfortable before allowing himself his own pleasure

leaves a few hickeys, but keeps them in places only he'll see, like on your chest, hips, etc because he doesn't want to cause you trouble with covering them later

usually positions you in missionary so he can kiss you during the act without straining your neck. sometimes (especially when he's lazy), he fucks you while spooning you and leaves soft kisses on your neck

recognises the feeling of your incoming orgasm before you do and he always times it to be before his. if you're too sensitive after coming, he doesn't mind pulling out and rubbing himself to finish instead of overstimulating you

gently cups your tits and peppers kisses on them, but keeps his eyes locked on yours the whole time

praises you non stop. he coos in your ear about how good you make him feel, how he wants to take care of you, how well you're taking him, etc

he doesn't really mind if you wanna call him by any titles (e.g daddy or smth). he wouldnt enforce it but it would definitely turn him on

sees sex as the closest two souls can be to each other. he doesn't just want pleasure, he wants to cherish and worship your body

ty for reading <3

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warnings: angst, not much comfort, swearing, apologies, use of y/n,

a/n: there isn't really comfort in this cuz last time i wrote angst yall told me y/n forgave too quickly

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part one

the morning after you and hyunjin's fight, you clicked on the kettle in your shared kitchen, pouring powdered coffee into your mug.

you had spend the night crying at your friend's house, but you didn't want to impose on her and her boyfriend so you came home right after waking up.

hyunjin was seemingly asleep when you had come home (very fortunately for you because it meant you didn't have to speak to him), but now he trudged sleepily into the kitchen, pausing when he saw you.

"y/n!" he mumbled, sounding shocked.

you didn't respond, keeping your gaze on your cup as you poured the steaming water into it, watching the powder dissolve.

"you came back." he spoke softly.

"no shit. i live here." you huffed, taking your coffee and walking away from you. his eyes widened and he quickly moved to follow you.

"wait, y/n, i'm sorry."

"fuck off." you spat, sitting down and switching on the tv. hyunjin leaned on the doorway, his eyes full of remorse. usually the sight of his doe eyes folded you instantly. but not today.

"i really am. i shouldn't have said that to you. you had every right to be mad at that girl."

"i know i did."

he swallowed, nodding slowly. "do you...forgive me?" he said hopefully.

you scoffed, scrunching your nose in disgust. "no." you stated like it was the most obvious thing ever.

"why..why not?

you finally turned to look at him in disbelief at his stupidity. "you yelled and swore at me in defence of some random girl who was clearly hitting on you and then you crashed out on me when i tried to explain! you think a simple 'sorry' is gonna make everything okay?"

"o-of course not, love, but, i'm trying to make amends."

"you're not trying to make amends. you're trying to make me forget how much of a dick you were."

he exhaled and looked down at his feet in shame, taking a second to gather his words before speaking. "i know." he mutted. "i was such a fucking dick. and you were right, y'know? about me liking her attention."

your pressed your lips into a hard white line. "you liked another girl's attention? and you think that's gonna make me feel better?"

"i liked it because it reminded me that you cared." he admitted quietly.

"what the fuck does that mean?"

"well..... i liked seeing you get protective over me."

"you liked it so you went and attacked me for it?"

"i'm stupid. i know i'm stupid. i'm a stupid, insecure piece of shit. i haven't been feeling the most secure recently. and somehow that ended up with me taking it all out on you."

you hesitated. you'd never considered him being insecure about your relationship. but that still didn't excuse his behaviour. "if you felt like that, we could've talked it out."

"i know. that's what i should've done."

you exhaled through your nose, looking back down at the coffee table in front of you. "i'm still mad."

"i know, baby. and i'm still sorry."

you fidgeted with the edge of your sweater. you could hear the regret in his voice. and you wanted to forgive him.

just not immediately.

"i just want some space right now." you decided.

hyunjin looked like he wanted to argue but decided not to. "of course, my love. as much as you need." he said before walking away, leaving you with your thoughts.

ty for reading <3

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warnings: angst, no comfort, fighting, yelling, swearing, use of y/n

a/n: i'm freezing my toes off while writing this

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part two

hyunjin turned to you as soon as he slammed the front door shut. "did you have to be so rude to her?"

you frowned in confusion at the hostility in his tone, sliding your shoes off. "what are you talking about?"

"that girl! you did not have to treat her like that!" his voice raised.

you stood there, replaying the events of the day in your mind. what girl? until it clicked halfway. the girl who was hitting on him? but you weren't rude to her. at least, you thought you weren't.

"you mean the girl who was flirting with you?" you said slowly after thinking it over.

"she wasn't flirting with me! that's the problem! you went all possessive for no reason!" hyunjin was now yelling at this point.

"possessive?" you repeated in incredulity. "i wasn't possessive! i just told her that you were my boyfriend."

"which was completely unnecessary." he spat out.

"she was literally calling you hot!"

"so?" he shrugged it off.

"what do you mean so? you think i'm supposed to just sit there and watch while some random lady hits on my boyfriend?!"

"for the last time," hyunjin gritted out, "she wasn't flirting."

"then what was she doing?"

"just being friendly!"

"is sweet talking and placing her hand on your bicep considered friendly now?

"you just took it the wrong way," he said, sitting down on the couch and switching on the tv, leaving you speechless.

you didn't move and just stared at him for a few seconds before storming over to stand in front of him.

"you're blocking the view."

you ignored that. "imagine if a guy came up to me, called me hot, and touched me. how would you feel?"

he seemed genuinely taken aback for a second before his expression hardened again. "that's different."

you scoffed. "how is it different?"

"because i know how guys think."

you could feel yourself turning red, your eyebrows scrunching together. "what does that even mean?"

he finally stood up to tower over you, his voice becoming a shout again. "it means that a guy flirting with you is disrespectful towards me because i'm your fucking boyfriend, y/n."

"and a girl flirting with you isn't disrespect to me?" you shot back.

"it would be if the girl was actually flirting."

"oh my god, hyunjin! what is your problem today?"

"my problem is that you were rude to some poor girl for no reason!"

"i wasn't even rude to her! i literally just smiled and said "sorry, this is my boyfriend." how the fuck is that rude?!"

"it's rude because it was not needed!"

"so you'd rather i just stood there and said nothing?"

"yeah! that's what a mature person would do!"

you huffed before turning away from him and walking back to the front door. "you're just mad because you liked the attention she was giving you."

hyunjin froze, stuttering over his words. "th-that's not true!"

"you're fucking pathetic." you said finally, putting your shoes back on and closing the door behind you as you left.

you could hear him calling out your name after you, but you ignored him and kept walking.

ty for reading <3

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chan comforting chubby!reader

warnings: body image issues, insecurities, slight angst, fluff, comfort, use of y/n

a/n: hi anonnie! tysm for this request. i hope you enjoy it <3

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you laid down the dress on the bed in front of you. it was gorgeous.

the colour contrasted perfectly to your skin and eyes. you knew it was the one.

except for one teensy detail.

it was too small.

the cinched waist didn't fit around yours. but unfortunately, it was the largest size the store had it in.

it's okay, you thought, sighing and sitting down. i'll make it work.

you had exactly a month until the event. exactly a month to 'make it work'.

maybe if i did 100 sit ups every day?

i could cut back on sugar.

and carbs.

each suggestion worsened your mood one by one. you didn't want to diet.

but you wanted this dress.

you wanted to look good.

suddenly, chan's voice cut through your brainstorm. "baby, have you seen my charg-" he walked in, pausing at the sight of your frown. "what's wrong?"

"the dress." you mumbled.

he switched his gaze to the garment laying on the bed next to you. "what about it? don't you like it?" he asked, walking to sit down next to you.

"i love it."

he raised an eyebrow in confusion, one hand lifting up to cup your face. "so why the long face, love?"

"it's not my size. i don't fit in it." you confessed, melting into his touch.

"ah." he looked back to the dress, nodding. "is it too late to return it and get a different size?"

"they don't have any bigger sizes.....i could just diet until the event. i have time to lose weight." you thought out loud.

"no, no, baby." chan quickly shook his head, his hands framing your face completely now and lifting it up to meet his eyes. "you don't need to change your body just for a dress."

"well..to be honest, it's not just the dress. i've been meaning to lose weight for a while. now i have a perfect opportunity."

he exhaled slowly through his nose. "you've been having those negative thoughts again, y/nnie?"

you nodded softly.

"my love, you don't have to lose any weight. you look perfect as you are. you're healthy. you eat what you want. that's all that matters." he promised you, giving you a soft kiss on the tip of your nose.

"but what about the dress?"

"you can always get it tailored. i know a guy who does adjustments really well. and if not, we'll get you a new one, yeah? with that pretty face of yours, any dress will look stunning." he winked, making you smile.

"thank you, channie. i needed that."

"any time, love. now help me look for my charger."

ty for reading <3

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how each stray kids member would comfort underweight!reader

warnings: reader is underweight, food struggles, body issues, kinda angsty, mentions of heatstroke, fluff, comfort

a/n: hi anon!! ty for the request. honestly, it pmo so bad when people act like not being able to gain weight isnt a problem. i'm sorry to hear about your struggles, and i ask you to please remember that your body is beautiful no matter what and you should prioritise being healthy and comfortable in your own skin <3

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⤷ CHRISTOPHER BANG CHAN

you sat on the couch, looking down at the way your thighs left so much room in your pants. you ran a hand down your leg, feeling the bone of your knee and sighing.

chan walked in, plopping down on the couch next to you and picking up his phone.

"channie..?" you asked quietly.

"yeah, baby?"

"could i possibly start coming with you to the gym?

"the gym?" he turned off his phone. "you're welcome any time, but i thought you weren't interested."

"i-i wasn't at first, but now...i just want to gain some muscle mass." your voice cracked. he turned to face you completely, sensing the uncertainty in your voice.

"of course you can come, darling, but i want you to come for the right reasons."

"the right reasons?"

chan nodded, slowly taking your hands in his. your frown deepened at the way his palms engulfed yours. "i can tell you're feeling bad about your body again, y/n. and i understand that makes you want to change it, but i dont want you to start working out just because you hate your body. trust me, no matter how much you lift, you're still gonna feel hatred. that's why i want you to come to terms with your body before you start trying to 'fix it.'"

"but..if i wasn't so skinny, i wouldn't feel so bad." you denied.

"i know it feels that way. and im not gonna tell you not to work out. i just want you to have a better mindset, my love. work out because it brings you joy, not because you feel like you have to."

you hesitated before giving him a response. is working out something that's gonna bring me joy?

as if he could read your mind, chan spoke again. "come with me to the gym. try it a couple times and you can make up your mind, okay? you might really like it. if not, you don't have to go again."

you nodded and smiled softly. "yeah. i'll try it."

he smiled too and gave you a gentle kiss on the forehead. "it's all your choice, baby. i'll be with you no matter what you decide."

⤷ LEE MINHO

minho ticked open the stove, igniting the flame and placing his favourite steel pot on the burner. you sat on the counter to watch him cook as usual.

you watched him grab salmon for himself and chicken tenders for you from the fridge. he began to peel of the plastic cover of the salmon to put it on the pan.

you hesitated for a second, watching him turn to the breaded chicken to do the same.

"uh, minho?"

he hummed in response.

"could you make me salmon too instead of chicken?"

his hands froze over the chicken, raising an eyebrow. "since when do you like salmon?"

"i don't...i just wanna eat a bit more nutritious."

he turned around to meet your eyes. "chicken is nutritious, though."

"yeah, but salmon is one of the most nutritious meats.."

"why do you suddenly care so much about nutrition, jagi?" he frowned.

"because, i just thought, maybe... the reason i'm not gaining weight is that i'm not eating good food." you confessed.

minho stared at you for a few seconds before exhaling deeply. "baby, that makes no sense."

you looked down, feeling ashamed in yourself. "i know. it's dumb. i'm sorry."

"you have nothing to apologise for. you're not dumb, either." he hooked a finger under your chin and tilted your head up to look at him. "if you want chicken, you're eating chicken. forcing yourself to eat food you hate is just gonna make you feel worse."

"i guess you're right." you mumbled.

"good." he turned back to the stove. "i'm making you the juiciest, crunchiest fried chicken you've ever had."

⤷ SEO CHANGBIN

the ac hummed as you entered your bedroom, closing the door behind you to get changed. you opened your closet door, practically buzzing with excitement to wear the new shirt you had gotten the other day.

you quickly changed out of your pyjamas and into your jeans and short, smiling as you hopped over to the mirror.

your smile was wiped off immediately.

the shirt which was meant to be fitted hung loose around your waist. the sleeves which cut off short exposed the portruding bone of your wrist.

the shirt looked horrible.

you looked horrible.

your entire mood soured as you reluctantly trudged back to the closet to pick out a jacket and slip it over your shoulders.

changbin knocked once before opening the door and entering. he frowned, tilting his head. "y/nnie, it's literally boiling outside. you can't wear a jacket."

"i just..dont like my shirt. and it's too late to change."

"which shirt?" he walked over, peering over the collar of your jacket. "wasn't this the one you were so excited to wear."

you nodded.

"so why are you hiding it?"

"because it looks terrible on me!" you whined.

"i'm sure it doesn't, babe. what's wrong with it?"

you slipped your jacket off and looked down, expecting humiliation.

but there was nothing. changbin was silent.

until finally, "what's the problem?"

"i'm swimming in it! don't pretend you can't see it!"

"i didn't even notice that. it looks great on you because i know you love the shirt and you were so excited to put it on."

"but it's embarassing. i dont wanna go out like this."

"y/n, it's so hot outside that people are going out shirtless or with barely anything on. no one's concerned about the way your body looks in your shirt."

"you're just saying that."

"i'm not. i didn't even notice it was too big until you pointed it out. i think you look amazing, darling. don't risk heatstroke over something i assure you no one's gonna care about."

"are you sure?" you looked back up at him.

"100%." changbin pressed a huge kiss to your cheek.

⤷ HWANG HYUNJIN

you had your head in hyunjin's lap, his hand idly combing through your hair. he had a book perched in the other while you scrolled through tiktok.

a particular reel caught your attention.

a caption: 'my dream body type'. the background images switching between various girls. all of them skinny. all of them clearly not healthy.

you held your breath, opening the comments, hoping to see someone with a brain pointing out that that isn't a healthy body type.

but there was no one.

on the contrary, all the comments were agreeing.

"goals"

"body tea 🔥"

"forever jealous of girls naturally like this"

you sighed, turning off your phone and chucking it away, turning your head.

hyunjin peered down at you. "what's wrong?"

"i'm so sick of people acting like being skinny is automatically a good thing."

he put his bookmark back into the book and placed it down, gesturing for you to continue.

"people all over tiktok keep saying how they wish they had a body like mine."

"you shouldn't listen to people on social media. let alone tiktok. you know how dumb they are." his hand met your scalp again, gently running through it.

"i know! but how dumb can you be to assume skinny people have it better?"

"it's all the media's fault. it's brainwashed people into thinking they need to lose weight to be pretty."

you nodded. "everyone tells me 'i wish i had your problem'. no one realises it actually is a problem."

hyunjin leaned down, his face above yours as his hand went down to cup your face. "i realise your problems, my love. i know you struggle. and i also know that you're so incredibly strong."

you smiled, making eye contact with him. "thank you, jinnie."

"don't thank me for the truth, muse. no more tiktok today. just you and me?"

"just you and me." you agreed.

⤷ HAN JISUNG

you were actually having a pretty good day today. you facetimed jisung in the morning, which was rare since he had gone abroad for tour.

then, you had spent the day out with your friends and for once, you felt pretty good in your outfit.

so good that you had taken multiple pictures and decided to post a few on your instagram.

unsurprisingly, your first comment was from jisung.

"beautiful as always <3333"

you smiled and sent a reply to him. you recieved a few more nice comments from your friends and family.

then, a comment from some random guys who's name you didn't recognise.

"you're flat asf"

your thumbs froze over the screen, your face falling. you didn't even know this guy. and he found you flat. ugly.

maybe all your friends found you ugly as well.

maybe jisung did.

maybe everyone was just trying to be nice when they complimented you.

before you could dwell on it too, your phone pended with a notification of new activity on your post.

the comment you had been frowning at now had a reaction of '🤬' along with a new comment replied to it.

from jisung.

"lay off my girlfriend, man. you're just jealous you cant land a girl nearly as hot as her. also, reporting your account, mf."

your smile slowly made its way back to your face. a new message from jisung popped up.

"ignore that loser on your post, bb. he's just insecure."

you grinned fully now, texting back.

so what if some creepy old stranger thought you were flat?

your friends found you beautiful.

your family found you beautiful.

jisung found you beautiful.

⤷ LEE FELIX

felix had his head on your shoulder, watching a movie while you scrolled on your phone for a dress to wear to your friend's party next weekend.

"is this cute, lix?" you asked, showing him your phone on an ankle long, baggy dress.

he snapped out of his staring at the tv and peered over at your phone. "it's cute, but we're not going to church, love."

"what do you mean?" you frowned.

"i mean, it's a party at a club. don't you want something you can dance in?"

you went silent. felix's eyes widened.

"oh, no, baby, i didn't mean it like that. if you wanna dress modest you're free to do that of course! i didn't mean to overstep!" he quickly said.

"i-it's not that i'm trying to be modest.. i just..."

"just what?"

"i just don't think my body is clubbing material."

"clubbing material?" he furrowed his eyebrows. "i don't get it."

"my body isn't hot, lix. it's not the type i can wear a short, tight dress and feel good in!"

"oh." felix frowned in realisation. "angel, you are hot. you're hot no matter what you wear. if you wanna wear a revealing dress, then wear it. if you wanna dress to cover up, go ahead. but don't do it because you think you're unattractive. because you're not. wear whatever you're comfortable with."

you swallowed, nodding slowly.

he sat up straight, meeting your gaze. "do you want to wear a revealing dress?"

"if i had a different body, then ye-"

"no, no, that's not what i asked. do you want to wear a revealing dress?"

you thought for a second. you did want to wear something with a lower cut for once. something short. just to see what it felt like. what if you felt confident in it?

"i'd like to try." you mumbled.

"then let's find you one." he smiled, leaning his head back on your shoulder and waiting for you to pick your phone up again.

⤷ KIM SEUNGMIN

you were spending the night at seungmin's house.

unfortunately, in all of your excitement, you didn't pick out enough clothes, so he sent you into his room to pick one of his sweaters to wear.

you eagerly went to his closet, looking for something warm that smelled like him.

at last, you picked the perfect candidate. an oversized, maroon knit sweater and pulled it over yourself. you had seen it on seungmin a few times. it looked so cosy on him.

you went to the mirror, expecting it to look cosy on you too.

but it didn't.

you looked like a homeless victorian child.

it dwarfed you completely.

seungmin walked over and leaned on the doorframe. his eyes softened at you.

"you look adorable." he said.

"it's too big."

he smiled. "it's cute."

"no, it's not cute. it barely fits." you turned to him, a big frown on your face.

his smile wiped off. "yeah, because it's mine."

"i know..but..is the size difference between us really that big..?"

"jagi, i'm much taller than you." he walked over, wrapping his arms around your waist, looking into the mirror with you. "and it's oversized on me too. it's just a big sweater. it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with your body."

you wrapped your mind around the logic. it did make sense.

he turned you around to face him. "are you warm?"

"yeah."

"then the problem is solved." he leaned in to kiss you.

⤷ YANG JEONGIN

you walked hand in hand with jeongin, entering the restaurant where you had planned to reunite with your friend.

"i can't wait to see her!! it's been months!" you yapped to jeongin. he smiled and nodded in response, leading you inside.

you scanned the room for your friend, eyes finally finding her at a table in the corner of the room. you walked over to her, excited to introduce her to jeongin.

her eyes lit up as she spotted you, standing up to greet you. "y/n!!!" she exclaimed, opening her arms up.

you ran over, hugging her tightly.

she pulled back, hands on your shoulders. "i haven't seen you in so long!!"

you grinned, nodding. "way too long!"

"you've lost so much weight!" she pointed out loudly.

your smile faltered, your heart beginning to beat quicker. a few people glanced your way.

now everyone was staring at you, noticing how you've lost more weight.

jeongin noticed the expression on your face and how you friend didn't realise her mistake.

"um, let's lower our voices and sit down." he said gently, taking your hand again, gently bringing you to sit. you complied, sitting across from your friend.

"seriously, y/n, have you been dieting or something?" your friend repeated, at least a bit more quiet this time.

you looked down, picking at your fingernails.

"she's been eating fine. let's not talk about weight." jeongin said firmly, squeezing your knee to reassure you that he was there.

not long after, you guys began looking through the menus. while your friend was distracted, jeongin whispered to you.

"are you okay? do you wanna leave?"

you shook your head. "no, no, it's okay, she didn't mean it."

"okay. tell me any time if you change your mind." he smiled.

ty for reading <3

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warnings: fluff, established relationship, swearing, seungmin is older than reader (not specified by how much), back pain

a/n: ignore the timestamps. idk whats going on with them (also, i just realised after putting the text in that skzoos are way more expensive than $25..)

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ty for reading <3

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warnings: fluff, established relationship, reader is implied afab in seonghyeon's

a/n: enjoy <3

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⤷ ZHAO YUFAN

randomly sends you 0.5 pics of his face throughout the day. he either does it if he's just feeling goofy or if he just wants to start a conversation but doesn't know what to start it with (he did this a lot during the start of your relationship)

paints matching nails for you and him. you guys take turns picking the colour/design. it's nothing fancy, just the two of you lounging in bed and painting your nails the same colour. he gets very pouty if you scrub yours off before it's time for the next design

prefers to hold pinkies instead of hands. this is partly because he always offers to hold your bags, but even if his hands are full he still wants to feel you close by

⤷ KIM JUHOON

reads to you. one of your most common date activities is your head in his lap, him reading aloud whatever novel you both decided on. he never starts a new book without you

he never touches his phone when you're together. he thinks it would be a disrespect to your entire being to have you in front of him and dare to touch his phone. he puts it on do not disturb and gives you his full attention

takes you to petstores just to look at cute lil kittens and puppies. you guys don't even adopt anything. you just walk through every aisle hand in hand and coo at every animal you lay your eyes on

⤷ MARTIN EDWARDS

whenever he comes up with a new beat or piece of music, he makes sure you're always the first to hear it. your opinion is the most important thing to him, so it means the world to him if you compliment his work

takes a polaroid picture of the two of you after every date. everytime you guys go out, he brings his polaroid camera and takes a photo for your shared album

has a playlist titled with your name full of love songs. since you started dating, he began to associate every ballad with you, so he decided to just collect all of them into a playlist named after you

⤷ EOM SEONGHYEON

whenever he notices your shoelaces are untied, he bends down and ties them up for you. he doesnt even think about it anymore. its just instinct

he wastes every single coin he has on claw machines to win you a stuffed animal. you tell him multiple times that its fine and that you'll live without it, but he insists and doesnt stop until he gets the one you want

he keeps a bunch of stuff for you at his home for whenever you come over. your favourite snacks, a hoodie of yours, a toothbrush, he even keeps pads/tampons in case you ever need them

⤷ AHN KEONHO

he immediately jumps to your defence if anyone says anything mean to you. he doesn't care if it's a 'joke'. he doesn't tolerate disrespect to you, no matter who it's from

he always steals your fries whenever you eat out. he laughs when you whine about it and promises he won't take more. he ends up taking more anyway, but he buys you more once he sees your pout

you guys buy like ten different flavours of chips and rate them together. you sit down, pretending to be food critics, and try every single flavour until you agree on a mutual favourite

ty for reading <3

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it ended months ago 😭

that's okay tho lol, thanks for messaging anyway

here, have a tiny yennie

warnings: insecurites, body image issues, reader gets carried, fluff

a/n: i felt ashamed of how little i've written for changbinnie so here you go <3

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you frowned at the mirror, standing sideways. you lifted your baggy t-shirt, noticing the way your tummy protruded outwards.

one hand moved down to squish at the chubbiness there.

had you been letting yourself go?

it had been a while since you last stepped on a scale. changbin, your boyfriend, had convinced you it wasn't necessary.

but maybe your lack of attention to your weight was giving you a wrong sense of ease towards your body...

you huffed, slumping your shoulders and pouting at the lump on your abdomen.

right on time, changbin walked in, standing behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist. "why so pouty, baby?" he pressed a warm, wet kiss to your cheek.

" 'm not.." you grumbled.

"aww, don't lieee" he cooed, squishing your cheek. another part of you that had gotten chubby.

you sighed, the crease between your eyebrows deepening. "don't you think i've..gained weight?"

the smile was instantly wiped off of his face. "gained weight? not that i've noticed, bun."

"you don't have to be nice..just tell me honestly.."

"i am being honest. i don't see any differences in your body. but even if you did gain weight, so what? you'd still be beautiful."

"but i've been eating so much recently, and look at my tummy!" you whined, your hand finding your stomach again.

"what, this adorable thing?" he laughed softly, placing his hand on yours.

"it's not funny, bin!"

he straightened his face again. "i'm not laughing at your body, darling, i'm laughing at how silly you are for thinking you're anything less than perfect."

"i'm not perfect, i'm fat." you denied, trying to accept the fact already.

he scoffed. "fat? y/n, i bench press triple your weight."

"no you don-" you began, but before you could even finish that sentence, changbin had grabbed you from underneath your legs.

he held you up in the air, swinging you playfully.

you squealed, gripping onto his shoulders. "changbin!! put me down!!"

he moved you so that you were being fully supported by just one of his arms, the other flexing to show off the plump muscle of his bicep.

"see? one arm." he grinned.

"i see! now put me down!"

he shook his head. "not until you repeat after me."

"repeat what?!"

"i, y/n l/n,"

"i, y/n l/n," you followed quickly.

"am the most gorgeous goddess to ever exist."

you hesitated. he raised his arm and his eyebrow higher.

"okay, fine!! i'm the most gorgeous goddess to ever exist!"

he finally complied and put you down back to the ground. "that wasn't so hard, was it?" he ruffled your hair. "remember this next time you ever question your beauty."

ty for reading <3333

reminder: you're beautiful

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synop: when each skz member realised they were in love with you

now playing: is this love - xg

pairing: stray kids (separate) x reader

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a/n: feeling lovey dovey

✧ CHRISTOPHER BANG CHAN

an early arrival from the studio meant chan had just enough time to take a much needed nap then take you out for a nice dinner date. already half asleep, he dragged himself into your shared apartment, sighing as he nudged his shoes off. his hand dug into his pocket, pulling out his phone to text you about dinner. then he flopped onto the couch, too tired to even make it to bed, and fell asleep the minute his eyes closed.

chan awoke to the sound of shifting around him. he lazily opened one eye, seeing you turn on the lamp on the coffee table. why was it suddenly so dark? sunset wasn't for hours.

"hi baby," he mumbled. "you ready for our reservation?"

your eyes softened as you looked down at him. "channie, it's 10pm."

he shot up, eyes suddenly wide. "what? when did you get home? how did i sleep this long-"

"shh, calm down." you hushed him, gently pushing his shoulder back down. "i came at around 5. you were knocked out. i didn't wanna wake you."

"you should've woken me up, i was planning on taking you out. we haven't had a date in so long."

"i don't care about the reservation, baby. i just want to spend time with you." you gently brushed hair out of his forehead. his eyes crinkled with his warm smile as he pulled your hand down to his.

"you sure you're not disappointed?" he asked, a hint of worry still laced in his voice. you quickly shook your head.

"of course, channie. you need rest. i'm happy you finally slept. and don't worry about dinner. i ordered from your favourite chinese place."

his eyes finally found the steaming plastic containers on the dinner table, his eyes becoming impossibly soft. you weren't upset about your date. and you took care of him so well. like always.

he thought for a second, before whispering:

"i love you, y/n."

✧ LEE MINHO

minho swiped through the rushed grocery list he had made this morning after skimming through the cabinets. milk, cheese, chicken, cat food.

the cats had been going through a strange increase in appetite recently. not that he was complaining. on the contrary, he loved spoiling his babies.

after paying for his food items and enough silver tins of kibble to last the next week, he made his way back home.

jamming the keys through the door and pushing it open, he entered your house, locking the door behind him. he walked to the kitchen, hearing your soft coos before he entered.

"there you go, baby. aww, were you hungry?"

he stood at the doorway, taking in the sight before him. you were crouched on the floor, peeling open the expensive kind of wet food he only allowed soonie on occasions.

"when did you buy that?" minho's voice cut through the silence, startling you slightly.

"this morning, i saw you ran out of food for them so i bought some."

"you didn't have to get the expensive kind." he chided, kneeling down next to you, brushing the cat's ears softly. "so you're the reason they're getting chunky."

"they deserve the best." you smiled, petting dori who padded in the room at the scent of food.

minho looked at you, a smile creeping up on his face at the way you doted on his pets as if they were your own children.

he nodded. "they do. and so do you, y/n." he said quietly.

then, even quieter, "i'm so in love with you."

✧ SEO CHANGBIN

changbin could tell you were in a bad mood. the furrow in your eyebrows, the tension in your jaw, the way you frowned at your laptop screen. he knew you'd probably like to be alone while you worked right now.

but he needed you so bad.

his day had been crappy too, and all he wanted was to snuggle up in your arms.

but he didn't want to disturb you. so he lingered nearby, head in his hand, watching you intently.

trying to seem patient.

apparently, his eagerness was more visible than he thought. you glanced up from your device, fingers pausing on the keyboard.

"you okay, bin?" you asked softly, voice tired yet caring.

he hesitated. "yeah, i'm fine."

you looked up from your laptop completely, eyes narrowing, recognising the longing in his voice. "you need a hug?" you offered.

he immediately stood up. "yes please," his voice cracked lightly.

you opened your arms wide, discarding your laptop onto the couch beside you. he walked over, half laying on you, his head on your chest.

you embraced him, fingers threading in his hair. "bad day?"

he hummed yes.

"why didn't you tell me?" you sighed.

"...i didn't wanna disturb you. you seemed busy."

"i'm never too busy for you, changbin. you're my priority."

he looked up at you, puppy eyes huge. you were stressed and busy, but you talked to him so softly like he was precious.

and that's when he realised how precious you were to him.

he smiled, dimples popping out. "i love you so much, y/nnie."

✧ HWANG HYUNJIN

stress, worry, and anger pooled in hyunjin's mind. all he needed right now was to let out all of these feelings onto a canvas, paper, anything.

alone.

he needed to be alone.

he walked into his in home studio, slamming the door behind him and sitting on his stool, exhaling. he rummaged through his brush drawer, picking one at random. then, he picked a few shades of pain that just made sense at the moment, finally entering flow state after a long day.

suddenly, a soft knock on the door. his eyes shot up, fingers pausing. "come in." he called out.

you opened the door, smiling at him from the doorway. "hi, jinnie. how was your day."

he huffed. "fine."

you could tell from his tone that he most certainly was not fine.

"do you wanna talk about it..or..?"

"i just wanna be alone right now, y/n." he snapped, rougher than he intended.

you retracted completely, eyes losing the excitement to see him. "oh, that's okay..i'll be in the room, i guess." you mumbled quietly, closing the door behind you.

his heart ached. he did want to be alone, but he didn't want to upset you. he knew you were excited to see him, yet you gave up so easily when you saw his need for isolation. and it wasn't the first time.

you were always so attentive to his needs.

"wait, y/n!" he called after you.

you paused on your way down the hallways, walking back to his studio and peering through the door.

"thanks for giving me space."

"of course, jinnie."

"and, uh, i love you."

✧ HAN JISUNG

it had been almost 3 months since jisung, your classmate in university, started giving you free korean lessons.

you were at a beginner's level when you had started at the library every day after last period. now, after a quarter of a year, you were learning pretty quickly.

he first offered you these lessons with the intention of doing something nice for a colleague. a very pretty colleague, but that was just a side note.

what he wasn't intending was to grow feelings for you. it started off as a silly crush, but now you occupied most of his thoughts.

but he didn't wanna seem like a creep.

so he kept his thoughts to himself.

this friday, you were at your last lesson for the week. you were sat in front of him, writing down notes as he talked.

"okay, pop quiz!!" he announced cheerfully. you groaned, closing your book but smiling at him expectantly nonetheless.

"okay, uh, what does eolmayeyo mean?"

you thought for a second. "umm, how much?"

"very good." he beamed. "okay, ask me what time it is."

"jigeum myeoch siyayo?" you asked confidently.

"jigeum myeoch siyeyo, but good job." he corrected. his gaze met yours, cheeks warming up at the way you smiled at his praise, as if his approval was the most important thing to you.

"okay, one last question before the weekend. what does saranghae mean?"

"uh, i love you?"

"i love you too, y/n." he grinned triumphantly.

✧ LEE FELIX

"please, y/n, it's not that deep, see, it's only up to my chest!" felix begged, tilting his head and pouting.

"nuh uh." you refused, still sitting on your towel on the sand.

"there's nothing to be scared of, i'll be holding you the whole time. just try, for me?" he gave you the most devastating puppy eyes, lips jutting out further.

you considered it for a second, fear still holding you back. "..um...are you sure it's not that deep?"

"i'm sure! see, my head is fully out of the water."

"yeah, but you're taller than me."

he laughed. "not by that much. you'll be okay, i promise, y/n."

"fine." you finally agreed, making him grin from ear to ear. he walked up to the shore to meet you still on the sand and gently take both of your hands in his. when your breath hitched, he rubbed your palms softly. "it's okay, i've got you. breathe."

he carefully led you into the water. you squealed when the cold water hit your bare calves, nose scrunching up.

"it's cold, yeah?"

you nodded.

"you'll get used to it in a second." he promised, taking you further into the water. once you were deep enough that your collarbones with underwater, he moved his hands to hold your waist protectively, keeping you from drifting away. "see, it's not that bad, is it?"

"only cuz you're holding me." you grumbled.

"and i'm not letting go." he reassured you softly. he knew being scared of the ocean was a deep fear engraved in you since you were a kid, and the fact that you felt safe with him enough to face your fear meant the world to him.

felix pressed a soft kiss to your lips. "i love you, my brave girl."

✧ KIM SEUNGMIN

your first 'i love you' with him was purely an accident.

well, more of a slip up.

he had been in love with you for quite a while but never actually vocalised it. he didn't even realise it until he was on tour, so far away from you, and his heart longed for you.

you were on a phone call, him in his hotel, you half asleep in bed.

"how's your leg, min?"

he smiled at your drowsy concern. "getting better. doesn't hurt much anymore."

"yay!" you exclaimed happily, slurring the word slightly. he could tell you were too sleepy to comprehend neither his or your own words.

he missed holding you against his chest and wrapping his arm around your waist when you were in this tired state. but now, all he could do was scold you through a screen.

"you need to go sleep, not talk to me, pup."

"no!" you quickly rejected. "we barely get to talk. wanna talk to you, minnie."

he sighed. "i wanna talk to you too, baby, but you need your rest. we can call when you're more awake, yeah?"

"mkay..." you gave in sadly.

"good. sleep well, pretty girl."

" 'night, minnie."

"night. i love you." he said just as he hung up, not realising the admission until a few seconds later.

✧ YANG JEONGIN

jeongin felt like his entire body was drained of energy.

his head was heavy and stuffed with pressure, making him feel like someone had emptied out his brains and replaced it with cotton. his nose switched between being completely blocked and forcing him to breathe through his mouth, or constantly running.

he stared blankly at his phone for a few seconds before mustering up the energy in his thumbs to type out to you that he wasn't feeling well, then letting the phone slip from his fingers and letting sleep overtake him.

a few hours later, the feeling of your cold hand on his forehead made him flinch to consciousness. "y/n?" he grumbled.

"sorry for waking you, innie.." you mumbled, kneeling down to face him. "are you okay?"

" 'm tired. cold..so cold." jeongin whined.

"mm, you're burning up." you stood up and disappeared for a few minutes before returning with a damp towel, medicine, and a cup of tea.

by then, he was awake enough to be aware of his surroundings, and the fact that you shouldn't have been there right now. "aren't you meant to be at work?" he frowned.

"i took the day off. didn't wanna leave you alone." you sat back down next to him, gently placing the towel on his forehead.

"you shouldn't have...it's just a cold."

"a fever." you corrected. "don't worry about it, baby. i'm here to take care of you."

he mumbled incoherently, pulling the fluffy blanket you had draped over him higher up his shoulders. "thank you, y/nnie. i love you."

ty for reading <3

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synop: meeting minho thanks to your shared fear of heights

now playing: fearless (taylor's version) - taylor swift

pairing: lee minho x reader

warnings: fear of heights, amusement parks

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a/n: self indulgent cuz i always get left behind at amusement parks lol

"we'll be quick, i promise!" jennie promised, already getting dragged towards the bustling line by mina.

"yeah, yeah." you sighed, plopping down at the bench in front of the rail. judging by the crowded line of sweaty people, they most certainly would not be quick.

you couldn't understand the appeal. why would you willingly choose to get on a hot, plastic seat a kilometre above the ground and be spun upside down for 10 minutes?

apparently there was a very high appeal to jennie, mina, and the other 100 or so people in line.

you exhaled, fanning yourself with the flimsy paper map of the amusement park given to you upon entering.

glancing sideways, you noticed a man sitting down on the opposite side of the bench, wiping sweat off his nose from underneath the rim of his sunglasses.

lucky man, you envied. you wished you had brought your sunglasses too.

he noticed your staring and stared back. at least, you thought he did. you couldn't really tell through his black shades. you quickly looked away, back to your friends chatting in line. his gaze followed yours.

"you don't like heights either?" he concluded, catching you off guard. you weren't expecting him to talk to you.

"no. your friends left you behind too?" you asked.

"yeah. they're still at the end of the line." he groaned. you looked towards the end of the line, where two men leaned against the railing right behind jennie and mina.

you nodded sympathetically. you knew the struggles.

"and your name is..?" he asked, taking off his glasses to reveal the sparkling eyes underneath.

you flustered for a second before regaining your composure. "y/n. and you?"

"minho."

"nice to meet you."

you both sat in silence for a few minutes before he finally spoke again.

"so, y/n, it seems like we'll both be waiting here for a while. so would you join me to go get something to eat?"

you perked up. you were pretty hungry. plus, a great opportunity to talk to a hot guy. "sure." you said nonchalantly, hiding how excited you were inside.

"great." he stood up. "do you have a map? my friends took mine."

"oh, yeah." you unravelled your brochure out of the paper fan you had made out of it, handing it to him.

he smiled softly, taking it from you and leading you to the food stands.

after a few back and forth "no, you pick"s, you both finally decided on churros.

and he insisted on paying for it.

so he was hot and gentlemanly.

apparently you had taken much longer than it felt like, because by the time you made it back to the ride, jennie, mina and minho's friends were sitting on the bench that was previously occupied by you.

your girls raised their eyebrows and smirked at the sight of you with a fine stranger. you blushed and ignored them.

"where were you, man?" minho's blonde friend asked, grinning knowingly.

"went to eat something with y/n." minho gestured towards you. "y/n, these are felix and jisung."

the boy on the left, jisung, stared at you with wide eyes before smiling and wiggling his eyebrows at minho, who rolled his eyes.

you smiled politely at his mates, before introducing your own.

"well, we'd probably get going if we're gonna catch the bus home." minho decided. "before that, could i get your number?" he turned towards you. you and mina made eye contact, smiling excitedly.

you nodded coolly, handing him your phone. he typed in his contact before bidding the three of you goodbye and walking away with jisung and felix.

as soon as they were gone, jennie and mina squealed. "girl, we left for half an hour and you get yourself a boyfriend?!"

"he's not my boyfriend! he's just a nice guy..." you said, flushing.

"mm, sure. do you guys wanna get something to eat?" jennie offered.

"i already did." you bragged smugly. "and he paid!"

"omg!!!" they cried in unison.

ty for reading <33

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synop: felix feeling insecure that he's 'too feminine' for you

now playing: what makes you beautiful - one direction

pairing: lee yongbok felix x fem!reader

warnings: kind of angsty, insecurities, toxic masculinity, crying, fluff, petnames

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a/n: havent written for lixie in a while so i came up with this <3

it started off as a normal trip to the supermarket. your hand in felix's, shifting between cereal boxes.

"is this any good?" you asked, holding up a colourful box.

felix thought for a second. "mm, it's too sweet."

"look who's talking" you smirked, drawing out a light pink flush from his cheeks. you put the box back, now looking at 'organic' cereal. gross. suddenly, a deep voice you hadn't heard in a while called out from the end of the aisle. "y/n!"

you and felix's heads snapped up at the same time, looking for the source of the voice. a tall man, walking towards you with a huge grin and arms open wide. "i haven't seen you in so long!" he exclaimed.

you forced an awkward smile, hugging him stiffly from the side. "yeah, it's been a while, malcolm."

felix frowned. malcolm? you'd never brought up a malc- oh. your ex.

"how've things been going for you?" malcolm asked, leaning his elbow on the shelf, clearly not sensing the tension in the air. his voice was platonic enough that felix decided not to intervene yet.

"um, pretty good. you?" you kept the conversation going politely. felix's eyes drifted down to the black compression shirt the guy was wearing, showing off the taut, plump muscles stretching underneath the material. 63 taekwondo medals, and he still wouldnt stand a chance in a fight with this guy. wait, why's he even considering that? it's not like he'd ever have to fight for you or something. right?

"not bad. and this is..?" malcolm finally looked at felix, eyes raking over him.

"oh, this is felix, my boyfriend." you said proudly, making felix smile.

"your boyfriend?" malcolm choked out. he quickly regained his polite smile, extending his hand out to shake felix's.

felix took it, shaking it slowly. it dwarfed his. most definitely dwarfed yours too at one point.

"well, i'll get going. nice seeing you guys." your ex smiled and walked off politely.

as soon as he was gone, you exhaled. "sorry about that. wasn't expecting to see him here." you apologised softly to felix.

he only nodded back. "yeah, all good."

later, you guys headed back to your car in the parking lot, you holding one shopping bag while he held the other. in the distance, felix's eyes found malcolm, hauling his own stuffed bags into the trunk of his car like they weighed nothing, then sliding into the drivers seat.

when felix zoned back in, you were holding open the car's trunk, hand extended expectantly for the shopping bag in his hand. "oh, sorry." he mumbled, handing it to you then finding his way to the passengers seat. you opened the door to your side and buckled up, revving up the car.

he sat there looking down, fumbling with the waist of his seatbelt.

"you good?" you glanced over, reversing out of the parking spot.

he nodded quickly. " 'm fine."

you could tell he was lying, but decided to let it go for now.

meanwhile, he sat there in contemplation. was that your type? tall? strong? why did you go from such a manly man like malcolm to....him?

maybe he should've offered to carry all the bags. maybe he should've learned to drive instead of being driven around by you. maybe he should start working out. maybe he should change his style.

he looked at his wrists. slim, the bone sticking out where arm met hand. no muscle.

maybe you deserved better.

a man you could rely on. a man who could take care of you, protect you. a real man.

and suddenly, as you pulled into your home's driveway, his eyes were full of tears.

you looked over, pausing when you saw the wetness on his cheeks. "oh, lixie, what happened?" you turned to face him.

and now he's crying. what kind of man cries?

"n-nothing! nothing, i'm okay." he said quickly, the crack in his voice betraying his emotion.

"did i do something?" you asked, eyes wide. one hand went up to cradle his face, wiping away tears.

"no, you didn't. it's just.." he trailed off. you nodded, urging him to go on.

"am i not.. man enough for you?"

you frowned. "man enough? what are you talking about?"

"i mean..malcolm, your ex.. why would you go from a man like him to a man like me?" he sobbed, nuzzling into your hand.

"oh, baby, that's why you're upset?" your heart broke at the realisation. "i never though about how manly you are, lix."

"but h-he's so strong and big, and i'm-"

"perfect." you cut him off. "you're perfect. there's a reason he's my ex and you're my boyfriend. he may be buff, but he's never made me as happy as you do."

"really?" he looked up at you with big, wet eyes, glimmering with hope.

"100%. you always take care of me, felix."

"b-but, do you ever feel like.. i can't protect you?"

"never. that's not how a relationship works, baby." you said softly. "i dont need a boyfriend just to protect me with his big muscles. i need a boyfriend like you who makes me forget that there's any harm in this world in the first place."

his lips quirked up, lighting up your world again.

you leaned over and pressed a light kiss to his nose. "there's my favourite smile."

"i love you, y/nnie."

"i love you, lix."

ty for reading <3

taglist:

@lcvehyeon    @amethyistheart  @you-dont-know-my-name  @itssaveryyyyy  @gnab-topher

@Hyunjinswife4ever  @hash2013  @daphnnie 

@niku0704  @strawberristhings  @certainstarfishmiracle 

synop: older boyfriend!jeongin headcanons

now playing: cola - lana del rey

pairing: yang jeongin x fem!reader

warnings: age gap (legal and consensual!), fluff, reader calls him oppa, physical touch, idk sorry if i missed anything

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a/n: TYSM for 600 followers omg! i love you guys <3

older boyfriend!jeongin who laughed at his member's reaction when he told them his girlfriend's age

older boyfriend!jeongin who prefers for you to call him oppa (inspired by that one interview where he said he made everyone even slightly younger than him at school call him 'hyung')

older boyfriend!jeongin who never allows you to pay for anything. in fact, whenever you go out he makes you take your card out of your bag and leave it at home in front of him so he knows you won't offer

older boyfriend!jeongin who takes every available chance to show off his muscles. lifting things for you, carrying your bags, carrying you

older boyfriend!jeongin who pretends not to enjoy physical touch from you, but in reality his favourite part of the day is holding you against his chest while you sleep

older boyfriend!jeongin who wakes up before you every time and stares down at you with a loving expression until you wake up

older boyfriend!jeongin who, when he's not with you, asks you to facetime him before you sleep so he can watch you fall asleep and make sure you're safe before he can rest

older boyfriend!jeongin who barely speaks or smiles when you're in public together (he wants to seem tough), but as soon as you're alone he never stops yapping

older boyfriend!jeongin who doesnt mind cleaning up after you as long as you're with him, swinging your legs on the counter and talking while he does so

older boyfriend!jeongin who is still very clumsy and gets so embarrassed whenever he messes up in front of you, no matter how many times you assure him you dont mind

older boyfriend!jeongin who scowls at every man who even glances at you in public. he knows he doesnt own you. he just thinks you're far too pretty for creepy men to have the privilege of staring at you

older boyfriend!jeongin who is silly and playful at times, but shows how much of a mature adult he is when you get in a fight. he'll always meet you in the middle, no matter how stubborn you are

older boyfriend!jeongin who absolutely despises when you're upset and don't bring it up to him. he values communication the most in your relationship. he knows you two have different mindsets (some differences due to age), but if you don't even try bringing it up to him he gets really upset

older boyfriend!jeongin who buys you expensive gifts like it's nothing. you'd find a bag worth $3000 on your night stand and when you bring it up to him, he'd shrug and say 'yeah, and?"

older boyfriend!jeongin who never brings up age against you. as in, he'll never say "i'm older so i'm smarter." or "i've lived longer so i know better" because he's been the maknae for a while and knows how that feels

ty for reading <3

taglist:

@lcvehyeon    @amethyistheart  @you-dont-know-my-name  @itssaveryyyyy  @gnab-topher

@Hyunjinswife4ever  @hash2013  @daphnnie 

@niku0704  @strawberristhings  @certainstarfishmiracle