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@itsnotannough
Hey guys!
it’s gonna be my venting/relapsing diary. i’m currently struggling with my eating disorder again and i need to share it somewhere 🫶
i won’t be posting any tips for beginners as i don’t want to put my hand into someone getting inspiration out of my blog.
i’m into a lot of different fandoms so i’m sure we can find a common ground with anyone!
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the saddest thing is that i was screaming about me starting to relapse and how bad i felt. and no one of my friends, even those who i was running to help and 4am after a night shift. nobody texted me and even asked me how i was doing. they knew about my problems but ignored it when i started talking about me going back to that shit. that’s probably the most heartbreaking thing for me
Yes I wanna be skinnier so bad but no I will never be so cringe that I will glorify the £Ds of other people, especially minors. My £D belongs to me, why would I encourage other people to suffer??
aand so far my diet has been looking like that:
day 1: 500-600kcal (fucked up to count it)
day 2: 136kcal (literally survived on two eggs)
day 3: 535kcal (was forcefully fed because i fucked up and almost passed out)
day 4: 187kcal (did omad)
day 5: 350kcal (cz i had to get some electrolytes and they didn’t had no calories one ☠️)
overall i feel good and except for the day i’ve been trying to pass out all afternoon i didn’t notice much of discomfort. just today started to crave some tasty food but honestly when i think of calories in it i don’t want it anymore. a bit of a context: i’ve been in community since the ripe age of 14 (almost 9 years already yoohoo). i usually tried to starve myself but my body is not that strong as it used to be when i was just starting so starving is off limits
but guess who finally locked in for reeeeal 😝
if someone has low calorie diets pls share with meeee
aand so far my diet has been looking like that:
day 1: 500-600kcal (fucked up to count it)
day 2: 136kcal (literally survived on two eggs)
day 3: 535kcal (was forcefully fed because i fucked up and almost passed out)
day 4: 187kcal (did omad)
day 5: 350kcal (cz i had to get some electrolytes and they didn’t had no calories one ☠️)
overall i feel good and except for the day i’ve been trying to pass out all afternoon i didn’t notice much of discomfort. just today started to crave some tasty food but honestly when i think of calories in it i don’t want it anymore. a bit of a context: i’ve been in community since the ripe age of 14 (almost 9 years already yoohoo). i usually tried to starve myself but my body is not that strong as it used to be when i was just starting so starving is off limits
but guess who finally locked in for reeeeal 😝
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
so results of today’s day:
it’s officially my 5th day of dieting. so far it’s going good. i don’t have much hunger (almost absent), and no interest in food which is actually surprising.
i finished today on 350kcal (i miscalculated a bit that’s why it’s kinda hight🤧). a bit more about my routine: i do 20 minutes pilates workouts daily + some walking/additional cardio. depends on how i feel.
My calories tracking app is saying i burned around 120kcal which is not a lot but i don’t have much strength for more.
mind you i have a playlist for my relapsing xd
i caaaan’t. the fact i can’t check my weight is driving me crazy. i can see my bones pretty clear but i can also be delusional AAAAAAA
never mind i already feel fat 🫠
aaaand my first meal of the day. i ate yogurt with 0 sugar 0 fats with a bit of banana. minion bowl for my sanity. also got myself some electrolytes to not pass out of dehydration (it’s crazy hot and i haaaate water)
i caaaan’t. the fact i can’t check my weight is driving me crazy. i can see my bones pretty clear but i can also be delusional AAAAAAA
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Thin inspo 🪽🦢
so i fully relapsed (my opinion) literally few days ago and currently do low cal diet. the reason of my relapse was literally the absence of scales in my house. i couldn’t check my weight so i started panicking. but so far so good! i start to see results already (i have crrraaaazy body dysmorphia that goes both ways)
i also don’t know my sw but my gw is probably 45-40kg hehe for 164cm height. i would love if anyone could tell me how i really look (no hard feelings)
