Alpha Hikaru and beta Yoshiki in which 'Hikaru' is an extremely possessive alpha and Yoshiki doesn't even know it, or at least doesn't know the extent of it.
It wasn't unusual for Yoshiki to faintly smell like Hikaru. They were best friends who walked to school and back together daily, so of course no one questioned it.
Then 'Hikaru' came along, and Yoshiki began to always smell of Hikaru, and strongly.
At first it was just that, smelling like Hikaru's normal scent and nothing more. It could maybe be explained away by them spending more time together, maybe it'd be a stretch but no one really questioned it then, either
But then, after Yoshiki acknowledged 'Hikaru' for what he is, the scent shifted. It became possessive, something that showed a clear claim on Yoshiki and screamed "taken"
And Yoshiki had no idea it was even there. Had no idea how overwhelming it was for other alphas, how they'd flinch after just glancing at him because of how strong it was. Alphas are territorial by nature, but they know not to pick fights they can't win. And every alphas instincts told them to be cautious not to get too close to Yoshiki, because a fight with his alpha was one they'd definitely lose. So they kept their distance and chose not to bring it up for fear of insulting the beta, and by extension, his alpha.
Omegas began to take note as well. Some that had their sights set on hikaru immediately backed off since it was clear he'd staked his claim on someone already, they were also kind enough to warn the betas who also had an interest in Hikaru.
Meanwhile adults shook their heads and scoffed, but even they were smart enough not to say something. Their instincts told them the same thing it told the younger alphas, and perhaps they were even more fearful of hikaru. Young alphas were wild and full of energy, they also didn't have full control over their own instincts yet. Older alphas could show restraint and use common sense in situations where someone might criticize their mate of choice, but a younger one? They'd bite off your hand before they ever came back to their senses, so the adults chose to bite their tongues.
All of this immensely pleased hikaru, who just continued his daily scenting. He'd discreetly rub his wrist on Yoshiki's shoulders every chance he got, he'd immediately head to Yoshiki's bed when he visited to rub his scent into the pillow even though it still smelled like him from the last time he was there. When Yoshiki left the room he'd do the same the the clothes in his closet.
He always made sure Yoshiki smelled of him, purring happily each time Yoshiki went the entire day absolutely smothered in his scent and had yet to even tell him to stop. He chooses to ignore the fact that Yoshiki wouldn't know, the thought makes him happy all the same.
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I cant stop thinking about Yoshiki going to one of Hikaru's games wearing his number
Or like one of those big jackets that all the jocks have in the movies that say their names on the back and they give to their girlfriends
Hikaru practically begs for this btw
He has puppy eyes and holding out his jacket to Yoshiki who refuses to take it. Eventually he gives in, he always does.
Also bc Yoshiki is taller Hikaru specifically ordered the jacket with Yoshiki's measurements in mind. He was actually ecstatic when he found out his team was getting the jackets, specifically bc he also saw them in movies with the jock giving the jackets to their girlfriends.
He intended to do this from the start, so his own jacket doesnt even fit him properly but he doesn't care since he never intended to be the one wearing it.
I assume the cooking groups in tshd are permanent. I also assume everyone in Hikaru's group is a terrible cook, since yk, they burned the chicken into coal.
I think it's funny to imagine his group hyped up every class, encouraging eachother like "this is the day! Today we make something edible!" And each time they fail miserably
And every one of those times hikaru takes a plate to show Yoshiki how bad they messed up and then happily sits with him as Yoshiki shares his portion, or even sometimes gives him the entire plate if they made something sweet that day.
Hikaru's group watches in pure envy as Hikaru smirks at them, triumph in his eyes as he eats the perfectly cooked portion Yoshiki and his group made.
Yoshiki doesn't mind sharing with hikaru at all since he knows how much Hikaru likes tasting new things and he likes being able to provide that for him, but he does sometimes get fed up with how smug hikaru looks about it. He threatens to stop sharing with hikaru sometimes, much to the delight of Hikaru's group. He never actually does, but hikaru always panics about it all the same as if Yoshiki just threatened to take away everything he holds dear.
I do also imagine hikaru and his group are also good friends, so everything is in good fun. When they aren't devasted by their own cooking skills after failing to make a dish, they'll actually laugh about it together and tease hikaru about running to his boyfriend. Hikaru would also never deny it, he does always go to Yoshiki since he knows thats guaranteed edible food, so that part is just true and theres nothing to deny there. He doesn't deny the boyfriend part because he likes the idea that others see them as boyfriends.
This is how he indirectly starts a rumor that him and Yoshiki are dating.
Since he never corrected his friends (who in my mind are on his soccer team, just for context) they kind of just assume that yeah, the two of them are actually dating. It makes sense to them. They always walk home together, Yoshiki even sometimes stays to watch their practice just so they can leave together. Occasionally Yoshiki will even come to their early morning practices before school even starts and afterwards hikaru and Yoshiki will walk to class together. Not to mention the whole food thing and hikaru always seeking Yoshiki out on various other occasions.
And yk not everyone on the team is friends with Hikaru. They're friendly, of course, they get along great and will joke around together, but they don't hang out outside of practice. Because of this, they dont really know who that guy that hangs around during practice is. Yoshiki doesn't stand out at school, like at all, so for most of them he's just some random.
So, one day after Yoshiki and hikaru leave together, someone asks who Yoshiki is. Hikaru's friends will respond with, "oh, that's just his boyfriend." And so the rumor spreads.
The team now knows Yoshiki as Hikaru's boyfriend. Now, in my head the kids in the village are a lot more progressive than the adults, plus I also imagine that the majority of the homophobia is centered in kubitachi to begin with since they're more old school. This means no one on the team actually cares about hikaru having a boyfriend as in they don't care that he's gay in a hateful way, but they are intrigued.
While not really homophoic, they've never actually known someone who was open about their sexuality like that. It just kind of peaks their interest and they begin to notice Yoshiki a lot more. He was always there of course, but now they notice him in the halls more and see him on the school bulletin board when grades are posted. They notice that Hikaru rarely leaves his side, and he always manages to touch Yoshiki somehow.
They brush shoulders in the hallway, bump knees when they sit together for lunch, lean into eachother when studying in the library. The team feels stupid for not having seen it before honestly.
And well, teenage boys will be teenage boys, so of course they use this to tease hikaru relentlessly. They call him out on how clingy he is, call him lover boy and always tell him how down bad he is. They even begin taking pictures of the two of them when they happen to see them in the halls just so they can send them to hikaru with a million kissing and heart emojis.
And again, hikaru never corrects them. He is clingy, he knows, and he does love Yoshiki. And honestly he likes the pictures, he saves the best ones to a folder on his phone. Plus, it makes something possessive ignite in his chest knowing that his team thinks Yoshiki belongs to him. So yeah, he was never going to correct them.
For a while it stayed contained to the team, but with the pictures they took, it was never going to stay that way. Eventually someone will call out one of the guys on the pictures. "Why are you even taking a picture dude, that's like stalker behavior and kinda creepy"
So of course the guy will rush to explain that no it's not creepy, the entire team does this. And no, that's not weird either, they're just teasing a team member about how he acts with his boyfriend.
And again, the rumor spreads. And now it's out of the small circle that is the soccer team.
The person who called the guy out would be surprised. Hikaru is a pretty popular guy, so it comes as a shock that he's in a relationship and this is somehow the first they've heard of it. After that they begin paying more attention to hikaru, and sure enough, he's always around that one quiet black haired kid they later learn is named Yoshiki.
They, like the team, also feel pretty stupid for never seeing it before. They think, 'no wonder I've never heard of it before, its literally common knowledge. They're not even hiding it, how stupid am i??' So they go to their own friends and say just that. "Guys, im a lost cause. Im genuinely blind, I never knew hikaru was in a relationship until today, I think i might genuinely be the last person on earth to know"
So now their friends just look at them absolutely dumb founded because since when is hikaru in a relationship and why is this not the hottest gossip??? In the end they come to the same conclusion as their friend and just assume it's old news and that they might all be blind and stupid. They have a laugh about it and don't think about it after that, but the rumor has spread further.
People are bound to over hear things. Back when the team member got called out at least someone else heard, and when the person who called them out shared the news with their friends other people over heard then too. Not to mention the other team members would probably let it slip to others as well and not think much of it.
The rumor spreads further and further until eventually it actually is common knowledge that Yoshiki and hikaru are boyfriends. Most people don't make a big fuss about it much for the same reason everyone else before didn't, it just makes sense. It feels like something that's been in their faces this entire time and making a big deal about it now just feels dumb. However, now it seems like the entire school has their eyes on the pair.
Hikaru doesn't really notice since he's always been popular and he really only has eyes for Yoshiki anyways, but Yoshiki does notice. He's never been popular and he's always been more than happy to dissappear into the shadows. The sudden attention, however quiet, makes him so anxious he might throw up.
His mind is a mess, especially when he notices that the majority of the looks begin when he's with hikaru. That knowledge makes him sick to his stomach because 'oh god, they know'
They know he's a monster
They know all his sins
They hate him
They dont even know him and they hate him
Why wouldn't they hate him
He's dirty and unpure and wrong, so wrongwrongwrongwrong
So, he does throw up. He spends a few days at home and he shuts hikaru out with the excuse that he doesn't want to get him sick. Hikaru, of course, protests and says he can't get sick anyways, but Yoshiki insists. So for about a week Yoshiki isolates himself in his room and his thoughts just get worse and worse.
Everytime he thinks about going to school his legs give out on him, his hands tremble, and the more he tries the worse the spinning of his head and the squeezing of his gut get. He doesn't see hikaru the entire time and asks his mom to send him away when he shows up.
He knows this isnt sustainable but he can't bring himself to either go to school or see hikaru or even answer his texts. And each day his nerves get worse as he spirals because he knows missing this much school means his grades will drop and if his grades drop so do his chances of getting accepted into a good university in the city and thats his only chance to get out and he needs to get out now more than ever because everyone knows now so he needs to go to school to keep his grades up but oh god everyone knows now and they all stare at him because they know and he cant go back when they all know what he is-
His spiraling gets cut short when Hikaru appears in his room after breaking in through his bedroom window. Hikaru doesn't look great, his form is falling apart at the seams and he has bags under his eyes from not sleeping. His hair is messed up as if he's been running his hands through it all day, or even all week.
Yoshiki of course isn't any better, and after all this time of not seeing hikaru his stomach just squeezes and suddenly he has to throw up. Thankfully he has a trash can nearby, and while he's puking his guts out a million different emotions fill Hikaru's mind.
Relief, for one. He hasn't seen or heard from Yoshiki in far too long. Of course he knew logically that Yoshiki would still be here. Each day he'd make a detour twice a day to pass by just to see his soul flickering through the walls because when he tried to see him before Yoshiki's mom said he wasnt taking visitors.
Worry was the most prominent. Is Yoshiki really this sick? He did throw up at school but that was ages ago and now he's still throwing up. He knows humans are fragile but Yoshiki is strong, he wouldn't get sick like in the movies, the kind that keeps humans in bed and out of school for the rest of their lives. He instinctively reaches out to try and soothe him, but he's afraid.
Fear flickers on his face as he hesitates to reach out, what if he hurts him? He doesn't want to hurt Yoshiki, but he's been a mess these last few days. He's almost slipped up countless times and nearly revealed his true identity in front of others. What if he slips up again after not being near his favorite soul for so long and he just takes?
Then there's anger. Anger at being shut out and left in the dark. He has no idea what's wrong and how is he supposed to help if he doesn't even know what needs fixing?
He feels so many conflicting emotions they make his head spin. He doesn't think he was ever meant to feel this much, all these emotions are inherently human and he isnt human. He doesn't understand how his chest is big enough for everything thats swarming inside, he thinks everything he's feeling is much bigger than this body, it's probably even bigger than his true form.
While hikaru is having his internal debate Yoshiki finishes expelling what little was in his stomach to begin with. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand as his eyes meet hikaru again, and suddenly all he can feel is exhaustion. Bone deep and crushing, he feels like he might just collapse under the weight of it.
He stumbles forward into Hikaru's arms and just cries. He lets himself be held as all that exhaustion settles into him. For a moment, just one small singular moment, he wants someone to know who he is, and then hold him despite it.
Hikaru is quick to wrap his arms around Yoshiki. His fingers shake and his own lips tremble, but he holds him tight. He rubs what he hopes is soothing circles on Yoshiki's back as he cries into Hikaru's shoulder. He whispers small reassurances even if he isn't really sure what he needs to reassure Yoshiki on.
"Hey, it's okay. Im here for you, im not leaving. Ill stay as long as you need me, and even after that. I got you, okay? Dont worry, let it all out, im right here."
Yoshiki holds him tighter and sobs harder until he has no more tears left to cry. His eyes become puffy and tender to the touch, his cheeks are tear stained and his face is sticky with snot. He's pretty sure he's ruined Hikaru's school shirt, again.
He's about to apologize but hikaru doesn't give him a chance to. He just cradles Yoshiki's face in his hands like Yoshiki did for him once before. He wipes away the tears clinging to his eyelashes and looks at him so tenderly it'd make Yoshiki cry again if he still had it in him.
Hikaru doesn't ask him for an explanation, at least not right away. He just helps Yoshiki up and begins taking care of him. He helps Yoshiki wash his face and brushes his teeth for him even as Yoshiki protests that he can do it. He picks out a change of clothes and as Yoshiki gets dressed he brings him a glass of water, a tangerine, and a cooling pack.
Yoshiki knows his face is red as hikaru guides the glass to his lips, hes thankful hikaru either doesn't notice or chooses to ignore it as he tells Yoshiki to out the cooling pad on his eyes and then proceeds to not only peel the tangerine, but feed it to him as well.
His stomach begins acting up again for a different reason, and for a moment he doesn't understand what's so wrong about this. What could be so wrong about the way hikaru carefully removes all the stringy veins from the fruit before feeding it to Yoshiki just because he knows he doesn't like them?
Who is he hurting by letting himself be held by Hikaru's true form like he's something precious? What is so wrong about his love?
His own train of thoughts startles him. He hadn't realized his own feelings for hikaru until now. It'd felt so natural, perhaps because of the face he wears, but he hadn't registered when his own feelings shifted. Even now as hikaru lets his form hold Yoshiki up since his own hands are sticky with tangerine juice, Yoshiki cant help but feel anything but adoration.
Of course its then when hikaru finally decides he wants answers, and Yoshiki is left fumbling to make his mouth make coherent words.
It takes a while for him to find the words to properly articulate himself, and it takes even longer for him to find the courage to actually say them, but eventually Yoshiki gets everything out.
He tells hikaru about his fears and the panic that shot through him from all the attention. He tells him every emberassing detail and every hurtful thought. Much like hikaru is doing now while holding Yoshiki up with his true being, Yoshiki shows Hikaru his own monster.
Hikaru doesnt cut him off even when his own face pales halfway through, he just listens. By then end of it he hugs Yoshiki and showers him in reassurances before apologizing profusely.
In the time Yoshiki had been gone from school, hikaru had learned of the rumor. Since people thought the two were dating and they saw how stressed hikaru had been over Yoshiki's absence, people would come up to him and ask about his boyfriend and if he was doing okay. Hikaru was confused at first but quickly realized they meant Yoshiki. At the time He'd just brushed it off since he was already too preoccupied worrying about Yoshiki, but now he was quickly realizing that this entire thing might have been his own fault. He knows how fast gossip gets around, he wouldn't be surprised if this all stemmed from him letting his team believe he was dating Yoshiki.
He tells Yoshiki this, tears beginning to collect in his own eyes as he fumbles to apologize more. "I didn't mean- im sorry, I didn't think it would- well that doesn't matter, it did. I shouldn't of- Yoshiki im so-"
And Yoshiki kisses him. It's clumsy, neither have ever kissed anyone before and they're both crying messes right now. When they break apart Yoshiki word vomits his own feelings for hikaru. He tells him he loves him, the real him. He tells him he's so, so scared, but Hikaru makes him want to be brave.
He kisses away the tears still forming at Hikaru's eyes and tells him that it's okay. Hikaru didn't know and Yoshiki has long since been done with blaming hikaru for things he didn't know.
The next day at school they show up holding hands. No one bats an eye.
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Its 4:06 am and I just jolted awake because I had a realization in the dead of sleep so forgive me if I do not have the eloquence and intelligence to put my thoughts to words
Yoshiki wearing hikaru like his devotion
I first was thinking about hikayoshi power play, not even like explicitly sexual at all. Just something about Hikaru giving up all control and trusting Yoshiki with that control, like literally giving half of himself to Yoshiki and therefore literally giving him his life. Hikaru really put his fate in the palms of Yoshiki's hands with no hesitation.
And i imagine Hikaru would never actually ever meet anyone more powerful than himself. He's a literal wish granting god, practically invincible and under no obligations to follow any human morals, and what did he do? He creates the only person who can destroy him. It's so absurd, and even Tanaka voices this when he talks about how Hikaru is aware and even weakening himself. Like who even does that?
Hikaru wakes up every morning knowing Yoshiki could end him on a whim, and it's thrilling. Each day he wakes up, alive and well, and he meets the boy who may as well hold his beating heart. There's no high quite like it, and hikaru is thoroughly addicted.
Back to Yoshiki though
When I thought of this i imagined Yoshiki wearing Hikaru's half on a leather cord around his neck, much like a cross. It'd make it more exhilarating for both of them. Everytime Hikaru sees Yoshiki he's reminded that Yoshiki is actively choosing to stay by his side, and Yoshiki is actively flaunting his devotion to his god.
When he walks past people wearing a cross his first though is no longer, "would they hate me because of it?" No, now his attention is drawn to the weight around his own neck and his own form of faith.
He's trusting an eldritch horror to go against his nature each time they're together. Hikaru has mentioned how appealing his soul is, and yet he holds a piece of the very being who could kill him in seconds right to his heart, right to his soul. Devotion doesn't even begin to cover what Yoshiki has.
Even after murders and almost murders Yoshiki has given his entire being to his god, signed with a prayer and everything. (Ill stick with ya, even if something inside of me breaks) he's aware this could be a self destructive spiral but he's resigned himself to forgive time and time again.
So yeah, my first thought was to have Yoshiki wear his faith on a cord, but then i realized he already holds Hikaru to his heart. (Idk what side the heart is on, or the side Yoshiki's pocket is, sue me whatever idcidc) And nobody but hikaru and Yoshiki even know it.
It's their own little secret, their faith and how deep it goes. By looking at Yoshiki there'd be no sign that he's a devout believer, but hikaru knows. He feels it radiating off in waves from Yoshiki's heart, each one pulling him closer and letting him know that Yoshiki is carrying half of him and it's calling for him, practically screaming and begging to be taken back. He won't, he very much likes having that piece with Yoshiki after all. Not just for the act of trust, but because a small part of him is thrilled at the thought of aways being with Yoshiki. Maybe it's possessiveness, maybe it's obsessiveness. It's probably both, and it definitely goes both ways.
So here are a few of the ways I imagine them getting engagement/promise rings (also manga spoilers)
1. In front of the town
So with the latest chapters with Yoshiki telling Hikaru he loves him and people seeing what Hikaru really is. Hikaru doesn't even really care that he's been exposed, because like the manga said he cares way more about how Yoshiki sees him, and Yoshiki loves him. How could he think straight after that?
Hikaru can't, his happiness gets the better of him and he takes Yoshiki's hand and proposes. Right in front of everyone. He doesn't have a ring but he promises to get one the second he can. He's blunt, essentially just "Yoshiki, marry me"
Yoshiki is stunned, flustered and emberassed and anxious all at once. The company is still there, the very much homophoic town is watching, he's being proposed to
He gapes like a fish out of water and hikaru takes that as a sign to keep talking. "I know my feelings are weird and twisted and... monstrous, I know that, and maybe im selfish for wanting you all for myself. Actually, no, I know im selfish for wanting you all to myself. You're perfect, Yoshiki, so kind and beautiful with the brightest soul I've ever seen, and I want you to belong to me, but I also want to belong to you. I want to hold your hand and go on movie dates and feel butterflies in my stomach, I want to love you whole in a way that's distinctly human. I want it all, I want to grow old with you and learn everything about what makes humans so valuable and find new reasons to fall in love with you along the way."
Yoshiki would be crying by the end of it, and hikaru would panic and wipe his tears away softly apologizing for being too much but Yoshiki would just kiss him. Right there in front of everyone and it'd be so freeing to be himself for the first time in his life.
I planned to have like 5 scenes minimum in this one post but I got lazy really quick and I do wanna post today so ig this is a series now (^^;
I promise there will be at least like 10 different posts though i just cant promise to be quick
The strawhats arrive at an island full of bugs of all kinds and when they have to leave Luffy is really upset because he doesn't want to leave the cool bugs but he also can't take them because they wouldn't survive outside their natural habitat
Cue Usopp, who's been crushing hard: "I can draw them for you, then you can always look at them"
And he does and they're gorgeous and Luffy hugs him so tightly and so happily Usopp swears he died and went to heaven
So obviously Usopp starts painting for Luffy all the time. Sanji and Nami hate all the insect paintings so much they have Franky carve out a room where Usopp can paint and store those paintings.
Pretty sure I made Yoshiki's mom and sister an alpha and his dad a beta
I actually did think this through bc in my mind its traditional for omegas to have betas help them through heats as in they bring them food and water and keep them company since betas don't have a scent and omegas are more likely to accept a beta into their nest rather than an alpha or another omega
Usually there is already a beta in the family of an omega since omegas are rare and it is unlikely for 2 to be born in the same family so there wouldn't be a problem of alpha and omega parents (since that is the traditional omega pairing) not having a beta available to help
The most common pairings are actually alpha/beta and beta/beta so when an omega child is born their parent will be the one to look after them and occasionally siblings step in too
But the thing with Yoshiki is that his relationship with his father is so strained his omega refuses to let him in the nest regardless of scent and since he's the only beta in the family Yoshiki would have to then manage on his own, exept hikaru is a beta, one Yoshiki is more than happy to allow into his nest
So Hikaru takes on the responsibility of caring for Yoshiki every 6 months when his heat hits. Its not like it's hard work since Yoshiki's family provides the food and supplies, all hikaru has to do is bring it up to the room. For the most part its just the two of them lazing about in Yoshiki's room watching movies and reading comics with hikaru occasionally needing to replace Yoshiki's cooling pad on his forehead and sometimes stepping aside while Yoshiki goes into a nesting frenzy and rearranges the room
Other than that it's pretty much just hanging out so hikaru was more than glad to help, especially since being the official "caretaker", or whatever the word would be, for Yoshiki meant he was exempt from school during these times. (Side note i imagine this would require a lot of paper work and even doctors notes being like yeah the relationship with the only beta family member is fucked so hikaru stepping in is the best for Yoshiki's health and I just think that's funny)
And well then Hikaru died and that really messed with Yoshiki AND his omega especially with having to come to terms with the fact that his body is here but he isn't and his instincts are just going crazy during his next heat
Instinctively he wants Hikaru there but he also doesn't want to be around 'Hikaru' when he's at his most vulnerable. Not that it matters much since Hikaru is already registered as his caretaker and has been for a few years now so Hikaru is going to be there unless he wants people to start asking questions
Yoshiki is fighting his instincts to relax when hes in his nest that he begrudgingly built since he felt uncomfortable not having one even though he tried his best to ignore it so as to not show vulnerability in front of hikaru
And all that fighting is exhausting, so eventually he drops like a rock and his instincts completely take over. He's been in so much distress about Hikaru and the thought of losing him that he can't help but cling to him now that his rational mind isn't stopping him.
He wraps himself around Hikaru and purrs happily when he returns the affection and whines like a pup everytime he pulls away even if it's for something like getting food.
By the end of his heat Yoshiki is mortified at his behavior, and he's even more mortified that since that incident his instincts register Hikaru as safe because he took care of Yoshiki when he needed him most
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Langa knowing the song Heather and about 3rd of December and all of that, AND more specifically he knows that Reki doesn't know what it means
And Langa is so nervous all day because yeah Reki doesn't know but also he can't just casually give Reki one of his favorite articles of clothes and not be questioned??
This man is sweating, he's stressing himself out so much all for a damn sweater that when he really thinks about it really shouldn't be something you gift to someone who lives with Okinawa weather but Reki is always wearing hoodies anyways and he's just trying to stall
In the end he just leaves it in Reki room after coming over for dinner, and when Reki calls and tells him he forgot it he just says "no i didn't"
They go on a back and forth of "yes you did i have it in my hands" and "you're not listening, I didn't forget anything" until Langa finally manages to tell him he left the sweater for him and abruptly hangs up
His mom is an alpha, his dad is a beta, and his sister either hasn't presented or she's an alpha
In this particular au omegas are rare so Yoshiki would actually be one of very very few and they're always expected to be with an alpha
The thing is, Yoshiki cant stand alphas that aren't his family. He hates their stench, and they always seem to think they have a right to him because he's an omega
If he had it his way he'd date his best friend, a beta. It isnt unheard of for omegas and betas to date, but his village would never accept it. Since omegas are so rare they're expected to end up with an alpha, and in his case, preferably a female one. He's already at two negatives with wanting to be with not only a boy, but a beta.
So essentially, take all his self loathing, Internalized homophobia, and yearning, and triple it.
People constantly tell him to take more care of himself, he's "precious". They pick apart his diet, scrutinize the bags under his eyes, and constantly try to set him up with their alpha daughters/granddaughters/whatever
Hikaru made it bearable. Anytime he got too caught up in all this omega nonsense Hikaru was always there for him. He never felt like Hikaru expected anything of him, and maybe that's what made him fall so hard. Not that it mattered, nothing could ever happen between them.
When 'Hikaru' came around he didn't understand the whole second gender thing. It was irritating at first, Yoshiki already had to constantly be hearing about it and then he'd have to go and explain it to hikaru like he was a newly presented pup, but then it became a relief.
'Hikaru' also didn't expect anything from him, he thought the whole thing was stupid and never quite grasped all the social norms tied to your second gender. It perhaps made Yoshiki more fond of him (because hes not ready to admit that he may be falling for the same thing)
Yoshiki having a really bad day and asking 'Hikaru' to just let him pretend Hikaru is still here and never died and hikaru stares for a long time but he does it, or he does his best to anyways and then feels terrible the rest of the week
I NEED miya being a cheeky little brother and Langa HATES him, absolutely DESPISES him
Miya stays over at the Kyan household almost as frequently as Langa and he begins to leave his healthy snacks and stuff in the fridge. And okay, miya wouldn't mind if anyone took some because well sharing is caring and everyone else shares with him, so why wouldn't he share?
But that doesn't exactly include Langa, especially not when he eats half the pantry already AND he still eats Miyas last granola bar AND didn't even throw the box away, leaving just and empty box to give miya false hope of enjoying his snack.
It's on sight with Langa after that, but Reki wouldn't actually allow that. Its not fun anyways when Reki would scold him after he picks a fight with Langa, even if Langa did deserve it, so he goes for a different angle.
Miya begins asking for hugs from Reki more, insists they hang out, and generally pulling the little brother card. Reki is more than happy to indulge him on this, much to the displeasure of Langa.
Reki wins a beef? Miya is the first to hug him. Miya wins a beef? He seeks out reki and pulls hims away from Langa. Langa wins? It's a group hug, and Langa isn't allowed to complain that he only wanted to hug Reki.
Miya knows what he's doing and plays up and innocent act, he soaks up all the attention Reki give him while simultaneously flipping Langa off. It is his greatest revenge yet.
Today i overheard a boy in the halls say "i thought i was over her, but then I saw her today and it's like it all hit me. Like, its her, how could i ever let her go?"
And i am sobbing i dont know who that boy is, who he's talking about, or even what he looks like since he was behind me, but i can't stop thinking about it
So now im making it renga bc I can't just sit on this
Renga broke up after the whole dramatic rain scene and basically they never really made up. Reki never went to go see Langa race, so Langa never won against Joe and lost his enthusiasm for skating along with it
Reki, of course, turned in his s pin and never returned. For a while Langa went to S alone hoping to spot reki, but he never did, so eventually he gave up and stopped showing up too.
They still sit next to eachother in class but they dont talk, Reki ignored Langa and after a while Langa stopped trying to start conversation.
They eventually graduate and then they dont ever see eachother again, Reki works full time at dope sketch and Langa works some part time job to help out his mom while he figures out what he wants to do next. When his dad was around he thought he'd probably go pro with his dad as his main support, and then when he quit snowboarding and took up skateboarding he figured hed skate infinitely with reki and figure out the rest from there, now he has nothing and feels lost, like he's just floating around looking for a purpose.
At first he was miserable, but then he felt numb, and eventually he stopped perking up at the sound of wheels on the pavement, hoping that by some miracle thats reki skating his way.
He tells himself he's over it, he may not know what he's doing but hes made friends at work. Sometimes they go out for lunch together, and that's enough for him. Its not like he's isolated or anything. Life doesn't look the same way it did with reki, but he can learn to live with it. He has color in his life, even if it isnt fiery red or clashing neon, there's color to be found.
It takes him months, but a year or so after graduation he has stopped thinking of Reki entirely. He doesn't think of his smile when he sees some stupid meme online, he doesn't come to mind when he sees a stranger wearing a hoodie on the hottest of days, and he definitely doesn't think of reki when he happens to pass by s. He can confidently say he's over him.
And then one day while out shopping for his mom he catches a flash of red hair. At first he doesn't even think twice about it, red has stopped meaning anything to him now, but then he hears a boisterous laugh and his attention is fully diverted towards it. His ears apperantly never got the memo, and they will still always give reki his undivided attention.
Langa feels his heart drop, he cant even continue shopping anymore. He leaves everything in his cart and bolts out the door, he cant get groceries another time anyways.
He doesn't see reki again, but he wants to, he wants to so bad. Its like the year he spent getting over him didn't even happen and he's back to old habits. He looking for bright hoodies that stand out in the crowd, he eyes silly headbands in store displays for a little too long, and he strains to hear the sound of wheels anywhere nearby.
Its as if he's been blind all this time and now he can remember just how much color is missing from his life.
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