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I could really empathise with Ysa in this one, bc I’ve been cheated on as well in my last relationship and it was also a little over a year ago.

I’ve read some posts saying they could absolutely not understand Ysa’s thinking and decisions, which is totally okay, but honestly, if my ex would come up to me and tell me he regrets everything and wants to have me back, I would be just as confused and stressed as her.

But I would probably slap him and tell him to f off, so props to Ysa’s emotional control! lmao

The whole situation felt like a total nightmare to me, and tbh, I would’ve cried!

Especially if I had something going on with a new person which wasn’t very clear, bc we hadn’t had the talk yet and everything’s still in the air, this just screams total stress to me!

Even if a year has passed, someone messing with your trust in this way is something that’s going to leave deep scars and it does take time to heal from this.

I wouldn’t be surprised if Ysa is going to have some trust issues in later episodes when we’re (finally) in a relationship with our crush. I actually hope that this will be a subject, bc it is so important!

I know for sure that I will have to deal with these emotions and insecurities in my next relationship.

I initially didn’t like the ending and it left me feeling uneasy and anxious, but after some reflection, I think it’s not that bad! I like it that the crushes gave Ysa some time to think about everything. Even if it hurts.

Now let’s hope they’ll seal the deal in ep.21!!!

Green outfit for Jason!

1. Inner Dialoge 5 Choices (!!!)

“I’ll have to take something (medicine), that should get me through the day”

2. Danica: “are you serious? He doesn’t want to see me?”

3. (sweet) yes, you look a little tired…

4. (Energetic) Like…selling hotdogs

5. (Energetic) Are you serious?! I was in top form!