Sometimes I talk a lot and sometimes I don’t talk at all and somehow both are embarrassing

hi i am insane and have nothing to offer. do you still like me

the urge to disappear vs the desire to be wanted and accompanied

I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST I CANNOT GO BACK TO !!!!!! anyways

my problem is i am a girl who likes the idea of doing so many things but in reality only has the energy to daydream about doing those things rather than actually doing them

i thought my suicidal late teens were the hardest years of my life but nothing could’ve prepared me for my 20s waking up everyday with no purpose, feeling so lost, unable to keep up with friendships, watching everyone move on with relationships and careers and being unable to catch up. and I’m such a “life is not a race” type of person but damn I’m losing so hard rn

seeing this resonating with so many of you is actually kinda comforting. here’s a hopeful quote from Tennessee Williams “Something in me will save me from utter ruin no matter what comes.”

"what do you do in spare time" i yearn and i dream about a life where im loved and nothings ever wrong and it takes up all of my evenings and weekends doing that

like actually for real how do I continue on for the rest of my life

my biggest dream is to calm down

“what if i got worse” good point. but what if u got better and lived up to ur full potential and accomplished all ur dreams and lived ur best life and felt content with what the universe was giving u

overwhelmed by the fact that im so far behind in life i dont think ill ever catch up