☾una ☽ay

Happy one month of Hostage of the Heart <3 Thank you for all of the love you have given my debut album, I am so eternally grateful.

Adequate, at Best was pretty much born from the feeling of trying fruitlessly to please my crush and feeling like a bit of a creature -

The entire second verse and the "tight dress" line are about a homecoming dress I wore, and I remember getting ready in my room before the dance, just desperately hoping they would like it or like me. I felt a bit out of my element and had this aversion to being seen in that light.

I wanted to capture that discomfort and that feeling of "if you don't find me pretty, I hope you will at least find me to be enough."

In the end, the dance ended up being less than adequate, but it inspired me to write this song :,)

A Night at the Opera by Queen is forever my favorite <3